i wish you knew, well, maybe you might suspect, but i'll never get a chance to say it, or it will spoil other things. you mean so much, but i am too scared to say it. 26 of august is a day to remember.
olivia and mrs de, thanks for the good luck messages.
alicia, do take care of yourself okay!
nasuha, don't worry! its all in the past! take care!
so, 26th of august, yog closing ceremony
started the day very early. woke up around 7, got ready, reached school by 9. was so tired.... went to the hall. sat next to a. just last minute instructions and a video clip on our yog journey. from the start, till the end, what we did at the floating platform for rehersals. nice video. realised that a lot of things were edited out. we learnt a dance that never got in the formation. the one with partners. learnt the rose thing which also never got in the formation. and the rectangle, with the word respect, also got edited out at the last minute. so sad!
mr francis talked to the leaders. when we went down, 3a was already on the bus. looked for the bus! haha! mr francis took the bus with us. mr ng and some other teacher(chem teacher, idk her name) too! sat with tina, talked and talked. heard music and before long, we reached. seemed so fast. last time we all took the bus together. got off at some place and had to walk a long way to the f1 pit, the area where our bags and other stuff were. first class there! so we walked and walked and talked! had to go through security check. tina got stopped! haha! then walked to the room.
sat down, waited for the other classes to arrive. had english songs at first. started singing, dancing. dance with nasuha to the song baby-justin bieber. then came the korean songs. lies by big bang. that song make sme think of you. haru haru was played too! wedding dress by taeyang, wished that we would not be like that. got high on these 3 songs! lots of other songs was played too. change to purple shoes. didn't wear sock any more. don't want another pair of white, purple, pink socks! we walked to the platform for our last rehersal.
didn't carry anything, just walked. reached, did run through. more of the circle, whirlpool. then ran through several times. tiring, and hungry! walked back. so tired! heard more music, had lunch. nice food! sleepy! time to sleep and rest! mr francis went to ask teh dj or music person to play sleepy music and he did! there was one part where the music was long, dragy, to let us sleep!!! nasuha and i slept a bit on the chair. was tired, but didn't want to sleep. wondered around. had a look at this year's chem prelims. ps, not nerds! just nothing to do! took pics.
then it was time to put on makeup. sat with yoges, nothing much to do. left and queued up. the queue for mrs gan's makeup! the way she does it is nice! foundation, eye shadow and blush! looks nice. thank you! took pics. oh, and suddenly netballers were called to have a team shot. so we had several team shots. two with ms mok, one with mr francis, two with mrs francis and ms quek. so funny! we were supposed to go there, crowd round, take pic, then rush off, but we took our time. haha! had first pic with her since we first met. next time, smile okay! and first time we got a pic together! jacob, abigail, yoges, trisha and me! yay! finally! thank you all! took more pics, then went to sit down. was tired!
finally told to get half into our costumes and eat dinner. dinner was good! put on costume, touched up makeup, got headcap ready. took our head gear and globe and off we go! got a bit nervous, but still felt a bit tired. contacts didn't help. eyes itching. so we walked there, hardly talked cos was tired. waved to athletes, well, a bit. didn't wave too much or get too hyper. some got kind of... despo? so walked and walked. took a pic with some person.... not sure who. reached the platform, smiled at some of the audience. some athlete, smilled then jestured for the globe. said cannot give! haha! using hand actions! ran down the stairs as teachers said to hurry. got to backstage, sat down and waited. athletes went out to the stage and went backstage to where we were! omg. okay, didn't talk or take any pics at first. only at the triangle then said hi to someone... and some british said good luck, and hit hands before going out.
didn't actually feel scared at all. in fact, felt normal, like its just another rehersal. so when the curtains opened, just ran as usual. there was this mist. quite nice. had to have a smile stuck all the way. a bit hard! haha! but possible. the whirlpool was okay, bird was okay. dance steps was okay. the bird was clearly seen. the wave could be seen. the heart was okay... looked a bit off though. star, well, could not find the point at all. was scared of looking down cos might have cameras zooming in from idk where. so just followed people, lost! haha! didn't look bad at all, thankfully. the words were really sharp! good job! ran out, through g2, then went to g1 by the back. lined up, had a briefing, went up. danced and danced. hit into a few people, sorry!!!! dropped the cap once. hehe. and someone asked if there was going to be any more fireworks, said idk... couldn't see many others from where we were, only tina and nasuha. so danced, and took a pic with some guy.. his dad i think, asked us to take a pic with him. so we did.
coming down was hard. so many people trying to get out when the announcement was already made to say let the athletes go first! saw kim , so just pushed downwards when people were coming up! kim, tina, nasuha and me thank you to those who made way specially for us. went right to the bottom. got out at the gate, thankfully cos a helper there said performers could go through. went down, turned back, couldn't see any one else. panicked, cos lost thought lost them in the crowd. but knew tina was behind me. finally, she came out. then turned back and asked where is kim and nasuha. couldn't find them. had to move in to g1. smiled at some of the audience.
just got any random headgear and hat. couldn't find mine. walked back from floating platform to f1 pit. was hyper. said goodbye and goodnight to everyone we met. even the athletes on the bus. we as in karthika and elspeth too. walked off after a while. croatia people are tall! some athlete had our headgear and was wearing it! how he got the headgear was a wonder! walk, walk, walk, went up to the place where our bags were. teachers were at our seats. (mr steven ng was at mine) so just took off costume at the side, then put just stood around. one part, she asked, why don't want to sit down, then just pointed to the seat and we started laughing! haha! okay, anyway, sat down in the end, rested. could keep everything except the globes. the head gear is not mine, just took any one. not even sure if it fits. had ice cream!
packed up, brought the chairs up and stacked them. didn't help much, sorry. cos some reason, didn't feel too good, tired i guess. so lined up in twos. those taking night transport back went to the back. went to the toilet. guess it was too much, couldn't take it any more. went back after feeling better. went back with the 2r girls. not enough space for everyone. why squeeze so many people onto one bus? stupid!
reached home, bathed, slept around 2 plus. so that marks the end of one major part of our lifes. thank you.
btw, globe became gloob then glove then gloab!
Friday, August 27, 2010
190 hours, 27 training sessions, 6 months from march to august, all down to one day, one moment, 4 minutes of fame on stage. so many things have happened since we first knew about yog, since we first started yog training. things changed.
thinking back, a brief summary of our journey
march-when it all began
thank you for a wonderful birthday and gifts. leaders had dance training. had our first training during the hols. party, birthday.
april-trainings on thursday during school hours
more trainings. formations, dance moves, mudy school field. all the muddy shoes after that!
may-yog training at mandai for the first time
had real markings now, instead of dirty field!
june-training during hols
went back for yog training on the first and last week of june. 3 times each week. got most of our formations and dance steps done.
july-yog trainings late into the night
had trainings on tuesdays and fridays. trainings on tuesday ended around 7 plus except for the first training where there was not enough buses. fridays ended around 9. went to platform once.
august- last part, and the end
last phrase of yog trainings. long hours, ending at 10 plus during the last two weeks, with hbl on some days. even coming back on sunday for a rehersal. and finally, the day itself.
everything was worth it. the time, the effort, the sweat, the tears.
thank you for being with me for some parts of yog even after things happened.
tina, nasuha, ayilisha, thank you for 'finding me when no one else was looking' and accompanying me for yog. had so much fun and memories with you. would have been lonely without you all!
thank you for looking out for me
3a, thanks for being such a great class during yog. will never wish for a better class.
finally, thanks to the school, parents, organisers etc for making letting us be a part of yog closing ceremony and for making this even possible!
so happy that it was a great performance. well, from the start to the end, after everything, it looks alright. so thankful that was able to finish the whole yog journey even after what happened towards the end.
~and to you, i wonder if you know it. don't break my heart. ~
going to miss yog alot.....
thinking back, a brief summary of our journey
march-when it all began
thank you for a wonderful birthday and gifts. leaders had dance training. had our first training during the hols. party, birthday.
april-trainings on thursday during school hours
more trainings. formations, dance moves, mudy school field. all the muddy shoes after that!
may-yog training at mandai for the first time
had real markings now, instead of dirty field!
june-training during hols
went back for yog training on the first and last week of june. 3 times each week. got most of our formations and dance steps done.
july-yog trainings late into the night
had trainings on tuesdays and fridays. trainings on tuesday ended around 7 plus except for the first training where there was not enough buses. fridays ended around 9. went to platform once.
august- last part, and the end
last phrase of yog trainings. long hours, ending at 10 plus during the last two weeks, with hbl on some days. even coming back on sunday for a rehersal. and finally, the day itself.
everything was worth it. the time, the effort, the sweat, the tears.
thank you for being with me for some parts of yog even after things happened.
tina, nasuha, ayilisha, thank you for 'finding me when no one else was looking' and accompanying me for yog. had so much fun and memories with you. would have been lonely without you all!
thank you for looking out for me
3a, thanks for being such a great class during yog. will never wish for a better class.
finally, thanks to the school, parents, organisers etc for making letting us be a part of yog closing ceremony and for making this even possible!
so happy that it was a great performance. well, from the start to the end, after everything, it looks alright. so thankful that was able to finish the whole yog journey even after what happened towards the end.
~and to you, i wonder if you know it. don't break my heart. ~
going to miss yog alot.....
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
a lot of things to post about for today and yesterday!!!!!
facebook stuff! so much about YOG!!!
today
grandma came over around 4.30. slept late, woke up around 10? ate, did work. was so distracted the first part. texting, calling. family and friends. lunch! fried eggs with bread. mum and i! nice! with sprite. hmm..... feel like its too much soft drink intake already. getting coke/ coke light every yog day, then today its sprite. continued work. grandma came! watched YOG. gym! second last day of yog. went to sleep around 6. woke up at 8. dad was back already, had dinner, now doing more work. a lot of things to do today. and thanks for the email and link! helps a lot!
tuesday
woke up around 8? or a bit later. got ready, packed, left home. wore this year's jersey. went to school and chnaged to tights. and on the way to f1. last time we are going there for rehersal. going to miss everything about yog. you know, thank you so much for your company. and going to miss you! so many things have happened in the span of this yog training. these 6 months have changed almost everything. after this yog, will move on. its hard, but is this goodbye? talked to tina about step up 3. must watch!!!! reached the place. sat down and listened to english songs at first. changed to korean. shinee, super junior. finally heard the last song played, which is taeyang's wedding dress, right after our night rehersal. OMG!!! got high on that... hehe....
so we had lunch around 11 plus? got our globes and any other equipment needed. wore purple shoes. somehow, it feels tighter with socks instead of costume. brought the ball along. hard to hold it and dance. so walked to the platform. had time to go up the heart only. then we went for a full run. full rehersal. lots of waiting around. went backstage. talked to christabelle, sushan, sheryl. xingchen came and went. talked about some horror shows we watched and christabelle told us about some shows. so trilling! some were scary. then watched a sneak peek of the performance from where we were. told to line up in triangles. finally the national anthem was played, finished, was all geared up to go in, and some guy said, 'okay, will take a pause here'. spoil the mood! anyway, finally went in. it was okay. the bird, idk why, got to point p91 instead of p90. and didn't think of moving to the left, just stood there. thanks ayilisha, who pulled me! the star! cannot find the point! had to follow blindly. and this camera man was just infront of the heart. was looking for the star point in the heart after coming back from the extended heart, then realised the camera man. tmr, hope there would not be a close up! OMG! so the start was a problem. sorry i shouted at you to stop moving... not your fault..... i'm really sorry..... the blazing the trail was easy.
