found some pics of the second and last day of sch for primary sch. i remember my class was the one nearest to the staircase and we didn't want to dirty our classroom or something so we went to party at the stairs with chips, drinks, etc. and i also remember crying on the last day of sch cos i didn't want to leave. kellock! miss it so much. things have changed since i last went back. i'm afraid to go back again cos i don't know what else may have changed. is it better to remember the things the way i do? or to move on and accept the kellock that it is now?

then i wonder what i did on the last day of sch for stc. i remember i did skip one day of sch for the last week of sch cos lessons were a waste of time. it was just self study. and o levels the week after we ended sch. i don't even remember what happened on the last day. unless i count the last day of sch as the day we ended our o levels. bio paper 1? then celebrated 2 friend's bday in the canteen before going home... and meeting again later in the evening for badminton and a movie.

wonder if my friends who shared these memories with me remember them?

and i wonder what the last day of sch will be like for me in jjc. will it be like stc, one that i can't remember? or will it be like kellock, a memory that i treasure? its mid june. a levels start in nov, study break starts in oct. will i have to count the end of a levels as the last day of sch? or will i remember the last day as the day before study break? who will be there with me?

been having lots of flashbacks recently. and i suddenly remembered why the color of my blog posts are green! i don't even like green... anyone can help me to change the default color??? i remember i put the posts this color cos when i first created this blog, someone important to me loved the color green. needless to say, that person has disappeared from my life, as many others have. yes, i am thinking negatively these days. so just bear with me.

so now its june hols, 2nd week. lets see what i can remember from this week!

mon
Jiaxin, Christine, Jodie and Claudia came over to study. well, we started off the day cooking maggie mee. ok, it was almost a failed attempt cos i couldn't start the stove! -.- hahaha! still, we ate.. and that was our lunch i guess? did some history then went to vivo. forgot the name of the shop where we ate but the mushroom soup was good!

tues
met up with my stc netball junior, yoges! studied for a while then watched after earth( cos she's crazy over jaden smith) the show was ok. but its so predictable that the two main actors won't die cos they're the only 2 main actors and main actors won't die! i'll give the show an average. walked round vivo for a while more and talked a bit before going home! had kfc for dinner :)

wed
met si yao!!!!!! for breakfast at starbucks. its so sad that we were primary school classmates for 6 years and live so close to each other but we don't have much time to meet... we were never that close until the p6 KL trip. still, i'm glad to have her as a friend. even though we meet about once or twice a year only. but when we meet, its like we can keep the conversation going forever. its like being good friends, don't have to meet up everyday! and we walked round vivo. i've gone to vivo for 3 consecutive days! :(
went to ikea for dinner with dad. meatballs, donuts, chicken wings, salmon!!! :)

thurs
went over to grandma's early in the morning. met a lao yi(or i call her lao chi cos she's my primary school chinese tuition teacher). one of my grandma's good friend. nice to have met her after so long. we meet about once a year ? sometimes less :( had to use mandarin to talk to her. a bit hard. my mandarin is rusty! did some work and slept too!
stayed over at grandma's! aunts came over for dinner. and talked to yi yi till almost 2 in the morning. yes, i've been sleeping around 2 this whole week. quite fun to talk to her! :D

fri
woke up feeling very sleepy and my eyes were so tired. went to tiong with grandma for macs breakfast! and walked round ntuc after that. grandma is so funny, she asked me to pay for the stuff from ntuc and she'll wait for me at the entrance. after paying, i couldn't find her! so i walked round... and she walked off to buy other stuff. hahahaha! it scared me for that 10 min i was trying to find her!
went back to grandma's after breakfast. started talking to amanda :) twin!! <3 glad="" here="" i="" m="" p="" re="" so="" you="">tried to do some work but to not avail....
at night, dad came to fetch me. went to centrepoint to walk round robinsons. had dinner at swensons! chocolate fondue. :D love it! had a long car ride before we went to the airport. then picked grandma, aunt and mum and we all went to ikea for its 25hours cook out or something like that. wanted to eat at the dim sum buffet but it was sold out :( so we had hotdogs instead :) reached home around 2am! so i slept at almost 4.... hehe :P

sat
woke up... didn't feel good. called lee chin. and this girl was so nice!!!! thanks dear friend! didn't really do much today...

