yay! one more day! no wait, actually, this time tmr, will already be on the transit plane from bangkok to laos!!! LAOS!!!!!!!!!!! been asking around about how was it. i mean, people who just came back. thanks a lot for all the help and advice!!! <3 so hyper today. partly cos going off to laos tmr, and also partly cos watched harry potter this morning at great world!!!!! HARRY POTTER IS AWESOME!!!! i want to reread the book now! want to watch it again! no wait, will wait for the dvd to come out, then buy it.
on a side note, eating a lot of fast food. hehe. maybe can lose weight in laos?

what a day.
training. well, i don't want to elaborate. but i'll just say its not your fault. going to miss trainings! and the friendly? came home.... didn't get lunch cos was not hungry. thanks for cheering me up meiyi! :D leechin came over! :) supposed to run, but didn't. sat at home, watched tv, talked. and she just went home. thanks for the wonderful time! two of you have brightened up my day.  :)

training today... haiz.. how to improve on sprinting? i don't want to do 6 rounds again for not sprinting properly. hmm.... ocip meeting till 3. not too bad. cultural night seems fun! working with team building is great too. :) can't wait for ocip! thursday, THURSDAY!!!!!!! yay!!!! results for combination today... i can't forget that day,last year... was out that day. and i got your call. you told me my results. what's my combi, who's in our class. who is with us. yeah, i still miss you till today,  i can't forget how happy we were. thank you so much. then called another friend. we were so hyper together. i miss those times. so excited to be in the same class again. those were the times. i wonder if you remember? i wonder if you will still read this like you used to read every post? i miss you, miss you being there by my side.

end of the week... not done with homework! help!!!!!

so.....
thursday
had ocip meeting again. rooming with ayilisha! :) went to vivo to meet meiyi for lunch. thanks for sticky sweets!  :D walked round and round. came home.... had kfc for dinner!

friday
had training.... well, okay. but draining. more of the court work now. full court, played GA, C, GA. need lots more stamina. after playing C, well... not much left... then suicide runs and physical. died.... went home, bathed. met Amanda and went to the sogurt(is this how to spelll it?) had lunch there. was this set lunch with 200g of yogurt, pizza, ice lemon tea and brownie. yay! :) talked about lots of stuff. :D fun time! went home.... came out again for dinner.

sat
woke up late. went ------ had macs! cinnamon melts! <3 tuition, grandma's house.

i'm in no mood to post..... haiz.....

i miss it so badly!!!!!!

so... this week, half of it has gone and i've been in school for the whole week!!!

monday
had training. was stressed and a little late. first time playing as attacker for the defenders, attackers, shooters drill. new experience. went for lunch with abigail at clementi's subway! :) great time! :D went to vivo to get stuff before going home.

tuesday
had training again. rain... really heavy rain. did physical training. classroom block run.... sprints... endurance.... lunch with mum. western food! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) okay, going to get fat, cos next i went home to sleep!!!! hehe. went to grandma's house for dinner.

wednesday
supposedly free day. but! had to go back for ocip meeting. in school at 9 plus but it was delayed till 10.30 or 11. meeting time i mean. so waited and read lit text. somehow brought it. ms vino only came around 1. went to vivo after the whole thing to get stuff for the games. came home around 5 plus. so late! going out for dinner again so that's why its a short post.

bye bye!!

lalalala.... bored now.... its 1am! now i remember that i forgot to call someone.... sorry..... hmm... thinking about locking this blog. should i, should i not?

nothing much today. went to someone's house for deepavali. nice!!! :) came back and slept the afternoon away. went out for dinner. did tuition homework! can't get to sleep now. :( guess its the aftermath of too much math!!!! playing a game online that i've not played for years. trying not to be addicted to it! o levels next year... constant reminder!

i'm sorry.... it broke me to do it, but i had to. and yeah, you're still hurting me. i wish you would talk like normal, like last time.

last day of school for us. last day of lessons as sec3. next year is going to be tough, even tougher then now.... i know i'm going to miss this year.

weekend was the usual... nothing much happened. only one thing... you're so sweet!! thanks! :)

monday
lessons! started on new chapter for bio. excretion. tough!!!! lit was just an assignment. she was not here. history, we watched a movie. sch---- list. can't spell the name. recess.... went to the netball court. english we did one word topic... which i probably won't do in exam. amath. ms wong came in to teach. not too bad. went to koufu with sheryl and helen for lunch. came back to do ocip planning. team building games. so funnny!!! had fun!