went into g2. moved to g1, then told what to do. supposed to go up to the grand stand to dance or do any free style we want to. must get hyper. it's not too rush to go up. need to put down the head gear and get another prop. so bring the prop and globe. its GLOBE! hahaha! we went up there for the first time, didn't know what to do! so mustt of the time, just stood there, wave around a bit. mr francis kept teasing us! say forget all the phy, chem, bio. anyway, walked back. had a break before the last rehersal at night. had jelly. mr francis called it jellos. and he allowed us to eat before going for makeup. quit teasing.....
make up time! OMG! haha! some people do look very nice in make up! you look really pretty you know. promise to take a pic together tmr! took pictures with a lot of people in makeup. walked around, and tina, thanks for the eye liner. got into our costumes, or halfway into it. ate dinner. lipstick was gone already! got into the whole costume, then walked to the floating platform. performed! lots of things happened. apparently one girl went back for her shoe and caused chaos. and someone's head gear broke? another girl slipped and fell whilst going out. and its still the star that is the problem. cannot find the point! so anyway, we went up, then was asked to go down, then up again, tiring climbing the stars after the performance. finally went out. got a little hyper to empty seats! haha! anyway, it was fun!
walked back to the f1 pit, tired legs and feet! mr francis told us about how we got more then 100 cip hours, finished nyaa silver. and thanked everyone. oh,\ the \parents did a performance for us before our last rehersal. thank you! thank you all so much, for making YOG practice so fun and memorable. for pulling me out and finding me, for accompanying me during all the practices. wish we had more time together. really appreciate you all, even if its just for being there by my side. i'll post more soon, really tired today
facebook stuff! so much about YOG!!!
today
grandma came over around 4.30. slept late, woke up around 10? ate, did work. was so distracted the first part. texting, calling. family and friends. lunch! fried eggs with bread. mum and i! nice! with sprite. hmm..... feel like its too much soft drink intake already. getting coke/ coke light every yog day, then today its sprite. continued work. grandma came! watched YOG. gym! second last day of yog. went to sleep around 6. woke up at 8. dad was back already, had dinner, now doing more work. a lot of things to do today. and thanks for the email and link! helps a lot!
tuesday
woke up around 8? or a bit later. got ready, packed, left home. wore this year's jersey. went to school and chnaged to tights. and on the way to f1. last time we are going there for rehersal. going to miss everything about yog. you know, thank you so much for your company. and going to miss you! so many things have happened in the span of this yog training. these 6 months have changed almost everything. after this yog, will move on. its hard, but is this goodbye? talked to tina about step up 3. must watch!!!! reached the place. sat down and listened to english songs at first. changed to korean. shinee, super junior. finally heard the last song played, which is taeyang's wedding dress, right after our night rehersal. OMG!!! got high on that... hehe....
so we had lunch around 11 plus? got our globes and any other equipment needed. wore purple shoes. somehow, it feels tighter with socks instead of costume. brought the ball along. hard to hold it and dance. so walked to the platform. had time to go up the heart only. then we went for a full run. full rehersal. lots of waiting around. went backstage. talked to christabelle, sushan, sheryl. xingchen came and went. talked about some horror shows we watched and christabelle told us about some shows. so trilling! some were scary. then watched a sneak peek of the performance from where we were. told to line up in triangles. finally the national anthem was played, finished, was all geared up to go in, and some guy said, 'okay, will take a pause here'. spoil the mood! anyway, finally went in. it was okay. the bird, idk why, got to point p91 instead of p90. and didn't think of moving to the left, just stood there. thanks ayilisha, who pulled me! the star! cannot find the point! had to follow blindly. and this camera man was just infront of the heart. was looking for the star point in the heart after coming back from the extended heart, then realised the camera man. tmr, hope there would not be a close up! OMG! so the start was a problem. sorry i shouted at you to stop moving... not your fault..... i'm really sorry..... the blazing the trail was easy.
went into g2. moved to g1, then told what to do. supposed to go up to the grand stand to dance or do any free style we want to. must get hyper. it's not too rush to go up. need to put down the head gear and get another prop. so bring the prop and globe. its GLOBE! hahaha! we went up there for the first time, didn't know what to do! so mustt of the time, just stood there, wave around a bit. mr francis kept teasing us! say forget all the phy, chem, bio. anyway, walked back. had a break before the last rehersal at night. had jelly. mr francis called it jellos. and he allowed us to eat before going for makeup. quit teasing.....
make up time! OMG! haha! some people do look very nice in make up! you look really pretty you know. promise to take a pic together tmr! took pictures with a lot of people in makeup. walked around, and tina, thanks for the eye liner. got into our costumes, or halfway into it. ate dinner. lipstick was gone already! got into the whole costume, then walked to the floating platform. performed! lots of things happened. apparently one girl went back for her shoe and caused chaos. and someone's head gear broke? another girl slipped and fell whilst going out. and its still the star that is the problem. cannot find the point! so anyway, we went up, then was asked to go down, then up again, tiring climbing the stars after the performance. finally went out. got a little hyper to empty seats! haha! anyway, it was fun!
walked back to the f1 pit, tired legs and feet! mr francis told us about how we got more then 100 cip hours, finished nyaa silver. and thanked everyone. oh,\ the \parents did a performance for us before our last rehersal. thank you! thank you all so much, for making YOG practice so fun and memorable. for pulling me out and finding me, for accompanying me during all the practices. wish we had more time together. really appreciate you all, even if its just for being there by my side. i'll post more soon, really tired today
Monday, August 23, 2010
so will post about the last few days..
if i let go of it, the problem and stress here will end. so i guess, no matter how hard, its time to let go of ------. if things happen, must learn to let go..... we cannot change our destiny.... *sigh*
thought i'll never lose myself along the way, actually, its like the battle is lost. i'm gone with the wind. will there be a second chance?
saturday
well, grandma stayed over! so happpy!!! get to spend more time with her. didn't talk into the night like the previous night, cos was so tired, just slept. anyway, woke up around 8? did a bit of math, had amath tuition. omg! amath trigo is so hard! the chapter after the one we are doing in school. rested after tuition. went for chinese tuition at tiong, then came home. watched yog on tv. yi yi, yi ma, yi zhang came for dinner, as usual, except it was at my house, not grandma's! cos she stayed over. nice dinner! yay! sad thing is, cousin didn't come... :( grandma went home after that.
sunday
didn't feel like a sunday at all! woke up at idk what time. got ready, went for emath tuition, then to school. for yog. day of preview for parents and family. so we finally went to the floating platform. brought all our bags to the stands, got ready, went down. had to chance all the points. took a long time. the whirlpool is easy, the bird is easy. cos the bird points are easy to find. going to the heart, have to follow people around. cos the points keep changing. end result of the new heart? the top and bottom part is squeezy, my line and line on the left has so much space in between both sides. and both sides aren't communicating that well. the star was okay at first, but when it started to get dark, cannot see the points, got lost! blazing the trail, there is this girl who is standing at the same point for I and star, so following her. didn't get her name, but thanks! just did the formations and all. nothing much to say. not much time in between.
dinner was great! was a bit blur. went to the stands to look for dad, could not find him. went to where our bags were and then wanted to find him. looked up and he was there! haha! so went with him to find gu gu and her friend. sat down, talked, then got dinner. came back, talked and ate. till it was time to change to our costumes. changed. with some help! (sheryl ng) went to let them take a look and they realised that the zip was not inside but outside! OMG! thanks! no headgear or lights, just costume. didn't do too well, got lost again and again at the star. dad took pics and video. but won't post it till after the real thing. cannot!
was dismissed. took bags, went down to the platform and gave bag to a friend. had to call dad to come down and teacher( ms wong ker sin for our class today) to give us personally to our parents? haha! and could see my dad on the stands, but he couldn't see and took a long time to answer the call. well, finally came. went to fetch grandma and went home! slept early.... about 1am? watching maid sama on tv. OMG! usui is so loving! hahaha! okay, can't get too carried away.... stick to POT! but usui is cute! :)
mrs wong knows my aunt and uncle! haha!
today
woke up at 10. so late! but still had time to do somethings. well, left the house around 11.20? talked to abigail before that. took 100, reached the school bus stop, bought some stuff, then crossed the road. met so many teachers. omg. and whilst at the traffic light, saw abigail walking! hahaha! walked into school with her. sat down, talked to some people, waited. deciding whether to change or not. decided not to in the end. talked and laughed with others. got on the bus... sheryl texted me.. hahaa! so funny! same bus and texting. was bored. reached, announced that no need to wear costumes! yay! so went to the platform. walk there was not as exciting as usual. didn't do much. was kind of a wasted day. oh yeah, we got balls too! one each, got a blue one! ;) played with the ball and with ayilisha. throw, bounce, catch. to pass time.... well, time did pass quite fast. got a briefing, then went into whirlpool. took a long time, then went to bird.
okay, will have to post again tmr. took too long.
*continued*
hmm. lost my trend of thought for this post. so anyway. will add on anything else that comes to mind later. okay, so it rained. it was supposed to be a short training, but it was made shorter because of the rain. went into the shelter, sat down, went to get old chang kee with tina! fishball at first. came back. some girl was injured and the ambulance had to move out of the parking space. so we all crammed to one side. got tired of waiting. went with tina to get more food! sotong ball.... i think.. it was hot!!! so just sat there and ate, talked. went back, the ambulance was gone already. so we sat down. then the ambulance came back, so we had to squeeze again. finally walked back to the F1 pit. had dinner there, suprised dinner, didn't know that they were giving us dinner. ate, then went back. was told that we had to come to school at 10 the next day, but no lessons! yay! no lessons for the whole week! took some pics! will post it all up after the real closing ceremony.
if i let go of it, the problem and stress here will end. so i guess, no matter how hard, its time to let go of ------. if things happen, must learn to let go..... we cannot change our destiny.... *sigh*
thought i'll never lose myself along the way, actually, its like the battle is lost. i'm gone with the wind. will there be a second chance?
saturday
well, grandma stayed over! so happpy!!! get to spend more time with her. didn't talk into the night like the previous night, cos was so tired, just slept. anyway, woke up around 8? did a bit of math, had amath tuition. omg! amath trigo is so hard! the chapter after the one we are doing in school. rested after tuition. went for chinese tuition at tiong, then came home. watched yog on tv. yi yi, yi ma, yi zhang came for dinner, as usual, except it was at my house, not grandma's! cos she stayed over. nice dinner! yay! sad thing is, cousin didn't come... :( grandma went home after that.
sunday
didn't feel like a sunday at all! woke up at idk what time. got ready, went for emath tuition, then to school. for yog. day of preview for parents and family. so we finally went to the floating platform. brought all our bags to the stands, got ready, went down. had to chance all the points. took a long time. the whirlpool is easy, the bird is easy. cos the bird points are easy to find. going to the heart, have to follow people around. cos the points keep changing. end result of the new heart? the top and bottom part is squeezy, my line and line on the left has so much space in between both sides. and both sides aren't communicating that well. the star was okay at first, but when it started to get dark, cannot see the points, got lost! blazing the trail, there is this girl who is standing at the same point for I and star, so following her. didn't get her name, but thanks! just did the formations and all. nothing much to say. not much time in between.
