its like i can't breathe without you
and i'll be lying if i said that i can live without you

had a dream last night and have been thinking about past memories. the happy times that you've trusted me so much and we could talk and talk. i know i have neglected you and have made you feel alone, but i do wish that we could be good friends again. just like before. when it was fun! and we could laugh together, sit together on excursions, talk and not be like strangers. yes, this is my fault. my fault for going off like that whenever i want and not spending time with you. but i want you to know that you are stilll special to me, whether you feel differently now or not. i don't know if you still come here and read all the posts like you used to, which really meant so much. but if you are reading this, then please, can we patch up? i know this may be a little late, or too late, but please?

okay, so today was not too bad... day 3-London
was online till about 5, singapore time. it was 10pm here. 7 hours behind. slept whilst watching something on youtube. woke at 5  plus london time. turned here and there, then slept. woke up for real, had breakfast. toast, strawberry jam, ham! yay! saw platform 9 3/4! from harry potter!!  it was great!! went for a walk to Burkingham palace. walked round. and saw the changing of the guards. and did a video of them marching and playing some band music. took the train to some station, wanted to eat there then wait for the tour to start, but it was too early and not many shops were open. besides, there weren't any food shops. so went on to the tower of London again to eat fish and chips. going to grow fat, but really enjoy it! cos it was so nice!!! but we walked from one station to the next undergroud. cos it was a direct route and we could walk!!! so walked. but very tired. its a seriously long walk! after eating, took the underground train(we took that to get around the whole place. will get a car tmr! thankfully! not more tube!!!) to some station.

met a guide for the harry potter tour. we saw the place where the leaky cauldron was filmed, diagon alley, places where the knight bus was filmed, where the dementors flew pass buildings and distroyed a bridge. all from harry potter. we also learnt a bit about London's history and how some buildings were made. a lot of walking. but it was fun and educational! tired. went to some market place. got some chocolates! and two pens. will be buying the real souvenirs soon, i hope. got a lot of people to buy for! had a drink and cake there, to rest too! walked to marks and spencer there, or theirs is just the M&S sign.got the piggy sweet! so willl bring on training days for you all okay! better eat! went to find Arsenal stadium. long walk! it was okay.... walked back, got lost! asked for directions a lot of times. then finally reached the hotel. it was noisy outside. since there was a park nearby and some concert was going on. wanted to go! but not allowed. dangerous i guess. so went to the hotel room. and just slanking now. very sleepy! will sleep soon! and legs are soo pain!