tuesday
lessons. the killer math day. watched the show again for history instead of sbq. chinese was okay... chem, we had experiment! :) more bio after school ended. to finish the tough chapter. went for investiture briefing. left halfway for local cip with jamie. cab to toa payoh to get there in time. we took route c. took a bus and walked. want to do it again! its so fun!!!!! went door to door to deliver food for the elderly. most stayed alone. only one had a couple. so sad actually. if i had the chance, would do it again. finished in about an hour. went home.

wednesday
lessons. let's not elaborate. had chem experiment again! its fun! lit was like free time. talked to sushan. so much homework!!!! went home after school to bake for mum. came back to school early. thought it was 4pm, instead of 4.30. so in the canteen. talked to jiayi and ayilisha. abigail came. put our bags in the council room and went up to the hall. talked to abigail and ayilisha. :) finally got seated and did a rehersal. had a break. was in the canteen waiting. lined up again. went up to the hall. talk by mrs wong. then the real investiture. parents came up to pin badge. lin lao shi helped us to take a pic! went back. olivia's speech was great! finally........ after going for ocip, would have finished the 3 leadership modules. :) had macs for dinner with parents. great day today. except.... too much homework. did homework, napped for 5 min, the homework again! could not keep awake.

thursday
more bio! its bio every day. was so tired. late night and long day yesturday. well, doing homework was worth it! after school, went to find ms aida. going to miss the friendly. went to find ms vino. took a long time waiting for her! handed in stuff. did another group discussion for the ocip activities. saw the cultural night dances for both groups. fun!!! took quite a while, until about 4? had to find ms vino again. why is she so hard to find! found her in the library in the end. went home..... called twin. then slept. so tired. not feeling okay now...

on a random note.... here's my fb status. 'time just seems to fly, but the memories remain. sec3 life, its been a journey. ups and downs throughout the year. at least, it started and ended on a high note. thank you, to all who made this year wonderful! ♥'
i;m not posting the round up of this year here. decided not to.....

ycmc pics... from facebook.... (these are not mine, but thanks!)

Ayu and me!

Ayu and me!

group photo!

4 girls and the migrants( 4 girls in red are group mates!)

Ayu and me.... in the middle?

Ayu and Quan Yi

instructor with us! (sub group)

bbq team 2! haha!

group photo with migrants

group photo!

group pic... smile!!

last group pic

so today


training was okay. played WA. not too bad. got a lot of help from you. thank you. :) played C! first time playing C for a real game! was suprised, scared, lost. not too sure where to go, really. need to improve on everything. suicide sprints is really suicide. haha! talked to ms adeline for a while.. i had to know.... went with abigail to macs for lunch! :) made my day today!!!!!! going out later. oh yeah, i still need to do this year's review.... thinking long and hard for what to write. but one thing's for sure. 3a rocks!!!! :D

oh, and thank you, all the friends and teachers, for a wonderful year. if not for so many of you, this year would just be stressful and unbearable. thanks for hearing me rant and rant about all the things that has happened. <3

official last day of school!!!

wednesday
school was okay. 3 periods of emath. comp lab. learnt circle properties. fun! supposed to do a group assignment but didn't. although one group did one from the tune of 12 days of christmas. good job!! fun time at math. chem. finished the chapter of periodic table in two periods. went home. rested a while.... lalalala... training. was okay. need to work on a lot. played WA! happy! confused for a while and very scared to go offside. thought back to p5 days. :) idk why, got hyper when i came home.

today
well, it is the last day of school, officially. cos sec3s still have to go back to school. had morning run. mass in the hall. fast. saw a video of yog. mrs wong talked to us. prize presentation. joseph house is champion house!!! a lot of prizes today. went back to class. got the yog cds and cert. nothing much to be done till 11.30. went to macs for lunch! with Christabelle!!! :) great way to end. will be posting about the whole year tmr... or the weekend.

like you, i've got to chill, in order to stop giving myself false hope.

this week, tiring so far... guess its not enough rest. haiz... but it was worth it. can't stop thinking about the weekend. why!!!!! why has it affected me so much.....