dinner was great! was a bit blur. went to the stands to look for dad, could not find him. went to where our bags were and then wanted to find him. looked up and he was there! haha! so went with him to find gu gu and her friend. sat down, talked, then got dinner. came back, talked and ate. till it was time to change to our costumes. changed. with some help! (sheryl ng) went to let them take a look and they realised that the zip was not inside but outside! OMG! thanks! no headgear or lights, just costume. didn't do too well, got lost again and again at the star. dad took pics and video. but won't post it till after the real thing. cannot!
was dismissed. took bags, went down to the platform and gave bag to a friend. had to call dad to come down and teacher( ms wong ker sin for our class today) to give us personally to our parents? haha! and could see my dad on the stands, but he couldn't see and took a long time to answer the call. well, finally came. went to fetch grandma and went home! slept early.... about 1am? watching maid sama on tv. OMG! usui is so loving! hahaha! okay, can't get too carried away.... stick to POT! but usui is cute! :)
mrs wong knows my aunt and uncle! haha!
today
woke up at 10. so late! but still had time to do somethings. well, left the house around 11.20? talked to abigail before that. took 100, reached the school bus stop, bought some stuff, then crossed the road. met so many teachers. omg. and whilst at the traffic light, saw abigail walking! hahaha! walked into school with her. sat down, talked to some people, waited. deciding whether to change or not. decided not to in the end. talked and laughed with others. got on the bus... sheryl texted me.. hahaa! so funny! same bus and texting. was bored. reached, announced that no need to wear costumes! yay! so went to the platform. walk there was not as exciting as usual. didn't do much. was kind of a wasted day. oh yeah, we got balls too! one each, got a blue one! ;) played with the ball and with ayilisha. throw, bounce, catch. to pass time.... well, time did pass quite fast. got a briefing, then went into whirlpool. took a long time, then went to bird.
okay, will have to post again tmr. took too long.
*continued*
hmm. lost my trend of thought for this post. so anyway. will add on anything else that comes to mind later. okay, so it rained. it was supposed to be a short training, but it was made shorter because of the rain. went into the shelter, sat down, went to get old chang kee with tina! fishball at first. came back. some girl was injured and the ambulance had to move out of the parking space. so we all crammed to one side. got tired of waiting. went with tina to get more food! sotong ball.... i think.. it was hot!!! so just sat there and ate, talked. went back, the ambulance was gone already. so we sat down. then the ambulance came back, so we had to squeeze again. finally walked back to the F1 pit. had dinner there, suprised dinner, didn't know that they were giving us dinner. ate, then went back. was told that we had to come to school at 10 the next day, but no lessons! yay! no lessons for the whole week! took some pics! will post it all up after the real closing ceremony.
love the way you make me smile even in the darkest times.
love the way you will answer when i need you.
you found me when no one else was looking....(taylor swift, found me)
you looked after me when no one else did
thank you
what is the meaning of FAMILY?
Father And Mother, I Love You!!!
haha! someone just told me this.....
tmr's yog is the last training, going to make the most out of it. must be the most memorable. we've come a long way, a tiring journey, but a fun, happy and eventful one. there is always something to talk about or remember from each yog training. after this, its back to reality, don't want yog to end! its so sad! there goes the time shared and enjoyed with nasuha, ayilisha and tina! thanks a lot to you all! no lessons tmr! only yog from 10 to idk what time! long day!
love the way you will answer when i need you.
you found me when no one else was looking....(taylor swift, found me)
you looked after me when no one else did
thank you
what is the meaning of FAMILY?
Father And Mother, I Love You!!!
haha! someone just told me this.....
tmr's yog is the last training, going to make the most out of it. must be the most memorable. we've come a long way, a tiring journey, but a fun, happy and eventful one. there is always something to talk about or remember from each yog training. after this, its back to reality, don't want yog to end! its so sad! there goes the time shared and enjoyed with nasuha, ayilisha and tina! thanks a lot to you all! no lessons tmr! only yog from 10 to idk what time! long day!
Friday, August 20, 2010
if life could start again or unwind, or if there is a chance to return to the past, will it change anything?
and yog, once in a lifetime chance. can't wait for it.
wednesday
you've left me with mixed feelings, but i won't be affected by you anymore. got so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so anyway, there was a lot of work on wednesday... why is hbl so tough!!! posted about hbl already. needed someone to talk to, so thanks for lending a listening ear. or rather, letting me rant and rant on, then give advice and help me to chill. oh, and at night, called ____ after so long. we finally talked again. miss you so much! it was a great time we had together, again, thank you for everything you've done.
thursday
had school. emath test was horrible! OMG! why is emath trigo worse then amath trigo? if emath does worse then amath for ca2, will be shocked. missed chem. rest of the lessons, well, not that interesting. ve, we watched this really interesting video. the people painted, took a pic, then repainted. to make a 10min long video. a lot of work! we were released after that. got hotdog buns! yay! with tomato sauce instead of chilli!! yay!!!! was in the science lab most of the time. went around till we were called to get our bags. was there till almost everyone left. waited and had to find things. and by chance, got a new cap! haha! thanks ms koh! by the time ayilisha and i went down, our class was already on the bus! so fast! so rushed!
last time at mandai army camp. at ve, mr ng said that they fenced up the second level of it, well, part of the second level of the camp cos some army person jumped from the window, to the parapet, and got out of the camp with a gun and 6 ammunitions. it was in the news, a few years back. so when we were going in, was looking out for the fencing. its finally august, and our yog performance is days away. last time we are going to mandai hill camp. what an experience it was there.... has so many months passed so fast?
we do not remember days,
we remembermemories moments.
guess that explains. so yog training was fun like always! had no globe. haha! by the time we were halfway through, globe became gloob! then glove! idk who, kept saying glove instead of globe. haha! so we practiced and practiced. got our new moves right, finally! its scary, when they change things at the last minute. the formations. rectangle is out! the bird and star changed too! other then that, its not much of a problem. still a mad sprint from the whirlpool to the bird, then the bird to the heart. the heart to the star and star to blazing the trail, its just several steps away. hope it remains this way. had fun talking to ms vino! and ms koh! talk about the way i ran with headgear! -.-
dinner was okay, the food wasn't too bad. oh.. we had jelly for break! great! after dinner, we had a trial run. had to put on costumes. went through the whole sequence of the closing ceremony. had to move very far back. and couldn't find people in the triangle. finally found our placing and sat down to wait. was some drums thing first, didn't see the performance. stood up with ayilisha to see the dance one. took out headgear. after they finished, tried clapping, then dropped the headgear! haha! careless.... it rolled, thankfully on the grass. and thankfully, no dents or scratches. don't want to have to chance the whole headgear too. after the anthem, the song just played. and headgear wasn't on! panicked!! haha! but it was a false alarm. got ready and we did the performance. quite good! :) changed back, got our bags, lined up. got a talk from ms quek. she must shout into the loudhailer(is it called that?). doesn't she know that it is super painful to the front girls???? went on the bus, sat with t, opposite a and n. going to miss talking to you all at yog! :(
tina, ayilisha, nasuha
and so we left mandai army camp....... sad.... :( so went home, grandma is here to stay over! yay!!!!!! :)
friday
well, woke up at 8, then slept again for a while. at least didn't oversleep. got up, changed, dad fetched me to tiong! thanks! went to walk around, met k at tiong mrt, took the train to jurong east together. met e, went to popular. then met h and j. went to jurong library to discuss some work. found quite a bit of answers. thank you all for asking me to come along! means a lot! :) came home around 12 plus. got lunch, then went home. hbl work.... okay, not as bad as wednesday. left with chinese compre. idk whether there is a need to do it, and a bit of bio. oh yeah, and thanks for the bio help!!!! today was great!!! :)
and yog, once in a lifetime chance. can't wait for it.
wednesday
you've left me with mixed feelings, but i won't be affected by you anymore. got so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so anyway, there was a lot of work on wednesday... why is hbl so tough!!! posted about hbl already. needed someone to talk to, so thanks for lending a listening ear. or rather, letting me rant and rant on, then give advice and help me to chill. oh, and at night, called ____ after so long. we finally talked again. miss you so much! it was a great time we had together, again, thank you for everything you've done.
thursday
had school. emath test was horrible! OMG! why is emath trigo worse then amath trigo? if emath does worse then amath for ca2, will be shocked. missed chem. rest of the lessons, well, not that interesting. ve, we watched this really interesting video. the people painted, took a pic, then repainted. to make a 10min long video. a lot of work! we were released after that. got hotdog buns! yay! with tomato sauce instead of chilli!! yay!!!! was in the science lab most of the time. went around till we were called to get our bags. was there till almost everyone left. waited and had to find things. and by chance, got a new cap! haha! thanks ms koh! by the time ayilisha and i went down, our class was already on the bus! so fast! so rushed!
last time at mandai army camp. at ve, mr ng said that they fenced up the second level of it, well, part of the second level of the camp cos some army person jumped from the window, to the parapet, and got out of the camp with a gun and 6 ammunitions. it was in the news, a few years back. so when we were going in, was looking out for the fencing. its finally august, and our yog performance is days away. last time we are going to mandai hill camp. what an experience it was there.... has so many months passed so fast?
we do not remember days,
we remember
guess that explains. so yog training was fun like always! had no globe. haha! by the time we were halfway through, globe became gloob! then glove! idk who, kept saying glove instead of globe. haha! so we practiced and practiced. got our new moves right, finally! its scary, when they change things at the last minute. the formations. rectangle is out! the bird and star changed too! other then that, its not much of a problem. still a mad sprint from the whirlpool to the bird, then the bird to the heart. the heart to the star and star to blazing the trail, its just several steps away. hope it remains this way. had fun talking to ms vino! and ms koh! talk about the way i ran with headgear! -.-
dinner was okay, the food wasn't too bad. oh.. we had jelly for break! great! after dinner, we had a trial run. had to put on costumes. went through the whole sequence of the closing ceremony. had to move very far back. and couldn't find people in the triangle. finally found our placing and sat down to wait. was some drums thing first, didn't see the performance. stood up with ayilisha to see the dance one. took out headgear. after they finished, tried clapping, then dropped the headgear! haha! careless.... it rolled, thankfully on the grass. and thankfully, no dents or scratches. don't want to have to chance the whole headgear too. after the anthem, the song just played. and headgear wasn't on! panicked!! haha! but it was a false alarm. got ready and we did the performance. quite good! :) changed back, got our bags, lined up. got a talk from ms quek. she must shout into the loudhailer(is it called that?). doesn't she know that it is super painful to the front girls???? went on the bus, sat with t, opposite a and n. going to miss talking to you all at yog! :(
tina, ayilisha, nasuha
and so we left mandai army camp....... sad.... :( so went home, grandma is here to stay over! yay!!!!!! :)
friday
well, woke up at 8, then slept again for a while. at least didn't oversleep. got up, changed, dad fetched me to tiong! thanks! went to walk around, met k at tiong mrt, took the train to jurong east together. met e, went to popular. then met h and j. went to jurong library to discuss some work. found quite a bit of answers. thank you all for asking me to come along! means a lot! :) came home around 12 plus. got lunch, then went home. hbl work.... okay, not as bad as wednesday. left with chinese compre. idk whether there is a need to do it, and a bit of bio. oh yeah, and thanks for the bio help!!!! today was great!!! :)
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
hbl is so irritating, so much work! emath, amath, lit, chinese, eng, ss, bio, chem, math test tmr, eng research! at least no history cos the documents cannot be downloaded. anyway, can't post pics today, no time. just feel like taking a break. tmr is another long day! can't wait for school to be over.
some people say, good times don't last forever
i'll say, good times will always be remembered.
some people say, good times don't last forever
i'll say, good times will always be remembered.
wonder how long before you know what i feel. will wait for you to realise how much you mean to me.
i want to see you, you are my heaven. so please don't vanish, my heart beats cos of you. come to my side.
