okay, i am going to post a few pics on my grandma's birthday. won't elaborate... on friday then elaborate and the post will come with the rest of the pics.. got to go!

uncle and auntie
the flowers on the table.... after the dinner, i plucked some and brought them home.. haha, the roses are nice!!

my grandma and me

grandma!!!

mum and dad

cousin's parents!!!

cousin's parenst.. only they weren't really looking at the camera... and got a guy behind.... weird right?? the best part was... the guys kept asking us if we wanted more soft drinks!!! haha.

my grandma's brother... hmm, i call him laogu.. don't know how to say in english..

auntie and uncle!

auntie and uncle!!

auntie and uncle !!!

my cousin... she used her jacket to block :( she was fast, so this is the effect!

mum at raffles city, outside the lift! unglam!!! haha!!!

mum in the car..

my mum... outside my neighbour's door!

need to post again..
so today, woke up late. did a bit of homework, then went to the dentist. got a decayed tooth! then came back, did work, rest. then went to dad's office with him. went to pick mum up, then granddad. then went to have dinner with cousin and aunt. had supper too. then went home, did homework. now on the comp, still doing work!!! exams are stressful! but exams are not the root of my porblems now.

you know, i don't know what to do. talk to you? or don't talk to you... i want to sms you, but it feels weird to.. and the replies i get are not what you used to send me... i don't dare to sms you any more. i guess i should just stay away. i am worried about _ _ _. but guess i have to keep it to myself.... i want to continue to trust you, to talk to you. but its so difficult now. how?

this is a busy week... and stressful!!!!!

monday
lessons were the usual.... no more training after school... so sad! but went to support the floorballers. sat with claris in the bus. she is a MAD person!!!! haha. floorballers won their semi-finals against northland sec. score is 3-4. so close!!! and guess what? met daddy on monday! he came to see us! yay! after that went to interchange with peirong and claris... then took 273 home. had to study... :(

tuesday
lessons were friday's timetable... still could not finish my d and t model. i am running out of time! help me!!!! someone!!!! my d and t grades will sure drop again... then after school, had math olympiad. was not too tough... then went with sonia to vivo. its free cone day!!! ben and jerry's ice cream. lined up for almost an hour??? with some 2c people and some st margs people! met zhiting! and talked to her two friends. june and ???? forgot her name! sorry! got ice cream then went to toys r us with qiying, sonia, ariel, beatrice, denise. then went home.

wednesday
lessons were boring... the day was very draggy. and janice was not in school. she had SYF. and angklung won a gold for SYF! congrats. after school, went home. then at night, went to try on a dress for grandma's birthday dinner! had to make some changes so had to go and collect again today...

thursday
lessons were the same. most days lessons are always the same.. boring.. but IT/PW was okay. did our bridge model.. went home right after school. to study hard for my exam. karthika was absent... :(

friday
had chinese exam. paper 1 was okay... paper 2 was tough! might fail chinese. for once... then went to support floorballers again for their finals. they won west view 6-1. congrats. sat next to miss chai! and jamie from 2d. then daddy came! c boys played. got very bored. walked up and down.. talked to daddy and trisha... nothing much to do. was not interested in the boys match. prize presentation after that. then went back to stc. mum picked me up. then went home... not feeling too good today. i flunk chinese.

today's carnival was tiring, hot, sunny! and i injured my finger..... OMG. why did i injure myself AGAIN? and the injury was during the second game. so rested for 3rd, 4th and 5th game. 6th game onwards, i was back! today played GS all the way. at least i can shoot! that's one good thing.

and who said STC netball was bad? cdiv won 5 out of 6 games in the first round. and we drew our first game. so total, we got 11 points and made it to the semi-finals. then we beat marsiling sec. so we got into the finals and emerged 2nd for the carnival! STC NETBALL ROCKS! we got a trophy and a water bottle each.

cdiv and bdiv netballers, have a good rest during the weekend okay? you all did well today.

so now for the pics that i have.

oh yeah, happy birthday pulara.....

tmr there is carnival! i can't wait to play. and its sec4 seniors last time playing with us. good luck! stc netballers, tmr must win something okay! get into the second round, the semis and the finals! must, must, must!

so let me continue tuesday's post.
monday's training was awesome! played GA. cos jacob and abigail lim had to leave early. was fun!!! i miss playing GA! hope at carnival will have a chance to play GA.

