so today.... well, started off sleeping at 12am! and not replying a message. sorry.... wanted to sleep cos didn't really know what to say and was thinking a lot about what you said.... woke up when cousin slept, for some mysterious reason. and again when yiyi came into the room. wondered why. in the end, woke up for real around 8 plus. went to change, get ready, arrange stuff. then cousin and parents fetched me home! thanks! had breakfast on the way. burger king. very heavy breakfast! thanks for a wonderful two days!!! eventful, fun, exciting, a change, getting far from things. just what i needed at the moment. reached home, then went to kallang leisure centre for karaoke with parents. dad's birthday is coming soon, so we thought of celebrating today. had so much fun!!!! and a cake too! chocolate. their blackforest tastes better. went down to walk around. saw rena! said hi. saw them too. went for tuition, then to grandma's house. had dinner there. called shareen and grace to discuss about tuesday. :) nothing much happened today. grandma looks better! yay! :) went home. called on the phone. you're finally telling me. thanks. and i'm sorry for everything. i do owe you some explanation, but not now. there are so many things i want to know before saying much.

i feel like venting all the anger and emotions right now! tmr, will be going to melaka, another chance to get away from reality for a while. again, its extra stress just the day before going off. WTH!
i can't believe you told her, its like you're setting people against me again. believe me, you will see my ugly side soon if you don't stop. i've enough of tolerating you. I HATE YOU. for taking away some things so precious to me, and for not living your own life but destroying mine. and turning them against me.