( mixture of songs)
hope you know, how important you are, that you're everything to me
thinking of yog closing, this phrase in a song caught my attention
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
sunday
just had the normal stuff. tuition and tuition. then went to carefour for dinner and shop for groceries. scared of the next day, was supposed to have a lot of tests!
monday
school.... wednesday's time table again! getting bored of it. so emath was okay, ss, we did the last part of ss test. could not finish it!! :( well, left out the billingualism part of builing a national identity!!!! but did a small two line conclusion. chem was okay. went through stuff. and ms goh asked if we wanted the test today or on tuesday, off course our class said tuesday!! haha! bio test was easy.... well, mr ng said it would be easy, but usually his 'easy' tests are much tougher? lit, we didn't have the test. ms lee is back! only for wednesday's lessons. she told us we could have quotes for the test, and so we had time to write the quotes down. but she disappeared halfway, came back and said no test. do it for hbl instead. so we went through a bit about part 2. summary. went home after that. ask yourself what you have done if you really want to know the answer.
tuesday
getting pissed with you, but you are not spoiling my mood.
i've promised myself that you will not affect me anymore.
all i want, is for them to be with me.
well, was normal timetable at least. amath, we had amath test. not too bad, its the one simliar to what we did before. history, did history test. well, ms vino went through the sources, but it kind of made me more confused. anyway, didn't use much of the info she gave. chinese, got back our first test and got our hbl assignment. compo!!!! why??? :( recess, spent it studying chem. chem, we had test. well, it was easier then expected, but still tough. idk whether the methods used were correct or not! hoping its correct and can score well for this test. screw up the first one and both are counted in ca!! emath, mrs fung actually gave back the test we did in the morning! wow! she can mark so fast! and got back another test.. not too bad, at least its a pass this time. she let us of a little early, went to change, eat in the canteen, then went to science lab. talked to meiyi there, thanks for the rubber band. then asked karthika to help bun up my hair. hehe, can't tie properly. thanks a lot! gathered, got our bags from the hall and boarded the bus. small, old bus, a bit cramped with the bags.
so when we reached, went to sit down, then walked to the hall. had old chang kee nuggets!! yay! in the hall, changed, got ready. took a while. and we all got ready and sat down. ms quek was talking to us, then there was thunder and it started to rain. so we were in the hall. did some movements, and he went through the new formation, didn't get a thing about what he was saying. finally had dinner. oh yeah, btw, you asked me if i was avoiding you. and please, if i was, i wouldn't have talked to you today, wouldn't have said hi to you in the canteen yesturday, wouldn't have replied your sms, wouldn't have shot with you in the morning on friday. still say got witness. and you are spreading it around. you are in fact doing exactly what you did to her! then she forgave you. fine, you are taking too many things from me you know that, and now you are fasely accusing me? spreading untruths around? what kind of friend is that? you said that i am angry at you, look at just now, who was the one who was angry? i also got a witness okay?
after dinner, we needed to change back. took a shorter time. thankfully. went down to the normal training place. did a few rounds of the old formation. had to change the head gear lights and ball. towards the end, fell after running in the costume. tripped, then went 3 steps forwards before falling. scratches!!!! chin area. and it was so pain! out of breathe for a while. anyway, finished the last rehersal. lined up, tina went with me to the first aid place. thanks a lot!!! :) and on the bus, when i told ayilisha that i fell, she was like 'is it cos of me?' then i said, didn't fall during the triangle and some others said yes. so i said i fell during the whirlpool!!haha! and she believed it!!! but no, its not her fault. anyway, thanks for being so caring! sbs bus back. sat with tina, opposite sze ting and alicia. :) had the bag of valuables. checked the bag to see if we know whose hp and wallets are whose. haha! mr francis was in the bus with us. went back to school, helped out to carry the bags to the choir room then went home. new neighbours! yay!
i want to see you, you are my heaven. so please don't vanish, my heart beats cos of you. come to my side.
( mixture of songs)
hope you know, how important you are, that you're everything to me
thinking of yog closing, this phrase in a song caught my attention
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
sunday
just had the normal stuff. tuition and tuition. then went to carefour for dinner and shop for groceries. scared of the next day, was supposed to have a lot of tests!
monday
school.... wednesday's time table again! getting bored of it. so emath was okay, ss, we did the last part of ss test. could not finish it!! :( well, left out the billingualism part of builing a national identity!!!! but did a small two line conclusion. chem was okay. went through stuff. and ms goh asked if we wanted the test today or on tuesday, off course our class said tuesday!! haha! bio test was easy.... well, mr ng said it would be easy, but usually his 'easy' tests are much tougher? lit, we didn't have the test. ms lee is back! only for wednesday's lessons. she told us we could have quotes for the test, and so we had time to write the quotes down. but she disappeared halfway, came back and said no test. do it for hbl instead. so we went through a bit about part 2. summary. went home after that. ask yourself what you have done if you really want to know the answer.
tuesday
getting pissed with you, but you are not spoiling my mood.
i've promised myself that you will not affect me anymore.
all i want, is for them to be with me.
well, was normal timetable at least. amath, we had amath test. not too bad, its the one simliar to what we did before. history, did history test. well, ms vino went through the sources, but it kind of made me more confused. anyway, didn't use much of the info she gave. chinese, got back our first test and got our hbl assignment. compo!!!! why??? :( recess, spent it studying chem. chem, we had test. well, it was easier then expected, but still tough. idk whether the methods used were correct or not! hoping its correct and can score well for this test. screw up the first one and both are counted in ca!! emath, mrs fung actually gave back the test we did in the morning! wow! she can mark so fast! and got back another test.. not too bad, at least its a pass this time. she let us of a little early, went to change, eat in the canteen, then went to science lab. talked to meiyi there, thanks for the rubber band. then asked karthika to help bun up my hair. hehe, can't tie properly. thanks a lot! gathered, got our bags from the hall and boarded the bus. small, old bus, a bit cramped with the bags.
so when we reached, went to sit down, then walked to the hall. had old chang kee nuggets!! yay! in the hall, changed, got ready. took a while. and we all got ready and sat down. ms quek was talking to us, then there was thunder and it started to rain. so we were in the hall. did some movements, and he went through the new formation, didn't get a thing about what he was saying. finally had dinner. oh yeah, btw, you asked me if i was avoiding you. and please, if i was, i wouldn't have talked to you today, wouldn't have said hi to you in the canteen yesturday, wouldn't have replied your sms, wouldn't have shot with you in the morning on friday. still say got witness. and you are spreading it around. you are in fact doing exactly what you did to her! then she forgave you. fine, you are taking too many things from me you know that, and now you are fasely accusing me? spreading untruths around? what kind of friend is that? you said that i am angry at you, look at just now, who was the one who was angry? i also got a witness okay?
after dinner, we needed to change back. took a shorter time. thankfully. went down to the normal training place. did a few rounds of the old formation. had to change the head gear lights and ball. towards the end, fell after running in the costume. tripped, then went 3 steps forwards before falling. scratches!!!! chin area. and it was so pain! out of breathe for a while. anyway, finished the last rehersal. lined up, tina went with me to the first aid place. thanks a lot!!! :) and on the bus, when i told ayilisha that i fell, she was like 'is it cos of me?' then i said, didn't fall during the triangle and some others said yes. so i said i fell during the whirlpool!!haha! and she believed it!!! but no, its not her fault. anyway, thanks for being so caring! sbs bus back. sat with tina, opposite sze ting and alicia. :) had the bag of valuables. checked the bag to see if we know whose hp and wallets are whose. haha! mr francis was in the bus with us. went back to school, helped out to carry the bags to the choir room then went home. new neighbours! yay!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
hate it so much. come into my life asking for help, then afterwards return me misery tenfold. what kind of reasoning is that? everytime i've a good day, you're there to spoil it. when i'm having a bad day, you're there to make it worse. wth, just stop. irritating idiot. have this string of words that i've never said, i badly want to say it to you now. f-------, f-------, b----. fit it in yourself. won't say these words just cos of you.
so today, fun day!!! fyi, my mood won't be spoilt cos of you and unlike you, i don't affect people around me cos of what happens and expect them to help and pity cos of what happened.
started with trying to wake up at 8. mum tried to wake me, but could not. finally woke up at 8.30. around there. got ready, went to the dentist. had a jab! then the whole of my left mouth became numb. wel, it took a
while, but the numbness lasted until around 1 plus?
went to get breakfast, then went home. just enough time to bath and left for checkup. well, the results are kind of expected yet unexpected. idk what the real end result will be like. it can be a lot of things. but this part is scary. hope its okay and its just a small problem.
went home. tried to study but fell asleep. then went for chinese tuition. after that, took train to city hall. met sonia at tiong mrt!! wanted to look for a toilet, so walked somewhere. at some point, scared of being lost and cannot find my way back, so turned back and went back to the mrt station. met a lot of theresians there. waited for ayilisha. whilst waiting, just looked around the place. suddenly saw the toilet sign! and so walked towards the toilet, the correct way. it was the opposite direction from where i first walked! the sign was so clear! but missed it at first! OMG! so anyway, met ayilisha and we walked to the floating platform. walked and walked and talked! went into marina square and finally reached the check point or security counter. bags had water. so we were stopped and had to take out the water and open the cap? idk for what reason. then we were free to go.
walked on to the dark green zone. saw some performers on the way. waved! well, to some of them. got our bags! red!!! :) saw chanel and michelle, so walked with them. we walked past some toilet thing and chingyi came out! talk about coincidence! her mum was there. chingyi, her mum, ayilisha and i went up, got seats. in the middle of the dark green zone, but it was still a side angle. chanel and michelle joined us, and sushan came later. the whole opening ceremony was grand! very grand! and nice! lots of fireworks! and had fun playing with the things inside the bag. there is a singapore flag, a yog flag, a white bird and a heart! it also came with some booklet, the hitting things,water, muffin and ponchos. looked like it was going to rain, but it didn't in the end. thankfully! enjoyed the whole performance. there was the monster part. whilst watching the stage, saw a small shadow from behind then turned. and immediately saw this thing fly past. got a shock!!!! hahaha! turned out to be a puppet..... when the yog song was sang, sean kingston wasn't there! why??? but the other items were great! arrival of the torch was great! the olypic flame is in singapore! put into this big container. the bottom part is just flames, going up is a twirl of flames. great effects! and the flame emerges from the top. and the yog flag was carried by famous singapore athelets. including taoli! one item had birds flying up at the end! so nice!!! enjoyed the whole thing so much!