monday
pe.. didn't feel like going. but played badminton with tina. been a long time since i played badminton. no lit lesson. history was two periods of talking. recess, then school ended. weird.... recess then sch ends. just might as well let us go home. went home, then came out again soon after. met abigail for lunch. :) well, not really lunch as we didn't eat. just walked around. came back and luckily the auntie was there to open the gate. team mates.... joke with us cos we came back with some guys skating? anyway, training was okay. it was so obvious, that i will give up hope. did a bit of shooting. it helped so much in the timing drill. only missed one shot. happy that got a chance to play shooter. did the defenders/shooters/attackers drill. was okay. at night, called twin! and -----. i just need to make sure that my mindset was the correct one. thankyou.

tuesday
morning run. was thinking of wearing blouse instead of pe shirt, but wore pe shirt any way. went for run at classroom block. school was okay. missed a period of amath. cos of a meeting. there is going to be another investiture again. history, so tired, was almost sleeping. until ms vino sudddenly called me to answer a question. haha! chinese was relaxing. recess, then ocip talk. met meiyi and went to island creamery. ate single scoop ice cream each, then shared a waffle before jenisa came. had macs. cinnamon melts. talked, laughed. watched POT. fuji's match. ahhhh... another way to escape from reality. :) yay! go POT!!! went home after that.

OMG!!!!!!!!!! i LOVE THIS WEEKEND!!!!!  IT WILL REMAIN IN MY MEMORY!!!!!

okay, it is tiring, but so fun!!!
so saturday
woke up early. went to sch. took this small bus to rp. signed in, went to this cold hall for some time. intro, videos, performance, two amazing talks! had a tea break. as promised, the food was awesome! split up into groups. went with tina, abergale and amanda. first was about helping out the ex convicts... more of cip stuff. then we changed to talk about migrants, not enough rights, their living conditions in singapore.... had a lunch break. returned for our real project. about migrants. all we knew was that we had a bbq for lunch and had to plan for the lunch and 3 activities. split into 4 groups. with ayu, jiayi, terre, afig, shawn. worked well together. planned for an activity. amazing race. which is 3 courses, build a sandcastle with cups and spoons, pass the ping pong ball with a spoon and build your own frisbee. had a short tea break. came back and presented. then we all went to present to the board. was okay! came back to redo some stuff before we all gathered at the hall again for the closing for the first day. it was fun! made new friends, interacted with others.

sunday
met tina at great world. went to east coast park. was there early, so were a few people. saw ayu. went with her to the seashore. collected seashells for the frisbee making. came back. saw a cat and some kittens! bought an apple pie each. gathered, walked to the bbq pit which is very far away! haha! enjoyed the walk and talk! set the things up. well, ayu and i basically collected a lot of sea shells. migrants arrived, intro. english and chinese! had a group of 4 chinese. talked in chinese. ice breaker first, then first activity was volleyball. then dodge ball. had a short pause while they played monkey. we skipped the sandcastle. just went to pass the stone(stone cos the ball in too light and it would fly away-the wind was windy, almost raining. but it was cooling). made frisbee. lunch time. ate, then bbqued. fun! walked round. then we had to leave..... sad goodbye and thanked them. went to rp in a bus. tea break. more good food! cakes and all. gathered in a circle. supposed to discuss what happened but in the end, played games. so funny!!! chris's game was hard but fun. can't remember the name. was thinking of wacko, but don't want to get up. so did another game... umm. folllow the actions of the person next to you... also forgot the name. last game is.... unforgettable. one person will say to the opposite gender ' honey if you love me, smile for me'. the person must reply ' honey, i love you, but i can't smile for you.' and if that person smiles whilst saying it, then he/she must do it next. if not, the person who asked the question must continue asking. so funny!!!! laughed like...... haha!!! want to play that again! after that, had the closing ceremony. got certs. dance by a girl and guitar+singing performance by a guy..... with a video of some pics taken throughout the two days. took pics, and went home!

such a great weekend! finally! so free, happy, no troubles to think about. just relax. felt like nothing could bother me... well, its back to reality tmr......

this week, has been okay.... got back all the results!

wednesday
got back all the other papers. i.e. math and science. okay, at least there subjects, did quite okay! :) quite happy with emath and amath marks! went for ocip briefing. presented, but didn't speak at all. filled up the booklet then left for training. had fun with someone! :)how dare you? any how say. just felt so drained after training. not that it was tiring, just tired of some stuff.

