no pics! cos not uploaded yet. have to wait. any way, jiayi, no worries, take your time!

so about this week
monday
only sec1s have training. a few seniors were in the march pass. ate lunch with some people and wanted to study with Sheryl but then we didn't cos went to see our house cheerleading. needed improvement. went for march pass. started at 3, ended by 4, so quite fast. went home to study. thanks to sheryl for letting me accompany her, if not no one to go with!

tuesday
stayed back till 3.35 as usual for bio. tuesdays are long days! karthika joined us for lunch! went home for some stuff. mum was sick. at home. at last someone at home to accompany me! but sick. so she slept and rested a lot. went to get some stuff done.

wednesday
had training. well, it was okay, just that jacob wasn't there. sick! leg pained like idk what!!! went home and smsed someone for about 3 hours? 50 + smses. would have been more, but was studying, so replies were a bit late. OMG! can't believe that. but the good thing is, there is someone to talk to and who replies.thanks. cheered me up.

thursday
really messes up the YOG formation and i know a lot of you got irritated and angry at me. so i'm really sorry about that. cos it was really me who messes up everything! and ida and alicia were a great help! got the class into the formation correctly. thanks!

so that's just a brief summary, don't really feel like posting. no mood, just feel so angry, depressed, moody...... feelings that can't put into words..... any way, if any one has actually read until this point, please tag!! my tag board has been dead since... march?

today was surpisingly free. reached school at around 6.50 or so? supposed to be in march pass so must go early. went to class. and just talked to janice, then karthika when she came. announcement said that there was lightning alert till 8, so stay in class for assembly. janice, kathika, elspeth and i got our hair sprayed red!! mine was ponytail only, well, supposed to be. we just talked, and walked around the class. janice gave me a piece of long red cloth. tied it to my ponytail! thanks! then jacob came and took the red spray. wanted to spray on my hair. thought it was a bit only. then she said to bend down, and she sprayed A LOT on the top of my head, the area around there! must see the pic when i get it!! its really a lot!!!!! she's so going to get it! well, a lot of free time. went with elspeth to the toilet. cleared the big and massive red spray on my head. just kept the part on the ponytail.
well, do you both remember that we are supposed to go to the library?? some friends you are. rush off, with her, 3 of you go off, did you forget someone? walked past, then just said hi, never even ask if i'm going, well, its really obvious that i wasn't, but not cos i'm not free. i can't stand it when you just walk off like that! never even wait! its irritating you know!
it was like an ignatius gathering in 3a for a while. apparently 3b was caroline and 3d was isabel? had assembly in class. so we watched a video. about how something changed someone's life? then had to do this quiz. went down, at about 9, no more lightning alert. got into the march pass formation. it was still raining!
 this week alone, twice, you ALL just walked off like that for recess and lunch, ever thought of the person you ALL missed out? you know that it hurts? leaving someone like that alone? what happened? last time, even if i didn't ask, someone will at least take my bag for me, now, its left there like that. never even wait. i'm boiling inside. be glad that i haven't burst out. if anything wrong, just say!! its like you ALL just don't care!
so we marched in, had the torch relay. then could go back to sit on the grandstand. was released for our activities. had teachers race first. so cute! the teachers! but we were very far from the race spot. any way, karthika, elspeth and i went to the tent for 100 plus, then to the food tent which was muddy so went away. got ice cream, went to the canteen. followed them to the food tent where they bought stuff. sat in the canteen with them, jiayi and heather. talked, sat down. then got a drink from the drink stall with elspeth. she went back, so i wondered alone. went to watch the sec3 watermelon competition. it was good. dani was good! but 3a did really well!!! next time cannot paint the face before eating watermelon. it comes off! two people from 3a. went to do the fringe activities with karthika, janice and elspeth. throwing the softball first. got 1 point, didn't get it in. then to netball. 2 points.... missed two shots. wait, cos managed to get a trial shot! hehe!! frisbee next, 1 point. didn't go for floorball. saw kellock 6 hibiscus i think, with mrs linda tan!!!! the rest went to buy food... wondered off somewhere for a while, then they disappeared. so just walked round aimlessly again, got asked by jiayi and xiulin to do irish sack, was supposed to do it, but knee was hurting, cannot jump. sorry. talked to anjila for a while. watched irish sack. then walked and walked alone. finally found the rest and sat with them. watched cheerleading. sat next to heather. our house was great! this year cheerleading was good. all 6 houses participated. ignatius got 3rd? or 4th? but overall, we got THIRD!! YAY!!!!!! IGNATIUS ROCKS! first was caroline! second was catherine. catherine first time didn't get first in years.
you know, you all are the only friends i really have right now........ if you want to cut me off, then just get it over and do it. spare the misery. spare the pain. if this is not true and i hope its not, can things return to the way it was last time? i miss all of your companionship.

went home after that. went out for dinner with parents.

thursday, yog formation was almost screwed. sorry 3A. was supposed to take charge, but made a mess of it. thanks to Tina and Alicia who got the class into the correct formation.