i'm so sorry, but i love you
(from the song, lies by big bang-its the second song in the playlist)

yeah, i am really sorry for what happened on thursday, all that i did while you trusted me. and kept looking for answers when i couldn't say cos i didn't know the whole thing. its like you really thought that i would do something but i didn't. i really feel guilty about it. i'm sorry.....

so the trip has been okay..

day 1/ day2!!! Singapore airport-heathrow(London)
friday
left the house at 9. thanks for the best wishes for a safe and happy trip and all! Sha!!!!
so went to the airport. checked in, ate dinner, sat on the plane. was the second row on the plane. so far front. the worst part is, the front row, all had young babies. so cos the plane seating was 3,4,3, there were 3 babies. so irritating! kept crying! shouting!! irritance. really. but it was okay on the plane. 12 hours. watched how to train your dragon, a bit of tooth fairy(stopped cos it was boring!), a bit of memoirs of a geisha(ended cos not enough time), heard songs, slept. they had a lot of English artists!! Kesha, Justin bieber.... then koren groups. big bang, epik high, dbsk, suju, shinee. a lot!!! so had a great time. but only slept for 6 hours the most. cos of babies crying and wanted to watch movies/hear music. had a headache on and off too. was bad! but got to drink a lot of soft drink!! and the food was okay. had no appetite for dinner on the plane(it was served at s'pore 1 or 2am)but ate a lot of the breakfast(at least it was about 10am? more realistic! i mean, dinner at 2am??) had tidbits too. so must run more now to get rid of fats!! haha!

landed, at 5 plus. got baggage, then left for the hotel. we reached the hotel at... 7 plus? 8? too early, cannot check in, so we just took the tube(train.. and the routes are super confusing! living in london, the train goes everywhere, but its confusing! and a bit scary.... the train map is so confusing.... and have to keep changing, but at least it beats the jam at the top) to london bridge. it was so quiet cos its saturday and so early. so walked on london bridge, took pics, then went to st paul's church. where prince ___ and princess ____ got married... i forgot who!! bad memory. went for another short breakfast at a shop. got hot chocolate.. mistake! not used to it! haha! so took a bus to the london castle... it was nice! walked round it, so big!! had fish and chips. was great. went back to check into the hotel. got some drinks along the way. cos hotel didn't provide. the room is really small!! but on the 3rd floor! no air con, but there is a nice wind! so not that hot! bathed, slept then went out again at 4 to shop. forgot the place, but it was very big!! then came back to the hotel, and now online! first day pics will be up soon, when i can use the comp again! the houses here are about the same..... most are not apartments... something like bungalows... really great! and its cheaper then Singapore bungalows! haha! moving to Britain will be great! nice houses! but not as well kept. and the ohter things are not as cheap. only houses. guess its the land! so bye for now!!