hate it so much. come into my life asking for help, then afterwards return me misery tenfold. what kind of reasoning is that? everytime i've a good day, you're there to spoil it. when i'm having a bad day, you're there to make it worse. wth, just stop. irritating idiot. have this string of words that i've never said, i badly want to say it to you now. f-------, f-------, b----. fit it in yourself. won't say these words just cos of you.

so today, fun day!!! fyi, my mood won't be spoilt cos of you and unlike you, i don't affect people around me cos of what happens and expect them to help and pity cos of what happened.
started with trying to wake up at 8. mum tried to wake me, but could not. finally woke up at 8.30. around there. got ready, went to the dentist. had a jab! then the whole of my left mouth became numb. wel, it took a
while, but the numbness lasted until around 1 plus?

went to get breakfast, then went home. just enough time to bath and left for checkup. well, the results are kind of expected yet unexpected. idk what the real end result will be like. it can be a lot of things. but this part is scary. hope its okay and its just a small problem.

went home. tried to study but fell asleep. then went for chinese tuition. after that, took train to city hall. met sonia at tiong mrt!! wanted to look for a toilet, so walked somewhere. at some point, scared of being lost and cannot find my way back, so turned back and went back to the mrt station. met a lot of theresians there. waited for ayilisha. whilst waiting, just looked around the place. suddenly saw the toilet sign! and so walked towards the toilet, the correct way. it was the opposite direction from where i first walked! the sign was so clear! but missed it at first! OMG! so anyway, met ayilisha and we walked to the floating platform. walked and walked and talked! went into marina square and finally reached the check point or security counter. bags had water. so we were stopped and had to take out the water and open the cap? idk for what reason. then we were free to go.
walked on to the dark green zone. saw some performers on the way. waved! well, to some of them. got our bags! red!!! :) saw chanel and michelle, so walked with them. we walked past some toilet thing and chingyi came out! talk about coincidence! her mum was there. chingyi, her mum, ayilisha and i went up, got seats. in the middle of the dark green zone, but it was still a side angle. chanel and michelle joined us, and sushan came later. the whole opening ceremony was grand! very grand! and nice! lots of fireworks! and had fun playing with the things inside the bag. there is a singapore flag, a yog flag, a white bird and a heart! it also came with some booklet, the hitting things,water, muffin and ponchos. looked like it was going to rain, but it didn't in the end. thankfully! enjoyed the whole performance. there was the monster part. whilst watching the stage, saw a small shadow from behind then turned. and immediately saw this thing fly past. got a shock!!!! hahaha! turned out to be a puppet..... when the yog song was sang, sean kingston wasn't there! why??? but the other items were great! arrival of the torch was great! the olypic flame is in singapore! put into this big container. the bottom part is just flames, going up is a twirl of flames. great effects! and the flame emerges from the top. and the yog flag was carried by famous singapore athelets. including taoli! one item had birds flying up at the end! so nice!!! enjoyed the whole thing so much!
had so much fun and laughter with ayilisha! thank you! one time, we were waving flags. oposite directions. then she said she will follow me. after that, i went right, she went left!!!!! happened a lot of times!!! laughed and laughed over a lot of things! YAY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :) chanel,michelle, chingyi left a bit early. so sat with sushan and ayilisha. until the end. we talked and took a pic. cheered for a lot of countries when the person came out with the flag. yog is so amazing. and to think that we actually got one ticket to see it live!!! one ticket is one ticket! first yog live! right in front of us! can't believe i had the chance to see the first yog life!!!!! in 12 days, we will be on the stage itself. can't wait! but will really miss yog training. cos of a lot of reasons. its been a  long and tiring but fun jouney for yog, so will be sure to miss it! lightsticks any one? so back to today, after the whole thing, we had to wait for the athletes to go off first then go off. walked with sushan and ayilisha all the way to marina square. sushan leff and so both of us continued to take the train back together. talked and laughed all the way! got off at tiong and dad fetched me home. ayilisha, thank you for spending the time with me! it was fun and memorable! and we did a lot of funny things. take 'scary' photos, vided of opening a sweet wrapper(didn't open it in the end) and lots more!!! haha!
so that's all for today, a long post. pics will be up soon. next hbl maybe?