wednesday
lessons were not too bad. four periods of chinese! did a chinese mock exam. can't do many questions. phy test is also a goner! cos i made careless mistakes!
but the highligh of the say is training! again i could play GA! not as fun as monday's training. and abigail played C! wow! so the main 12 for c div was confirmed. and wednesday's training is the last for this term. and the last training for the sec4s forever!!! i'm going to miss them!

thursday
long and draggy day for lessons. after school no lit rememdial. but had to stay back to collect ignatius shirt. it cost us 10.50. but we could only wear it for cheerleading. cos its not fair to the other houses and we didn't reallly get teacher's permission. reached home very late! waited like 1 hour plus maybe for the shirt? OMG

today
had sports carnival. went to school early to help with the prize table. then went to the field to line up with the other ignatius people for the march in. saw torch relay. then march in, then assembly. then was supposed to be my free time. wanted to watch the 80m finals. but had to do spoon race. so weird! got called up but my name was not even there. then after spoon race, went to see miss mok for iron girl. then the relay started. so watched the relay and then went to get a can drink(sprite) before going for the iron girl challenge. lost by a lot. sorry ignatius house people. had free time. went to find karthika and janice. got another drink. had bean bag race. went to locker to get my ignatius shirt. got a third drink. and then went up to the hall. helped to lay out the medals. then did some cheering with house. watched cheerleading. vaddi, weiqi, shanthinee, calista, zhixuan all in cheerleading. they did fine! catherine house won! for cheerleading and overall house placing, they got 1st too. so lucky! at least ignatius got 4th! yay!!!!! stayed back to help out to clean up everything. heard love story by taylor swift and happy bithday by click five just now! :)

we are talking!!!!!!! on sms.... yay! finally! thank you!!!

tmr following friday's time table... so its chinese, phy, recess, d and t and chinese again! wth! four chinese periods, got a test coming. phy too. and i haven't studied... guess its going to be a late night again for me tonight.

today's and yesturday's lessons were fine!

yesturday had training! it was great!!!! and i got to play as GA! yay! cos j left early..... the sec4s came down to train.:) guess its really one of their last trainings already... well, i guess i will elaborate more on friday or something. cos i need to go. bye!

carnival's on 18. i can't wait for it. but i don't think i'm ready for it yet. cos i still can't shoot. if i'm GS, i hope i don't let the team down! guess i must practise more so that we will put up a good fight for the carnival and so that i won't let the team down any more then i already have.

we are playing against Punggol, Hillgrove, Marsiling, Damai, Serangoon. 5 games. i hope its not going to be any problem. still, time will tell.....

its 11 and tmr there's school and training. i don't know why i am on the comp... guess i just felt like using the computer. OMG tmr got chinese spelling and phy test. haven't studied yet! so got to go! bye!

today didn't really do anything much. woke up, did some work, rested, then went to grandma's house for dinner. played with cousin and dad taiti. then came home. today's events are very boring...

was just looking through some more emails and smses. OMG! i miss talking to you! i wish we could go back to the past, when we were so close. when i knew i could talk to you and trust you. when i knew that i could tell you anything. i miss those times! and i know that we can never really go back to those times any more. i just want you to talk to me once again, just like last time. i miss you! i really do.

p.s this person i am talking about can be any random person. so don't guess who it is.

helen! happy birthday! hope you had a great birthday *today! you're already 18! wow!

how are you doing? hope life's been great! i hope to see you soon again one day.....

*actually, its already 12.55am on 11 april. sorry for wishing you so late....

today woke up at around 11? OMG right? i overslept! by a lot! haha. so then went to bath and read a book. then went to kallang leisure park to eat sushi with family. then sang karaoke with family. reached home around 4 plus. read my book, rested. then had pasta for dinner. did some geog for revision, then used the laptop. family day for me! and good friday!

my home's comp is still spoilt. since last year! but never repair. so i've been using dad's laptop.

just now sang a lot of songs! i love karaoke! but kbox don't have click five songs. so sad! wanted to sing a few click five songs. :(

okay, that's all for tonight. let me end off saying,
I STILL MISS KOTA TINGGI AND DADDY AND MUMMY!
i may not be posting or talking much about efl or daddy or mummy now, but i still miss them deep down inside. i think most 2c 09 people also feel the same way.

so now, bye!

birthdays!!!

