so will post about the last few days..


if i let go of it, the problem and stress here will end. so i guess, no matter how hard, its time to let go of ------. if things happen, must learn to let go..... we cannot change our destiny.... *sigh*
thought i'll never lose myself along the way, actually, its like the battle is lost. i'm gone with the wind. will there be a second chance?
saturday
well, grandma stayed over! so happpy!!! get to spend more time with her. didn't talk into the night like the previous night, cos was so tired, just slept. anyway, woke up around 8? did a bit of math, had amath tuition. omg! amath trigo is so hard! the chapter after the one we are doing in school. rested after tuition. went for chinese tuition at tiong, then came home. watched yog on tv. yi yi, yi ma, yi zhang came for dinner, as usual, except it was at my house, not grandma's! cos she stayed over. nice dinner! yay! sad thing is, cousin didn't come... :( grandma went home after that.


sunday
didn't feel like a sunday at all! woke up at idk what time. got ready, went for emath tuition, then to school. for yog. day of preview for parents and family. so we finally went to the floating platform. brought all our bags to the stands, got ready, went down. had to chance all the points. took a long time. the whirlpool is easy, the bird is easy. cos the bird points are easy to find. going to the heart, have to follow people around. cos the points keep changing. end result of the new heart? the top and bottom part is squeezy, my line and line on the left has so much space in between both sides. and both sides aren't communicating that well. the star was okay at first, but when it started to get dark, cannot see the points, got lost! blazing the trail, there is this girl who is standing at the same point for I and star, so following her. didn't get her name, but thanks! just did the formations and all. nothing much to say. not much time in between.


dinner was great! was a bit blur. went to the stands to look for dad, could not find him. went to where our bags were and then wanted to find him. looked up and he was there! haha! so went with him to find gu gu and her friend. sat down, talked, then got dinner. came back, talked and ate. till it was time to change to our costumes. changed. with some help! (sheryl ng) went to let them  take a look and they realised that the zip was not inside but outside! OMG! thanks! no headgear or lights, just costume. didn't do too well, got lost again and again at the star. dad took pics and video. but won't post it till after the real thing. cannot!


was dismissed. took bags, went down to the platform and gave bag to a friend. had to call dad to come down and teacher( ms wong ker sin for our class today) to give us personally to our parents? haha! and could see my dad on the stands,  but he couldn't see and took a long time to answer the call. well, finally came. went to fetch grandma and went home! slept early.... about 1am? watching maid sama on tv. OMG! usui is so loving! hahaha! okay, can't get too carried away.... stick to POT! but usui is cute! :)
mrs wong knows my aunt and uncle! haha!


today
woke up at 10. so late! but still had time to do somethings. well, left the house around 11.20? talked to abigail before that. took 100, reached the school bus stop, bought some stuff, then crossed the road. met so many teachers. omg. and whilst at the traffic light, saw abigail walking! hahaha! walked into school with her. sat down, talked to some people, waited. deciding whether to change or not. decided not to in the end. talked and laughed with others. got on the bus... sheryl texted me.. hahaa! so funny! same bus  and texting. was bored. reached, announced that no need to wear costumes! yay! so went to the platform. walk there was not as exciting as usual. didn't do much. was kind of a wasted day. oh yeah, we got balls too! one each, got a blue one! ;) played with the ball and with ayilisha. throw, bounce, catch. to pass time.... well, time did pass quite fast. got a briefing, then went into whirlpool. took a long time, then went to bird.
okay, will have to post again tmr. took too long.
*continued*
hmm. lost my trend of thought for this post. so anyway. will add on anything else that comes to mind later. okay, so it rained. it was supposed to be a short training, but it was made shorter because of the rain. went into the shelter, sat down, went to get old chang kee with tina! fishball at first. came back. some girl was injured and the ambulance had to move out of the parking space. so we all crammed to one side. got tired of waiting. went with tina to get more food! sotong ball.... i think.. it was hot!!! so just sat there and ate, talked. went back, the ambulance was gone already. so we sat down. then the ambulance came back, so we had to squeeze again. finally walked back to the F1 pit. had dinner there, suprised dinner, didn't know that they were giving us dinner. ate, then went back. was told that we had to come to school at 10 the next day, but no lessons! yay! no lessons for the whole week! took some pics! will post it all up after the real closing ceremony.