had so much fun and laughter with ayilisha! thank you! one time, we were waving flags. oposite directions. then she said she will follow me. after that, i went right, she went left!!!!! happened a lot of times!!! laughed and laughed over a lot of things! YAY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :) chanel,michelle, chingyi left a bit early. so sat with sushan and ayilisha. until the end. we talked and took a pic. cheered for a lot of countries when the person came out with the flag. yog is so amazing. and to think that we actually got one ticket to see it live!!! one ticket is one ticket! first yog live! right in front of us! can't believe i had the chance to see the first yog life!!!!! in 12 days, we will be on the stage itself. can't wait! but will really miss yog training. cos of a lot of reasons. its been a long and tiring but fun jouney for yog, so will be sure to miss it! lightsticks any one? so back to today, after the whole thing, we had to wait for the athletes to go off first then go off. walked with sushan and ayilisha all the way to marina square. sushan leff and so both of us continued to take the train back together. talked and laughed all the way! got off at tiong and dad fetched me home. ayilisha, thank you for spending the time with me! it was fun and memorable! and we did a lot of funny things. take 'scary' photos, vided of opening a sweet wrapper(didn't open it in the end) and lots more!!! haha!
so that's all for today, a long post. pics will be up soon. next hbl maybe?
so today, fun day!!! fyi, my mood won't be spoilt cos of you and unlike you, i don't affect people around me cos of what happens and expect them to help and pity cos of what happened.
started with trying to wake up at 8. mum tried to wake me, but could not. finally woke up at 8.30. around there. got ready, went to the dentist. had a jab! then the whole of my left mouth became numb. wel, it took a
while, but the numbness lasted until around 1 plus?
went to get breakfast, then went home. just enough time to bath and left for checkup. well, the results are kind of expected yet unexpected. idk what the real end result will be like. it can be a lot of things. but this part is scary. hope its okay and its just a small problem.
went home. tried to study but fell asleep. then went for chinese tuition. after that, took train to city hall. met sonia at tiong mrt!! wanted to look for a toilet, so walked somewhere. at some point, scared of being lost and cannot find my way back, so turned back and went back to the mrt station. met a lot of theresians there. waited for ayilisha. whilst waiting, just looked around the place. suddenly saw the toilet sign! and so walked towards the toilet, the correct way. it was the opposite direction from where i first walked! the sign was so clear! but missed it at first! OMG! so anyway, met ayilisha and we walked to the floating platform. walked and walked and talked! went into marina square and finally reached the check point or security counter. bags had water. so we were stopped and had to take out the water and open the cap? idk for what reason. then we were free to go.
walked on to the dark green zone. saw some performers on the way. waved! well, to some of them. got our bags! red!!! :) saw chanel and michelle, so walked with them. we walked past some toilet thing and chingyi came out! talk about coincidence! her mum was there. chingyi, her mum, ayilisha and i went up, got seats. in the middle of the dark green zone, but it was still a side angle. chanel and michelle joined us, and sushan came later. the whole opening ceremony was grand! very grand! and nice! lots of fireworks! and had fun playing with the things inside the bag. there is a singapore flag, a yog flag, a white bird and a heart! it also came with some booklet, the hitting things,water, muffin and ponchos. looked like it was going to rain, but it didn't in the end. thankfully! enjoyed the whole performance. there was the monster part. whilst watching the stage, saw a small shadow from behind then turned. and immediately saw this thing fly past. got a shock!!!! hahaha! turned out to be a puppet..... when the yog song was sang, sean kingston wasn't there! why??? but the other items were great! arrival of the torch was great! the olypic flame is in singapore! put into this big container. the bottom part is just flames, going up is a twirl of flames. great effects! and the flame emerges from the top. and the yog flag was carried by famous singapore athelets. including taoli! one item had birds flying up at the end! so nice!!! enjoyed the whole thing so much!
had so much fun and laughter with ayilisha! thank you! one time, we were waving flags. oposite directions. then she said she will follow me. after that, i went right, she went left!!!!! happened a lot of times!!! laughed and laughed over a lot of things! YAY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :) chanel,michelle, chingyi left a bit early. so sat with sushan and ayilisha. until the end. we talked and took a pic. cheered for a lot of countries when the person came out with the flag. yog is so amazing. and to think that we actually got one ticket to see it live!!! one ticket is one ticket! first yog live! right in front of us! can't believe i had the chance to see the first yog life!!!!! in 12 days, we will be on the stage itself. can't wait! but will really miss yog training. cos of a lot of reasons. its been a long and tiring but fun jouney for yog, so will be sure to miss it! lightsticks any one? so back to today, after the whole thing, we had to wait for the athletes to go off first then go off. walked with sushan and ayilisha all the way to marina square. sushan leff and so both of us continued to take the train back together. talked and laughed all the way! got off at tiong and dad fetched me home. ayilisha, thank you for spending the time with me! it was fun and memorable! and we did a lot of funny things. take 'scary' photos, vided of opening a sweet wrapper(didn't open it in the end) and lots more!!! haha!
so that's all for today, a long post. pics will be up soon. next hbl maybe?
Friday, August 13, 2010
so, will post about this week.
tuesday
had a wonderful outing with shareen and leechin! met shareen on 143. went to cineleisure. was at some train station when leechin called to say she was reaching and passing 'safra'. so anyway, met leechin at cineleisure. shareen and i were at the basement, and she was at the 5th floor. both at ticket counter!! haha! in the end, found out that 'safra' was taka.... no wonder it didn't make sense when she said she was passing 'safra' and almost there already. bought tickets and sat down to talk. took pics. bought food for the show. bought jumbo hotdog with a drink. shareen bought nachos! leechin just got a drink. watched despicable me!! so funny! the bad guy's helpers were so cute! and vector or something like that was so funny! enjoyed the show a lot! after the show, walked around cineleisure. wanted to buy a gift for dad, his birthday. walked and walked and talked. then leechin left and shareen and i went to watch avatar, the last airbender, 3d. think 2d was nicer though. wasted money! hehe! but the show is really good!! and the theater was big, but not many people. guess not many people like to watch 3d? weird. 3d specs were cool! but does not go well with ordinary specs! after that, walked round cineleisure again and finally bought a gift. had to go home already. took a bus home. was still with shareen till vivo.
so it was so fun with you both! thank you for being great friends!!! had a memorable and wonderful day!!!! will remember this day!! <3
wednesday
emath was okay. was studying for ss test. hehe. it was not that bad. chem was tough though. and it was supposed to be the easier one! OMG! how?? panick!!! went through bio worksheet for bio and lit was so fun!!!! haha! you've made lit fun! thanks! well, nothing much to say about today. nothing much really happened.
thursday
wednesday's timetable. had to continue ss test! the lessons were okay. also nothing much to post about. after school, just went home was so tired! slept a long time!!!!!!
if there's any more to post of wed and thurs, will post it up if i remember!
tuesday
had a wonderful outing with shareen and leechin! met shareen on 143. went to cineleisure. was at some train station when leechin called to say she was reaching and passing 'safra'. so anyway, met leechin at cineleisure. shareen and i were at the basement, and she was at the 5th floor. both at ticket counter!! haha! in the end, found out that 'safra' was taka.... no wonder it didn't make sense when she said she was passing 'safra' and almost there already. bought tickets and sat down to talk. took pics. bought food for the show. bought jumbo hotdog with a drink. shareen bought nachos! leechin just got a drink. watched despicable me!! so funny! the bad guy's helpers were so cute! and vector or something like that was so funny! enjoyed the show a lot! after the show, walked around cineleisure. wanted to buy a gift for dad, his birthday. walked and walked and talked. then leechin left and shareen and i went to watch avatar, the last airbender, 3d. think 2d was nicer though. wasted money! hehe! but the show is really good!! and the theater was big, but not many people. guess not many people like to watch 3d? weird. 3d specs were cool! but does not go well with ordinary specs! after that, walked round cineleisure again and finally bought a gift. had to go home already. took a bus home. was still with shareen till vivo.
so it was so fun with you both! thank you for being great friends!!! had a memorable and wonderful day!!!! will remember this day!! <3
wednesday
emath was okay. was studying for ss test. hehe. it was not that bad. chem was tough though. and it was supposed to be the easier one! OMG! how?? panick!!! went through bio worksheet for bio and lit was so fun!!!! haha! you've made lit fun! thanks! well, nothing much to say about today. nothing much really happened.
thursday
wednesday's timetable. had to continue ss test! the lessons were okay. also nothing much to post about. after school, just went home was so tired! slept a long time!!!!!!
if there's any more to post of wed and thurs, will post it up if i remember!
today was a good day
never thought we would talk again after so long, brought back lower sec memories
never thought we would break the silence we had, finally talked today
friday the 13th, think of 2c. our class gathering was also a friday the 13.
so today, went to school in the morning, shooting with yoges. well, for a while. then we walked round. one round around the track. assembly was in choir room. was some talk about a new account or something. for mlg. must check it out soon. amath test was horrible. partial fractions, why?? can't do!! chinese test was bad too! OMG! recess was okay. still no sec4s/sec5s. last day of prelims for them. then its back to the crowded canteen. was so blur when buying food!! sorry!!! bio was fun!! cut open a sheep's heart! first part of the lesson was explanation. then we worked in groups of four to disect the heart. worked with jiayi, kimberly lim, su shan. fun! felt the heart for a while only. the rest washed and cut up the heart. i just videod and took pics. look at facebook for the pics and videos. was such fun! could we do it again? the heart looks really different from diagrams we learnt. eng was okay. failed the compre but passed the summary. summary was one of the better ones and better times to that i've gotten a good mark already. how to improve more? couldn't find the points. anyway, will be doing compo next thursday.
after school, went with sheryl, kimberly and zann to sengsiong during lunch! walked round. bought chocs! split up from kim and zann after a while. so sheryl and i bought our stuff, then went to ljs to get fries for meiyi. went back to the canteen to eat lunch. well, actually, it was to eat chocolate... hehe! bought chocolate. went to put valuables in the science lab. got ready to assemble. so spent whole of lunch time with sheryl. thanks!
went to the hall. tried on our costumes. the costume itself is purple and so are the shoes. a bit tight. wore sice 38 shoes. felt a bit big, but 37 is too tight. so got 38 in the end. hope it does not drop off! tried on the head gear. it is big. orange/red. crab pincer! took a long time. finally went down for buns! but it was curry bun. ate half of it and could not take it any more. so just put it at one corner..... and it went into the bin.. hehe! ate the VERY sweet strawberry roll.... again.... but didn't taste as sweet this time. maybe cos of the curry thing. had to eat something, was kind of hungry. waited around, talked. finally got our ticket! stress the TICKET!!! so much for saying that we could have 3, now its 1 only. so only we can go! thought could go with parents. but will miss family dinner tmr!! :( still, going with ayilisha! makes me laugh so much!!!! haha! thanks!
so this weekend, will be so packed! tmr, dentist at 9, checkup at 11, chinese tuition at 3.30, yog opening at 7.30 but meeting ayilisha at 6. sunday tuition from 12 to 5. with a bit of break in between of course. so the whole weekend burnt! still have to study for lit, ss, bio test which will be on monday. amath and emath test may or may not be on monday. how??? no time already! but for now, going to sleep soon. after getting the pics and video up.
never thought we would talk again after so long, brought back lower sec memories
never thought we would break the silence we had, finally talked today
friday the 13th, think of 2c. our class gathering was also a friday the 13.
