well, yesturday almost ended well. got a call late at night about something. i don't get it. why can't there be no problems for just one day? one peaceful day!! and have to be disturbed right before going overseas. thanks for all the help from two of you though. i wanted the day to end perfectly. guess i must erase the last unpleasent part of the day. this trip, just going to unwind and let go! and forget all other unpleasent things! will bring back souvenirs!!

today
on the phone, i sounded angry.... and mind you, people around me could hear every word. cos yes, i was angry. and if i hadn't be on the bus, i would have shouted on the phone. i know you have problems. but you are still stubborn. still don't want to listen to advice. still think of only the bad consequences. you may be their only hope now. so its your choice. but please, you know when you tell someone about your problem, it may become theirs too. so don't add on unneccesary stress to people okay. sometimes i get pissed off with the things you do. so, i'm going to be overseas. you can't text or call me, cos phone willl be off most of the time. if you do, then will waste money. you know who else can help you. cos i've made it clear already. i really want to enjoy this holiday without stress about you for once.

so today's YOG training was fun! well, not too bad. did the same things. but the heart changed. and we formed the word respect in the rectangle formation. getting darker and darker every day under the blazing hot sun. any way, thanks a lot to you all for everything. have a feeling of belonging again!!!!! <3 you all!!! :)

going off to the airport soon, then to enjoyment!!! yay!!! relaxation!!!! okay, so bye!