6th april
happy birthday isabelle! missing you! we haven't met for 1 year plus!

9pth april
happy birthday yoges! my junior!!!!!!!! hope you had a great birthday today. too bad, i didn't pour water on you!

okay, i think today i have posted enough!

so now, let me post about my week(in summary)

morning run has been quite okay! 8plus rounds. training has been fun!!! but i can't shoot still. and carnival is coming up!

school work is boring. i almost slept in d and t today. no practical. only theory cos mr chandran was not here. and today we followed friday's time table. since this week's and next week's friday is either a holiday or sports day. and i have duty for sports day!! i'm having two science test and 1 chinese spelling next week. OMG! and its phy! and chem! oh know...... and dance was okay.... the song is great!!! pe we played hockey. i can't play hockey.... and now there's nothing else to post about school work already!

oh yeah, changed group. i'm still in rustee donuts! with candice and lena. just that i am sitting at ida's seat. and candice is seating at my old seat. lena is seating at her old seat. next time me(candice old seat) is ariel and in front of her(sijia's old seat) is jolin! so now my groupmates are candice, lena, ariel and jolin. i miss ida and sijia!!!!

hmmm, i guess that's all for this week. see ya!

this is the 165th post!

the count down for good friday is like 1 month in advance! i think i put the date as 10 may instead of 10 april! sorry everyone who reads this!

oh yeah, i got an email from my good friend shareen and i think i want to share it.
> > Around the corner I have a friend,
> > In this great city that has no end,
> > Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
> > And before I know it, a year is gone.
> > And I never see my old friends face,
> > For life is a swift and terrible race,
> > He knows I like him just as well,
> > And as in the days when I rang his bell.
> > And he rang mine but we were younger then,
> > And now we are busy, tired men.
> > Tired of playing a foolish game,
> > Tired of trying to make a name
.> > 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
> > Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
> > But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
> > And distance between us grows and grows.
> > Around the corner, yet miles away,
> > 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Tim died today.
'> > And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
> > Around the corner, a vanished friend.
> > Remember to always say what you mean,
> > If you love someone, tell them.
> > Don't be afraid to express yourself.
> > Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
> > Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
> > Seize the day. Never have regrets.
> > And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are
> > today.

this is a great email! i have read it 5 times over already.
and i just want to say this. i miss my friends. and yes, i may not have always treasured my friends, but they have always been in my heart and in my mind, where ever i am. and i know that i have lost many friends. this email has sort of reminded me of the friends that have left me and of the friends that i have made years ago and have never bothered to contact any more. there are friends who i have angered and i am sorry.

i regret losing some of my friends who have helped me greatly. i knew i could trust them but i have never asked my self if they could trust me or if i could help them. instead, i have hurt them. their feelings. i am truly sorry!

so this week, had to stay back 4 days out of 5!!!! lessons were the usual... so i'll just not say anything about it.

monday
-had training. first real training after a long time. it was not that tough!

tuesday
-had math olympiad. its tough, but managable. can do and can understand once the sum is explained.

wednesday
-had training again. and poured water on francesca, its her birthday today. april fool's day, nothing much happened to me. thankfullly!

thursday
-had house practise. did 50m myself. the other groupmates were not here! :( tammie fell and her knees were all red!!! j stopped halfway. hope you are alright. did medicine ball. can't throw far! then 80m didn't run. cos all alone again.

friday
-morning run. abi lim fell. and got a 'plaster' thing on her leg today. hope you get better soon. after school, went home. grandma was at my house. talked to her a bit then slept!

today
went to school in the morning. for sports day. and supposed to be from 8.30 to 11.30. but i was dismissed at 10 plus! then went home and then to grandma's house. then now on the comp........

nothing to say already.. don't want to post really! no mood again! help me someone!

i miss talking to you online and on msn! i really do! i want to play back the past. to jan and feb this year!!!!!

and to march! for EFL to happen again! i miss shannon and suzanne!

happy birthday suzanne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and happy birthday francesca!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmm, posting is a bore.....
i'll post more tmr, when i have more time..

for sec2s,
congrats to
KAIWEI, new netball captain
JACOB, new vice captain

for b div,
congrats to
VADDI, overall captain
YUNHE, captain
ZHIXIN, vice captain
MILDRED, vice captain