thursday
almost like a wasted day at school, but many things happened. so had duty, went to check sec1s attire. hall for poverty talk. went to class for a while, then recess. finished cca fest thing with her. was in the hall again to check cca points. yay!!! A1 already! :) some things need changing though. anyway, local cip is on 2 nov! and in the language group. went back to class for family time. nasuha and i went down to find ms emily koh.for a form for ocip. was not there, but talked to ms lee and mrs gomaz. nadia came. we walked back to the classroom block via canteen way. then saw ms donna koh. thought she could give us the form, so followed her all the way to the staffroom, then she went to 1a. haha! followed her up, talked, came down, walked back to class. a while later, we were dismissed. nasuha and i finally found ms emily koh across the hard court! went home and got ready for tuition.....

friday
didn't want to go to macs for breakfast at first. but went all the same. you text in the morning brought my spirits down. was wishing you would be there for support. anyway, walked back to school. you didn't have to follow. i don't need you. found ms koh and mr poon for the forms. met abigail, did shooting. started training, then went to the hall cos of haze. training was okay. went for lunch at clementi at subway! yay! very full after that. walked to the bus terminal and called shareen. she was there, by chance! went with her to vivo for  a while, walked round and had ice cream, before we left for home. going out again to orchard.

stop acting like that, cos others may believe you and be fooled by you, but i won't be any more. stop annoying me and acting all good like its my fault when its actually your fault. stop going back on your words. then again, i just can't be bothered by you any more. i will follow their lead.

就让我望了这一切....
给我一杯忘情水
换我一夜不流泪......
就算我会和醉,
就算我会心碎,
不会看见我流泪
i'm sorry, i did badly at SA2. i wish time will unwind, back to the start of sec3. that will be the best.....
you know, i'm sorry that i could not protect you from harm again and let you go that way. i'm sorry it hurt again. but i can't let you break again. cos i know that you won't survive the break yet again. this is the most that it will go. i promise you. get over this and you will be okay. please. trust me

lalalala, so many things happening now... well.... hmm...

stop acting like that, its not going to work! :P

anyway....
sunday
slacked day. went to eat at New York New York. got a free bowl of soup, cos the waiter brought the fish and chips we ordered to the wrong table and we had to wait a long time for it! yay!! okay, its mushroom soup! <3 went to see a house. called for project work.... haiz... ocip, so hard! and going to miss so many trainings!! :(

monday
felt so excited... training.... haha! so had checking of papers. English, bye bye! its so badly done! chinese, well, its the average standard... oh well, very disappointed in both papers. and apparently, history is going to be bad too. there's the only A gone... help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had some normal lessons. sheryl brought monopoly cards and we played during history as ms vino was marking papers. recess was with meiyi and xiulin! fun! amath, mrs fung looked kind of angry cos we didn't do well for math. die.... she explained the math paper 2 question 1, then went on to trigo. nasuha and i left the class for injection, she didn't even seem happy about it and didn't actually say yes. just wave the hand.... :( scared for math now. so left the class, went to canteen to wait and wait and wait for the bus.

injection was... fun, pain, numb. sat in the bus at the back. the waited a long time to go into this room where there was a brief explanation and all. had to help ms mok find the key to her car. went to the toilet, then this helpful female cleaner said she saw someone take it away. so led me to the reception then to the security place.... had no idea whether ms mok's car is toyota or not, so just took the key and said if its wrong, will return it! got a bit lost on the way back, cos the kind lady had left. hahaha! so went to the 'intro' room, got a talk, then we got called one by one. queued up outside another room and went in to take the jab. it was this shot sharp pain, idk why it was pain. anyway, it was pain, then numb, and found that couldn't really stretch my left arm. left with jacob, nurin and ms mok. went to look for her car! haha!! okay, only the few of us will know. had mr prata! thanks!

so then went to school for training. put on contacts in the toilet. eyes turned red and was tearing. this sec4 girl, i think she's fiona, came into the toilet, saw me, then said are you okay? so nice! :) haha! red eyes for a while. you also said my eyes were red.... thanks. so training was okay. i did that for a reason. did some simple drills and passes with jacob and nurin. then split into 4 groups of 4. sorry, i shouldn't have done that then...... my fault... anyway, partnered abigail, sinwei and calista in the end. played street netball. won all 3 games! yay! partner for life! :) we work well as a team!! <3 did some endurance work, then training ended. many more things happened at training... too tired to put down. walked back with abigail.

today was so fun!!! :) thanks to you all!