so today, went to school in the morning, shooting with yoges. well, for a while. then we walked round. one round around the track. assembly was in choir room. was some talk about a new account or something. for mlg. must check it out soon. amath test was horrible. partial fractions, why?? can't do!! chinese test was bad too! OMG! recess was okay. still no sec4s/sec5s. last day of prelims for them. then its back to the crowded canteen. was so blur when buying food!! sorry!!! bio was fun!! cut open a sheep's heart! first part of the lesson was explanation. then we worked in groups of four to disect the heart. worked with jiayi, kimberly lim, su shan. fun! felt the heart for a while only. the rest washed and cut up the heart. i just videod and took pics. look at facebook for the pics and videos. was such fun! could we do it again? the heart looks really different from diagrams we learnt. eng was okay. failed the compre but passed the summary. summary was one of the better ones and better times to that i've gotten a good mark already. how to improve more? couldn't find the points. anyway, will be doing compo next thursday.
after school, went with sheryl, kimberly and zann to sengsiong during lunch! walked round. bought chocs! split up from kim and zann after a while. so sheryl and i bought our stuff, then went to ljs to get fries for meiyi. went back to the canteen to eat lunch. well, actually, it was to eat chocolate... hehe! bought chocolate. went to put valuables in the science lab. got ready to assemble. so spent whole of lunch time with sheryl. thanks!
went to the hall. tried on our costumes. the costume itself is purple and so are the shoes. a bit tight. wore sice 38 shoes. felt a bit big, but 37 is too tight. so got 38 in the end. hope it does not drop off! tried on the head gear. it is big. orange/red. crab pincer! took a long time. finally went down for buns! but it was curry bun. ate half of it and could not take it any more. so just put it at one corner..... and it went into the bin.. hehe! ate the VERY sweet strawberry roll.... again.... but didn't taste as sweet this time. maybe cos of the curry thing. had to eat something, was kind of hungry. waited around, talked. finally got our ticket! stress the TICKET!!! so much for saying that we could have 3, now its 1 only. so only we can go! thought could go with parents. but will miss family dinner tmr!! :( still, going with ayilisha! makes me laugh so much!!!! haha! thanks!
so this weekend, will be so packed! tmr, dentist at 9, checkup at 11, chinese tuition at 3.30, yog opening at 7.30 but meeting ayilisha at 6. sunday tuition from 12 to 5. with a bit of break in between of course. so the whole weekend burnt! still have to study for lit, ss, bio test which will be on monday. amath and emath test may or may not be on monday. how??? no time already! but for now, going to sleep soon. after getting the pics and video up.
Monday, August 9, 2010
yay!! family trip to melaka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheered me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hyper cos of this! relaxed!)
sunday
so today, woke up at 7. heard the house phone ring and mum picked up the phone. grandma called, saying she was going to come with us, but didn't want me to know. for a surprise. cos she was sick last night and said she may not come. hehe! they didn't know i was kind of listening in. then slept again. was super tired. couldn't really sleep soundly again, partly excited. the rest, mixed feelings? so finally woke up for real, got ready. made last minute arrangements for the seating of cars. then we set off! 3 of us plus mama, then yi en and parents in one car, yima and yizhang in another. 3 cars! so my dad stopped at a R&R halfway, had icecream! baskin robins, don't think they have it in singapore any more. ice cream at 10.30!! bought chewing gums and idk where they are now! so continued on the journey. we arranged to meet at the hotel at 11.30. -.- yima reached there before us, even though they set off after us!! so we met up around 1 plus. stoned and slept most of the way there. went for lunch at jonker street.(i think that's the name of the place) so... eventful lunch time! yien sat with us in the car. and we reached the place first because dad took a wrong turn, which happened to be a short cut! so we went to wait at some shop, found a place upstairs and sat down eating nus. btw, the shop was selling deserts, but we ate nuts from some small stall outside. dad went to queue for a seat at a chicken rice stall, and the rest came. so i went down and queued with them. then mama looked out of the shop they were at and said to buy more nuts! hehe! it was on the second level and she was waving at some balcony thing. people stared!!!! went to buy the nuts, and cousin came down to fetch it. both yi zhangs went to look for other shops to eat at. we finally moved to another chicken rice stall.
so, lunch time was hilarious! we walked there in groups. yi zhang went, then yi ma held me VERY tightly and walked down just a small street. then the rest came. and we sat down at a table. it was a bit cramped as we were in the middle of the shop and we were a big group! 9 of us! there was air con there. we were deciding on the food to eat. and yizhang said he would go to order. turns out, he ordered everything they had on the menu, to try. we got on to deciding what drinks we wanted. after about 5 min, he said, drinks? ordered already!!! haha! we were like, huh? wow..... after that, found another table at the back of the stall. more space, so we shifted there. but it was warmer as there was only fans. more space! and balloon decoration to make up for it! there was this funny toilet sign!! will post the pic up here. finally the food came. main dishes... no cutlery??? haha! then everything came. we ate.... talked, laughed. food was okay.... after lunch, mama, dad, yizhang, cousin and i went back to the hotel. the rest went to walk!
reached the hotel, got our rooms. mama, yi en and i were supposed to sleep in the room that had a king size bed. dad and mum had the adjoinig room. yi zhang and yiyi had the room next to ours, and yima and yizhang had one further down. all on the same level. so the rooms numbers, 1013, 1007,1008, 1009. 1008 was mama's and mine. so we went into 1007 first... there was a door linking the two rooms, 07,08. was trying to push the door open, then pull. didn't move much. finally went out and wanted to go into 08 with the main door, but it was locked and can't open. so went back into 07. pulled the door and found yi zhang on the other side! got a shock! haha! then cousin went to her parents room to sleep. slept on the bed.... until 7.30!! OMG! so long! and slept so much on the car too.
went down out for dinner. cousin didn't go, she was sick.... so slept in the hotel room. again, going to dinner was like some small adventure. dad and yi zhang drove. and we were supposed to go up some bridge thing. yi zhang led. and we went round and round. finally got to the place. got out of the car, and some guy at the carpark was kind of rude......anyway, went into the place. food was great! had kom bak bao(something like that)!! yay! 4 of it! nice! went back to the hotel room. cousin ended up sleeping in her parents room, so mama and i shared a king size bed! soaked in the bath tub.... with ss notes, to study for test. hope it works? went online for a while. read a book. then slept. very soundly. was dreaming and dreaming. can't say what i dreamt about. and slept through the thunderstorm at night! OMG!
today
so woke up for real at 7.30. mama woke me up around 7, but just wanted to sleep more. then yiyi and cousin came to our room. there was a lot of calls and ringing of out doors! haha! cos we were the only adjoining room, so easier to call us i guess? when the door bell rang, idk which room it was supposed to be, cos the door joining the two rooms was open. so just opened my room door! okay, any way, yiyi and yi en came in, was half asleep! but cousin looked well and okay! yay!!! we talked, and saw that the ground was wet outside. only then did i know it rained heavily! still can't believe i slept through a thunderstorm! went down for breakfast!
there was no seats for 9 of us, so we had to split up. had a great breakfast! pancakes! cakes! muffins! baked beans! hash browns! okay, ate a lot! mama still said i ate very little??? after breakfast, wanted to go up to the room with cousin to play cards. we got the card to 1007, but the door was stuck, somehow, and didn't have the key to 1008, so we went to her room instead. played chess on her computer. against the computer. haha! we changed the sound for the voice of the computer! so funny! then we tried to give it voice commands, didn't work!!! :( finally played against ourselves. then mum called from our room to ask why we were in cousin's room. apparently they could get into the room. -.- we tried using the card to get into 1007 again, this time the door sign kept turning red! mum finally opened the door for us. cousin got confused with the two cards she was holding. then went to try to open her room door, came back, and said, forgot which one it is again!! hahahaha! so we played cards and heard music. the room has an ipod stand.
after the rest came up, yiyi, yima, yizhang, dad, mum and me went to the shopping centre opposite to buy stuff. had about 40min? cos we left around 10.45, had to be back by 12 and plus walking time, not much time left. crossing the road was fun! in that time, we split up. went with mum. bought schools shoes from bata! heels to replace the old ones and a book. mum got a book too! almost bought pants..... but decided against it!
went back to the hotel room, packed up, went to check out. took some last minute pics. went to the toilet with cousin, saw a cactus which looked like it had 5 fingers. then took pics in the toilet! finally, left the hotel! the journey does not end there! mama went home with us. we left around 12 plus. went to buy stuff! then got lost! and found a place to eat lunch. had fishball noodles. in the end, we left for home only at 2.25! slept on the journey back. slept whilst thinking! OMG! and we bought some stuff at the shops. there were four bottles in the boot and it kept rolling, so at one point, i just climbed over and git the bottles(car is toyota picnic, the boot and front of the car is joined). just coming back... well, my leg was in the middle, then went down and crushed everything that was in the middle seat, including the food! best part is, there was this toothpick that just missed my knee when it went through some styromfoam box!!! stopped at a rest stop halfway there, then finished the journey home. customs was not that bad, both going to melaka and coming home. went to buy bread for dinner. mama and dad wanted durian, but don't have!
so tmr, going out with shareen and leechin! yay! have to wake up early, its almost 12 now. so going to sleep soon! had a great time with whole family! will remember this trip, first time we all went overseas together! no words can explain the feeling now, its just too great! :) thank you, my family.
sunday
so today, woke up at 7. heard the house phone ring and mum picked up the phone. grandma called, saying she was going to come with us, but didn't want me to know. for a surprise. cos she was sick last night and said she may not come. hehe! they didn't know i was kind of listening in. then slept again. was super tired. couldn't really sleep soundly again, partly excited. the rest, mixed feelings? so finally woke up for real, got ready. made last minute arrangements for the seating of cars. then we set off! 3 of us plus mama, then yi en and parents in one car, yima and yizhang in another. 3 cars! so my dad stopped at a R&R halfway, had icecream! baskin robins, don't think they have it in singapore any more. ice cream at 10.30!! bought chewing gums and idk where they are now! so continued on the journey. we arranged to meet at the hotel at 11.30. -.- yima reached there before us, even though they set off after us!! so we met up around 1 plus. stoned and slept most of the way there. went for lunch at jonker street.(i think that's the name of the place) so... eventful lunch time! yien sat with us in the car. and we reached the place first because dad took a wrong turn, which happened to be a short cut! so we went to wait at some shop, found a place upstairs and sat down eating nus. btw, the shop was selling deserts, but we ate nuts from some small stall outside. dad went to queue for a seat at a chicken rice stall, and the rest came. so i went down and queued with them. then mama looked out of the shop they were at and said to buy more nuts! hehe! it was on the second level and she was waving at some balcony thing. people stared!!!! went to buy the nuts, and cousin came down to fetch it. both yi zhangs went to look for other shops to eat at. we finally moved to another chicken rice stall.
so, lunch time was hilarious! we walked there in groups. yi zhang went, then yi ma held me VERY tightly and walked down just a small street. then the rest came. and we sat down at a table. it was a bit cramped as we were in the middle of the shop and we were a big group! 9 of us! there was air con there. we were deciding on the food to eat. and yizhang said he would go to order. turns out, he ordered everything they had on the menu, to try. we got on to deciding what drinks we wanted. after about 5 min, he said, drinks? ordered already!!! haha! we were like, huh? wow..... after that, found another table at the back of the stall. more space, so we shifted there. but it was warmer as there was only fans. more space! and balloon decoration to make up for it! there was this funny toilet sign!! will post the pic up here. finally the food came. main dishes... no cutlery??? haha! then everything came. we ate.... talked, laughed. food was okay.... after lunch, mama, dad, yizhang, cousin and i went back to the hotel. the rest went to walk!
