i really want to tell you how i feel, really. need you and it hurts when you're like this, when we're like this. what happened to the closeness? want you to know, but guess what? i'm scared, lack the courage to say it, so i'm sorry, i can't.

been ranting and ranting it all out here. thanks a lot for lending me a listening ear and talking to me tonight. really needed someone to talk to. and grateful for you.
so today, nothing much to say. woke up around 10 plus. did some revision, amath  tuition homework. had chinese tuition. new teacher. but same centre. not too bad. went to grandma's house. had bbq food from dad 's bbq yesterday. played with cousin. imagine next weekend! will spend two days and one night with whole family, mama, yima, yizhang, yi en, her family, and my family, in melaka! yay! national day weekend! long weekend!
so next week's schedule!
monday- 2.4, history test, bio test
tuesday- yog, hoping its fun, please, if you're really helping me, talk?
wednesday- homebased learning, hope there's no online assignments again!
thursday- nothing?
friday- half day, going out with cousin and yiyi! cutting hair :(