so today... happy, and disappointed.

no chem test today! not enough time. cos the talk in the morning took up a bit of time. then english, mrs rohan was not here again. planning for the next essay. so boring! OMG! why can't english be more fun?? history. seriously, had no idea there was a history test. when was it said???? monday had no test, and didn't know today was the test date. any way, didn't do well and so disappointed! have high hopes for history. really really high hopes. cos its one subject that means a lot in a way. ss, no test too! postponed. recess. had a quick bite in the canteen. its so empty. then went to class to study for math test and try to do ss. ss, idk how to do!!! asked you again for help, this time its math! and the type of question came out for the test!! OMG! thank you so much!!!!! then chinese, nothing much too. have a chinese test next week. next week ,there are tests everyday! OMG! so ve, combined the whole express level in the dance room. did ve reflections. a  bit boring. after school, stayed back to help out with ne. came home, now on the comp.
won't be posting tmr! staying over at cousin's house. busy weekend, but must still study! tests, tests, tests!!!!
anyway, heard this song on tv...

its called letter to your 15 year old self, by angela aki

Dear you,

Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?


For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone


If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present


Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you


If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer


The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow


Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear


Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present


There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing


Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice


No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness

you know, we're all 15 this year. somehow, this song, stirs up a lot of stuff.