reached the hotel, got our rooms. mama, yi en and i were supposed to sleep in the room that had a king size bed. dad and mum had the adjoinig room. yi zhang and yiyi had the room next to ours, and yima and yizhang had one further down. all on the same level. so the rooms numbers, 1013, 1007,1008, 1009. 1008 was mama's and mine. so we went into 1007 first... there was a door linking the two rooms, 07,08. was trying to push the door open, then pull. didn't move much. finally went out and wanted to go into 08 with the main door, but it was locked and can't open. so went back into 07. pulled the door and found yi zhang on the other side! got a shock! haha! then cousin went to her parents room to sleep. slept on the bed.... until 7.30!! OMG! so long! and slept so much on the car too.
went down out for dinner. cousin didn't go, she was sick.... so slept in the hotel room. again, going to dinner was like some small adventure. dad and yi zhang drove. and we were supposed to go up some bridge thing. yi zhang led. and we went round and round. finally got to the place. got out of the car, and some guy at the carpark was kind of rude......anyway, went into the place. food was great! had kom bak bao(something like that)!! yay! 4 of it! nice! went back to the hotel room. cousin ended up sleeping in her parents room, so mama and i shared a king size bed! soaked in the bath tub.... with ss notes, to study for test. hope it works? went online for a while. read a book. then slept. very soundly. was dreaming and dreaming. can't say what i dreamt about. and slept through the thunderstorm at night! OMG!
today
so woke up for real at 7.30. mama woke me up around 7, but just wanted to sleep more. then yiyi and cousin came to our room. there was a lot of calls and ringing of out doors! haha! cos we were the only adjoining room, so easier to call us i guess? when the door bell rang, idk which room it was supposed to be, cos the door joining the two rooms was open. so just opened my room door! okay, any way, yiyi and yi en came in, was half asleep! but cousin looked well and okay! yay!!! we talked, and saw that the ground was wet outside. only then did i know it rained heavily! still can't believe i slept through a thunderstorm! went down for breakfast!
there was no seats for 9 of us, so we had to split up. had a great breakfast! pancakes! cakes! muffins! baked beans! hash browns! okay, ate a lot! mama still said i ate very little??? after breakfast, wanted to go up to the room with cousin to play cards. we got the card to 1007, but the door was stuck, somehow, and didn't have the key to 1008, so we went to her room instead. played chess on her computer. against the computer. haha! we changed the sound for the voice of the computer! so funny! then we tried to give it voice commands, didn't work!!! :( finally played against ourselves. then mum called from our room to ask why we were in cousin's room. apparently they could get into the room. -.- we tried using the card to get into 1007 again, this time the door sign kept turning red! mum finally opened the door for us. cousin got confused with the two cards she was holding. then went to try to open her room door, came back, and said, forgot which one it is again!! hahahaha! so we played cards and heard music. the room has an ipod stand.
after the rest came up, yiyi, yima, yizhang, dad, mum and me went to the shopping centre opposite to buy stuff. had about 40min? cos we left around 10.45, had to be back by 12 and plus walking time, not much time left. crossing the road was fun! in that time, we split up. went with mum. bought schools shoes from bata! heels to replace the old ones and a book. mum got a book too! almost bought pants..... but decided against it!
went back to the hotel room, packed up, went to check out. took some last minute pics. went to the toilet with cousin, saw a cactus which looked like it had 5 fingers. then took pics in the toilet! finally, left the hotel! the journey does not end there! mama went home with us. we left around 12 plus. went to buy stuff! then got lost! and found a place to eat lunch. had fishball noodles. in the end, we left for home only at 2.25! slept on the journey back. slept whilst thinking! OMG! and we bought some stuff at the shops. there were four bottles in the boot and it kept rolling, so at one point, i just climbed over and git the bottles(car is toyota picnic, the boot and front of the car is joined). just coming back... well, my leg was in the middle, then went down and crushed everything that was in the middle seat, including the food! best part is, there was this toothpick that just missed my knee when it went through some styromfoam box!!! stopped at a rest stop halfway there, then finished the journey home. customs was not that bad, both going to melaka and coming home. went to buy bread for dinner. mama and dad wanted durian, but don't have!
so tmr, going out with shareen and leechin! yay! have to wake up early, its almost 12 now. so going to sleep soon! had a great time with whole family! will remember this trip, first time we all went overseas together! no words can explain the feeling now, its just too great! :) thank you, my family.
melaka trip photos!
cousin and me!
mum and me
cousin, mum and me!
mama and me!
cousin, mama and me
yima, yiyi and me
yi ma and me
mama
yi ma and yi zhang
yi en and me!
dad and me
yi zhang and yiyi
yi ma and yi zhang
toilet sign
mum and me
family photo! adults only!
room!!!
mama and me in the toilet!
mama
cousin and me
yiyi and my stuff toy! 'long bear'
yi ma!
mum
dad, mum and me
mama
cactus in the toilet!
cousin and me!!
Saturday, August 7, 2010
so today.... well, started off sleeping at 12am! and not replying a message. sorry.... wanted to sleep cos didn't really know what to say and was thinking a lot about what you said.... woke up when cousin slept, for some mysterious reason. and again when yiyi came into the room. wondered why. in the end, woke up for real around 8 plus. went to change, get ready, arrange stuff. then cousin and parents fetched me home! thanks! had breakfast on the way. burger king. very heavy breakfast! thanks for a wonderful two days!!! eventful, fun, exciting, a change, getting far from things. just what i needed at the moment. reached home, then went to kallang leisure centre for karaoke with parents. dad's birthday is coming soon, so we thought of celebrating today. had so much fun!!!! and a cake too! chocolate. their blackforest tastes better. went down to walk around. saw rena! said hi. saw them too. went for tuition, then to grandma's house. had dinner there. called shareen and grace to discuss about tuesday. :) nothing much happened today. grandma looks better! yay! :) went home. called on the phone. you're finally telling me. thanks. and i'm sorry for everything. i do owe you some explanation, but not now. there are so many things i want to know before saying much.
i feel like venting all the anger and emotions right now! tmr, will be going to melaka, another chance to get away from reality for a while. again, its extra stress just the day before going off. WTH!
i can't believe you told her, its like you're setting people against me again. believe me, you will see my ugly side soon if you don't stop. i've enough of tolerating you. I HATE YOU. for taking away some things so precious to me, and for not living your own life but destroying mine. and turning them against me.
i feel like venting all the anger and emotions right now! tmr, will be going to melaka, another chance to get away from reality for a while. again, its extra stress just the day before going off. WTH!
i can't believe you told her, its like you're setting people against me again. believe me, you will see my ugly side soon if you don't stop. i've enough of tolerating you. I HATE YOU. for taking away some things so precious to me, and for not living your own life but destroying mine. and turning them against me.
Friday, August 6, 2010
using my cousin's mac! haha! not used to it, but its fun!
so today, reached school around 7 plus. supposed to meet mr francis for some stuff. but he came a bit late. went to class to put my bag with abigail. class was so empty, scared not many people will turn up. but in the end, guess almost the whole class did? so any way, went back to the hall with abigail. did morning duty together. then helped.... or tried to help to get the girls to hurry to line up in the hall. oh wait, first part of today's programme was in the hardcourt. prize giving, theresian heart award and rose bud award. Irfana and Chingyi! congrats! and a song for national day was played. so in the hall, second part of the programme. watched a video on national day..... for schools. then had don't forget the lyrics, national day style! songs like home, count on me singapore. sat in front with abigail and ayilisha! basically, was with abigail most of the time. :) fun!!! and national day celebration, with the song home, reminds me of kellock!!!! and i'm glad to be in singapore when its peaceful. no worries about war and all. last part was another video of the national anthem. and we sang the anthem too! went back to class to take our bags. then rushed home to meet cousin. she was already at my house when i called right after school!!!! sorry for making you wait so long!!
so took 100 with christable. reached home, bathed, got ready, packed and went to vivo. then to harbourfront mrt, took it all the way to pasir ris. talked on the train.... played. we had superdog(idk how to spell it!) for lunch. then had ice cream. guess what? it was on the cone... and it fell.. and i took it up and continued to eat it! haha! okay, only two of us will know what happened in detail... hehe! so took a bus to her house. rested a while, played final fantasy 7 with cousin. then went to cut hair! layered... feels so short now... and cut a lot! :( it really feels VERY short when its tied!!! OMG!!!! then went back to cousin's house. rested, lazed around, then on to downtown east. watched the last airbender. its a great show! must watch!!! had chocs, nachos, popcorn, drink! cousin hit the popcorn box and it fell!!! but only a spilled a bit! thankfully! after the show, went to borrow secret, bu neng shuo de mimi, to watch. went online for a while, talking on msn!! :) now watching the show. secret! a bit slow moving, but love the piano part! the ending is a bit sad..... and cousin and i tried on a facial mask each..... aloe vera.... for fun! -.-
so finally staying over at cousin's house!!! yay! was so fun! and will continue to be fun! playing final fantasy now!!!
so today, reached school around 7 plus. supposed to meet mr francis for some stuff. but he came a bit late. went to class to put my bag with abigail. class was so empty, scared not many people will turn up. but in the end, guess almost the whole class did? so any way, went back to the hall with abigail. did morning duty together. then helped.... or tried to help to get the girls to hurry to line up in the hall. oh wait, first part of today's programme was in the hardcourt. prize giving, theresian heart award and rose bud award. Irfana and Chingyi! congrats! and a song for national day was played. so in the hall, second part of the programme. watched a video on national day..... for schools. then had don't forget the lyrics, national day style! songs like home, count on me singapore. sat in front with abigail and ayilisha! basically, was with abigail most of the time. :) fun!!! and national day celebration, with the song home, reminds me of kellock!!!! and i'm glad to be in singapore when its peaceful. no worries about war and all. last part was another video of the national anthem. and we sang the anthem too! went back to class to take our bags. then rushed home to meet cousin. she was already at my house when i called right after school!!!! sorry for making you wait so long!!
so took 100 with christable. reached home, bathed, got ready, packed and went to vivo. then to harbourfront mrt, took it all the way to pasir ris. talked on the train.... played. we had superdog(idk how to spell it!) for lunch. then had ice cream. guess what? it was on the cone... and it fell.. and i took it up and continued to eat it! haha! okay, only two of us will know what happened in detail... hehe! so took a bus to her house. rested a while, played final fantasy 7 with cousin. then went to cut hair! layered... feels so short now... and cut a lot! :( it really feels VERY short when its tied!!! OMG!!!! then went back to cousin's house. rested, lazed around, then on to downtown east. watched the last airbender. its a great show! must watch!!! had chocs, nachos, popcorn, drink! cousin hit the popcorn box and it fell!!! but only a spilled a bit! thankfully! after the show, went to borrow secret, bu neng shuo de mimi, to watch. went online for a while, talking on msn!! :) now watching the show. secret! a bit slow moving, but love the piano part! the ending is a bit sad..... and cousin and i tried on a facial mask each..... aloe vera.... for fun! -.-
so finally staying over at cousin's house!!! yay! was so fun! and will continue to be fun! playing final fantasy now!!!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
so today... happy, and disappointed.
