if life could start again or unwind, or if there is a chance to return to the past, will it change anything?
and yog, once in a lifetime chance. can't wait for it.

wednesday
you've left me with mixed feelings, but i won't be affected by you anymore. got so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so anyway, there was a lot of work on wednesday... why is hbl so tough!!! posted about hbl already. needed someone to talk to, so thanks for lending a listening ear. or rather, letting me rant and rant on, then give advice and help me to chill. oh, and at night, called ____ after so long. we finally talked again. miss you so much! it was a great time we had together, again, thank you for everything you've done.

thursday
had school. emath test was horrible! OMG! why is emath trigo worse then amath trigo? if emath does worse then amath for ca2, will be shocked. missed chem. rest of the lessons, well, not that interesting. ve, we watched this really interesting video. the people painted, took a pic, then repainted. to make a 10min long video. a lot of work! we were released after that. got hotdog buns! yay! with tomato sauce instead of chilli!! yay!!!! was in the science lab most of the time. went around till we were called to get our bags. was there till almost everyone left. waited and had to find things. and by chance, got a new cap! haha! thanks ms koh! by the time ayilisha and i went down, our class was already on the bus! so fast! so rushed!

last time at mandai army camp. at ve, mr ng said that they fenced up the second level of it, well, part of the second level of the camp cos some army person jumped from the window, to the parapet, and got out of the camp with a gun and 6 ammunitions. it was in the news, a few years back. so when we were going in, was looking out for the fencing. its finally august, and our yog performance is days away. last time we are going to mandai hill camp. what an experience it was there.... has so many months passed so fast?

we do not remember days,
we remember memories moments.
guess that explains. so yog training was fun like always! had no globe. haha! by the time we were halfway through, globe became gloob! then glove! idk who, kept saying glove instead of globe. haha! so we practiced and practiced. got our new moves right, finally! its scary, when they change things at the last minute. the formations. rectangle is out! the bird and star changed too! other then that, its not much of a problem. still a mad sprint from the whirlpool to the bird, then the bird to the heart. the heart to the star and star to blazing the trail, its just several steps away. hope it remains this way. had fun talking to ms vino! and ms koh! talk about the way i ran with headgear! -.-

dinner was okay, the food wasn't too bad. oh.. we had jelly for break! great! after dinner, we had a trial run. had to put on costumes. went through the whole sequence of the closing ceremony. had to move very far back. and couldn't find people in the triangle. finally found our placing and sat down to wait. was some drums thing first, didn't see the performance. stood up with ayilisha to see the dance one. took out headgear. after they finished, tried clapping, then dropped the headgear! haha! careless.... it rolled, thankfully on the grass. and thankfully, no dents or scratches. don't want to have to chance the whole headgear too. after the anthem, the song just played. and headgear wasn't on! panicked!! haha! but it was a false alarm. got ready and we did the performance. quite good! :) changed back, got our bags, lined up. got a talk from ms quek. she must shout into the loudhailer(is it called that?). doesn't she know that it is super painful to the front girls???? went on the bus, sat with t, opposite a and n. going to miss talking to you all at yog! :(
tina, ayilisha, nasuha
and so we left mandai army camp....... sad.... :( so went home, grandma is here to stay over! yay!!!!!! :)

friday
well, woke up at 8, then slept again for a while. at least didn't oversleep. got up, changed, dad fetched me to tiong! thanks! went to walk around, met k at tiong mrt, took the train to jurong east together. met e, went to popular. then met h and j. went to jurong library to discuss some work. found quite a bit of answers. thank you all for asking me to come along! means a lot! :) came home around 12 plus. got lunch, then went home. hbl work.... okay, not as bad as wednesday. left with chinese compre. idk whether there is a need to do it, and a bit of bio. oh yeah, and thanks for the bio help!!!! today was great!!! :)