so... jiaxin told me to blog! i've been on hiatus for quite a while? see, the thing is, i'm increasingly annoyed by the fact that i seem to be the one remembering things but others don't remember it. so what's the point of remembering events, outings, fun times, conversations or maybe even sad times, when the other person/people forget? and i blog cos i want to remember these times. since no one else remembers, why should i?
ok... i admit, maybe i'm a bit harsh in saying NO ONE remembers, but i guess this is directed at some people(not all) who i think are important to me, but they just don't remember so why care. ok, those of you who know what i've been going through this week or so, you'll understand.

still, i said i'll blog, so here goes!

ITS THE HOLS!!!

so lets start with 1st june, first day of hols!(sat)
went for some injection :( then met Ayilisha at bukit merah library to study. we planned to stay till about 5, but didn't last cos we were both sleepy after lunch. maybe its cos subway was so filling!!! :( so we left the library around 4. but, i must say, it was productive! was quite a good way to meet up and talk about stuff too!

sun
went to watch dirty dancing! :) i like the male lead dancer. he's good and he's got a tan body! haha! oops! the show wasn't as awesome as i thought it would be. will be watching stomp soon, hope its nicer. wanted to go to the food street, the one at F1 pit... idk what its called... but its like $28 to enter. though its $20 worth of food vouchers, WHY SPEND $20 on dinner? :( a bit expensive... so, we went to the nearby popeyes! chicken was ok.. what i like is the biscuit! :) sunday well spent! :D

mon
had my dental appointment. hopefully the last dental for a long while! (actually no, still have to go for the normal every-six-months check up :( haiz... ) met da yi ma at woodlands(what is the mall's name?) for lunch. pizza hut! loving it! then went to her house to play with her cat! meow meow! took a bus home. yes, from woodlands all the way home. long long long bus ride, slept a bit in the bus :)

tues
met twin!!!! :D we met at city hall mrt, then walked from there to millennia walk. haha! so we actually walked pass 3 mrt stations. but the walk was good. bought some awesome but expensive cookies. and a chocolate cupcake from 12 cupcakes. shared a shepherd's pie for lunch. yes, expensive food but ITS SO GOOD!!! so twin and i went shopping around orchard after that. i didn't actually buy much... just nail polish and food! bought this big bar of chocolate cos its $5.  GSS! <3 a="" and="" astons="" at="" ate="" back="" break.="" central="" chicken="" cos="" dish="" explore.="" for="" haha="" healthy="" ion="" one="" orchard="" p="" pics="" potato="" roof="" s="" salad="" scape="" see="" shared="" shoes="" side="" take="" tea="" then="" to.="" to="" top="" twin="" underground="" unhealthy="" walked="" wanted="" wedges="" went="" with="">in total, we spent about 7 hours together? haha! my feet hurts and i was so tired after that! of course, the 7 hours included the time we spent walking round in circles cos we got lost so many times! haha!!! but it was fun!!

wed
my tuition day! 4 hours straight of econs tuition from 11-3. met jiaxin at vivo after that for coffee bean! she wanted to get a drink :) i had a mud cake. it was good!!! then another 2 hour tuition from 7-9. so tiring... but a productive day!

thurs
met jiaxin, jodie, huiqin, claudia at clementi. then went to christine's house to study econs. YES WE DID ECONS!!!! quite a fun day. lunch was soup and pizza. tasted quite good!!! and we saw her cat. we had work and play time :) then bought some buns at clementi before going home. tastes good!!!!! can't wait to study again!

fri
stayed at home the whole day...to study.. but i slept for most part of the day. haha! had a korean buffet dinner with parents. meat was good!

sorry, the last few days are short. i'm tired from today... and if i don't sleep soon, i'll get hungry. so... goodnight! i'll continue tmr! (well, hopefully!)