no chem test today! not enough time. cos the talk in the morning took up a bit of time. then english, mrs rohan was not here again. planning for the next essay. so boring! OMG! why can't english be more fun?? history. seriously, had no idea there was a history test. when was it said???? monday had no test, and didn't know today was the test date. any way, didn't do well and so disappointed! have high hopes for history. really really high hopes. cos its one subject that means a lot in a way. ss, no test too! postponed. recess. had a quick bite in the canteen. its so empty. then went to class to study for math test and try to do ss. ss, idk how to do!!! asked you again for help, this time its math! and the type of question came out for the test!! OMG! thank you so much!!!!! then chinese, nothing much too. have a chinese test next week. next week ,there are tests everyday! OMG! so ve, combined the whole express level in the dance room. did ve reflections. a bit boring. after school, stayed back to help out with ne. came home, now on the comp.
won't be posting tmr! staying over at cousin's house. busy weekend, but must still study! tests, tests, tests!!!!
anyway, heard this song on tv...
its called letter to your 15 year old self, by angela aki
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness
you know, we're all 15 this year. somehow, this song, stirs up a lot of stuff.
no chem test today! not enough time. cos the talk in the morning took up a bit of time. then english, mrs rohan was not here again. planning for the next essay. so boring! OMG! why can't english be more fun?? history. seriously, had no idea there was a history test. when was it said???? monday had no test, and didn't know today was the test date. any way, didn't do well and so disappointed! have high hopes for history. really really high hopes. cos its one subject that means a lot in a way. ss, no test too! postponed. recess. had a quick bite in the canteen. its so empty. then went to class to study for math test and try to do ss. ss, idk how to do!!! asked you again for help, this time its math! and the type of question came out for the test!! OMG! thank you so much!!!!! then chinese, nothing much too. have a chinese test next week. next week ,there are tests everyday! OMG! so ve, combined the whole express level in the dance room. did ve reflections. a bit boring. after school, stayed back to help out with ne. came home, now on the comp.
won't be posting tmr! staying over at cousin's house. busy weekend, but must still study! tests, tests, tests!!!!
anyway, heard this song on tv...
its called letter to your 15 year old self, by angela aki
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness
you know, we're all 15 this year. somehow, this song, stirs up a lot of stuff.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
please don't any how use my name to say things and all. you know who you are.
and you know, you've taken so many things from me, and now you are taking more. just how much do you want? enough is enough. get that right.
so well, this week has been okay..... happy times and sad times.
as the saying goes, 'we're only just as happy, as everyelse seems to think we are'
sunday
well, just tuition, and texted a bit. needed to talk to someone. :)
monday
well... it feels empty, somehow. okay, so 2.4. died at 2.4. my body had to stupidly do that during 2.4 and timing is horrible. 15min plus? not helping that knee hurts a bit. that only means, check up soon! OMG! deproving faster then expected. any way, thanks a lot to you all for your care and concern!!!!
candice, nasuha, rezwana, ayilisha
so the day's lessons were okay. lit was fun. wished i went for opening ceremony, seemed exciting and fun. anyway, its over, and what's done cannot be undone...... history, had no test as she wasn't here. so much for studying! but great! at least more relaxed. hope its not on thursday. eng was boring. amath, went into class and started a test straight away. did well! finally can say that for a amath test! bio was okay.
so today, felt kind of happy. whatever happened, things are well. :) and things are great today! so happy!
tuesday
emath, we have no test. ss was okay, learning the skill of reliability, i've no idea what she was talking about. why can't it be like history? so simple! compared to what mrs gan was saying. one reaction- huh? the rest of the day was okay. and for lit, before lit period, asked ms tan for permission to go to the toilet. and so went, then came back and she locked the door. please, need to go toilet, not as if want to skip class or something! so yeah, some of us got locked out. and had to do a skid of a part of the book as 'punishment'. didn't do much. hehehe. but it was funny! enjoyed lit again! then we were asked to leave class early. so left. and went to the science lab. walked round. then assembled and off we go for yog!!!
it was fun! went with nausha, ayilisha, tina, most of the time. so funny with them! cheered me up a lot! would have been moody and down. formation places stayed the same as usual. didn't change like at the float. didn't talk to those around at the formations much. had buns at idk what time, dinner around 6, more buns at 8. so its like tea, dinner, supper! hahaha! nice parents. thanks! there was one part, where the front of the heart was lined up first, then go to the rectangle. was a lone person at the line.... and the back of the heart came, everyone went past me. scared of being hit!! haha!! the last part was the best. supposed to do 3 rounds or the whole routine but did 2 only. great doing that! can't wait for the actual day to be on stage and dance. just hope no mistakes. and we may be on tv on thursday, some filming crew came two weeks back, around there. dad fetched after that. had fries! ate a lot today! well, then again, not much. didn't finish the dinner they gave us. no appetite! heheh! YOG is always fun, more so because its the highlight of each week. need more excitement and 'distraction' now!
so anyway, cheer up! if there's something you want to say, just say it okay.
today
slept around 12 plus last night. was trying to finish homework so that today no neeed to rush, but no time, and just slept on the table till my mum woke up to go to bed. woke up at 8.30.... so sleepy! went to the dentist, teeth hurts now! just great! and planned another dental checkup in 2 weeks for a follow up. another checkup also due in two weeks! 14th august is going to be a busy day!!! 2 check ups, tuition, grandma's house visit! anyway, today's plans? just study and study and more study. cos tmr, we have...... ss essay, chem mole test, amath trigo test, emath congruence and similarity test. just great! at least for hbl today, not that many assignments. can't wait for this weekend! going to melaka! chem homework was a disaster. some stuff was in the notes,didn't even see! and alicia, thanks a lot for all the help you gave me for chem! slowly explaining and making sure i get it! thanks!!!! :)
tmr is going to be a bit boring, friday is stay-over! saturday is packing, sunday and monday is in melaka, tuesday may go out with friends! can't wait!!!!
and you know, you've taken so many things from me, and now you are taking more. just how much do you want? enough is enough. get that right.
so well, this week has been okay..... happy times and sad times.
as the saying goes, 'we're only just as happy, as everyelse seems to think we are'
sunday
well, just tuition, and texted a bit. needed to talk to someone. :)
monday
well... it feels empty, somehow. okay, so 2.4. died at 2.4. my body had to stupidly do that during 2.4 and timing is horrible. 15min plus? not helping that knee hurts a bit. that only means, check up soon! OMG! deproving faster then expected. any way, thanks a lot to you all for your care and concern!!!!
candice, nasuha, rezwana, ayilisha
so the day's lessons were okay. lit was fun. wished i went for opening ceremony, seemed exciting and fun. anyway, its over, and what's done cannot be undone...... history, had no test as she wasn't here. so much for studying! but great! at least more relaxed. hope its not on thursday. eng was boring. amath, went into class and started a test straight away. did well! finally can say that for a amath test! bio was okay.
so today, felt kind of happy. whatever happened, things are well. :) and things are great today! so happy!
tuesday
emath, we have no test. ss was okay, learning the skill of reliability, i've no idea what she was talking about. why can't it be like history? so simple! compared to what mrs gan was saying. one reaction- huh? the rest of the day was okay. and for lit, before lit period, asked ms tan for permission to go to the toilet. and so went, then came back and she locked the door. please, need to go toilet, not as if want to skip class or something! so yeah, some of us got locked out. and had to do a skid of a part of the book as 'punishment'. didn't do much. hehehe. but it was funny! enjoyed lit again! then we were asked to leave class early. so left. and went to the science lab. walked round. then assembled and off we go for yog!!!
it was fun! went with nausha, ayilisha, tina, most of the time. so funny with them! cheered me up a lot! would have been moody and down. formation places stayed the same as usual. didn't change like at the float. didn't talk to those around at the formations much. had buns at idk what time, dinner around 6, more buns at 8. so its like tea, dinner, supper! hahaha! nice parents. thanks! there was one part, where the front of the heart was lined up first, then go to the rectangle. was a lone person at the line.... and the back of the heart came, everyone went past me. scared of being hit!! haha!! the last part was the best. supposed to do 3 rounds or the whole routine but did 2 only. great doing that! can't wait for the actual day to be on stage and dance. just hope no mistakes. and we may be on tv on thursday, some filming crew came two weeks back, around there. dad fetched after that. had fries! ate a lot today! well, then again, not much. didn't finish the dinner they gave us. no appetite! heheh! YOG is always fun, more so because its the highlight of each week. need more excitement and 'distraction' now!
so anyway, cheer up! if there's something you want to say, just say it okay.
today
slept around 12 plus last night. was trying to finish homework so that today no neeed to rush, but no time, and just slept on the table till my mum woke up to go to bed. woke up at 8.30.... so sleepy! went to the dentist, teeth hurts now! just great! and planned another dental checkup in 2 weeks for a follow up. another checkup also due in two weeks! 14th august is going to be a busy day!!! 2 check ups, tuition, grandma's house visit! anyway, today's plans? just study and study and more study. cos tmr, we have...... ss essay, chem mole test, amath trigo test, emath congruence and similarity test. just great! at least for hbl today, not that many assignments. can't wait for this weekend! going to melaka! chem homework was a disaster. some stuff was in the notes,didn't even see! and alicia, thanks a lot for all the help you gave me for chem! slowly explaining and making sure i get it! thanks!!!! :)
tmr is going to be a bit boring, friday is stay-over! saturday is packing, sunday and monday is in melaka, tuesday may go out with friends! can't wait!!!!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
i really want to tell you how i feel, really. need you and it hurts when you're like this, when we're like this. what happened to the closeness? want you to know, but guess what? i'm scared, lack the courage to say it, so i'm sorry, i can't.
been ranting and ranting it all out here. thanks a lot for lending me a listening ear and talking to me tonight. really needed someone to talk to. and grateful for you.
so today, nothing much to say. woke up around 10 plus. did some revision, amath tuition homework. had chinese tuition. new teacher. but same centre. not too bad. went to grandma's house. had bbq food from dad 's bbq yesterday. played with cousin. imagine next weekend! will spend two days and one night with whole family, mama, yima, yizhang, yi en, her family, and my family, in melaka! yay! national day weekend! long weekend!
so next week's schedule!
monday- 2.4, history test, bio test
tuesday- yog, hoping its fun, please, if you're really helping me, talk?
wednesday- homebased learning, hope there's no online assignments again!
thursday- nothing?
friday- half day, going out with cousin and yiyi! cutting hair :(
been ranting and ranting it all out here. thanks a lot for lending me a listening ear and talking to me tonight. really needed someone to talk to. and grateful for you.
so today, nothing much to say. woke up around 10 plus. did some revision, amath tuition homework. had chinese tuition. new teacher. but same centre. not too bad. went to grandma's house. had bbq food from dad 's bbq yesterday. played with cousin. imagine next weekend! will spend two days and one night with whole family, mama, yima, yizhang, yi en, her family, and my family, in melaka! yay! national day weekend! long weekend!
so next week's schedule!
monday- 2.4, history test, bio test
tuesday- yog, hoping its fun, please, if you're really helping me, talk?
wednesday- homebased learning, hope there's no online assignments again!
thursday- nothing?
friday- half day, going out with cousin and yiyi! cutting hair :(
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