today was fun!!!!!!!
so karaoke was great. sang.. well, was planning to sing with my heart's out, but nah, didn't get to that. still, relaxed! then had math tuition. it was okay. grandma's house, baked cake!! so niceeee!!! will try to bake again at home. its fun baking. texted several people on the way back. i'm sorry for mistaking you. you meant well..... cheer up okay! and had a long msn chat too! bored people! haha!
texted sha and alicia, msned sheryl

ahh.. exams are over!!! yay!!!! actually, idk whether to be happy or not this time..... we are free now, well, in that sense, only free from exams. so anyway, only time will tell. :(
hard exams... didn't feel prepared even though i've studied hard.... then ended up snapping.. haiz....
on a random note, 2am's 'i was wrong' is a  nice song!! omg!!!!!!!!!! <3 the song!


monday
amath paper was bad! i want an A! pass. please!!!!!! bio paper 2 was bad too.. nah, nvm... let's just say all the exams were bad!

tuesday
emath paper 1 and bio paper 1. emath paper 1, first question... had no idea how to do it! its compound/simple interest topic? ahhhhh...... bio paper 1, well.... since there was no paper on wednesday(for me) played upwords with mum at night. fun!!!!

wednesday
whole day at home. realised that there was a limit to studying. really. woke up early, got bored. called people. pestered mum at work! haha! on the phone. spent most of the morning and bits of the afternoon on the phone...... but did study...

thursday
chem paper 1 was HARD!!! skipped so many questions. can't even find mole! :( anyway, left school right after that to meet mum for --------. missed the ocip laos briefing. went back to school with mum for the parent's talk. what a day today! exams are over, but far from being relieved. somehow. results!!!! had jap food for dinner. long call!

friday
went to school again. 9 to 4 for cca/ house/ sports leaders. met at the canteen. went to choir room. sat with nasuha, jiayi and denise. so its just talk about servent leadership, all the leadership stuff. then grouped in ccas. did traits of someone famous. was so funny!!! hahaha! had a break and went to play with the netball for a while. had another talk..... lunch! went with tina and denise to koufu, then decided to buy waffle instead. went back to school to eat with them. played two games in the next segment. one was captain's on deck. i think we played that at EFL this year. the other was the egg-chick-bird-eagle-superman-immortal game. hard to put a name to it! haha! so fun!!!! in the end, just went to the side to sit down! haha! captain's on deck, had to do this forfeit. so funny!!!!!! hahahahaha! next part is what type of leader are we? then we were given assignments to discuss with the team. more homework! plus ocip ones... :(
met cousin at mrt, went back. went out again for dinner and had a great night! called lc again. :)

saturday
had jap food on thursday, friday and possibly today too!!! we are going karaoke! to unwind! i want to sing my heart's out!!!!!! EOYs are over, want to relax and forget sooooo badly. anyway, we are going soon. so bye!

10.10.10

trying to mug for bio and amath, but suddenly no interest... hmmmmm

any way, today's 10.10.10!!!! amazing. and it probably won't happen again right? hmmm.... wow!

this week, beginning of exams. promise a short post!

so monday
had captain's ball for pe. mr ng was again a bit weird during bio.... haha!!!!! we might get to go for a learning trip in november!!!!

oh, and mrs fung didn't come for math on tuesday/wednesday. wonder what happened. just did math sums.....

wednesday
mugged for chemistry. lit took a backseat. spent very little time on lit.

thursday
chem exam. SO HARD!!!!!!!! :( hope paper 1 will be easier. had break, went to the canteen and talked to charmaine(not myself, a friend). went to choir room for lit. there was this wasp nest on a chair. charmaine dragged the chair and it fell out! lit was not too bad. passage based, how to write? and essay is only two incidents. so many more to write about, but could only write two, so essay was short! but i think sleeping late and waking up early to study more is a good method. hope the results are seen though.... haha!

friday
woke up so early, well, early for a friday. emath paper 2 was okay. except the first question. history was okay. but the source based, killer, like ms vino said. comparision is one difference and one similarity is it???? essay, happy that chapter 5 came out! came home and slept, a long time. lack of sleep for the past two days. had dinner with family. oh and what you said, has finally put my mind at ease after so long.

today
need to really get into my study mood. help!!!! and haven't done nyaa!!!!! okay, so had tuition and had dinner with grandma. so fun today!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.... wish it would never end and wish it would happen again!!!!

weekend.. well, just spent studying ss. really... its no joke.. ss, why are you so hard!!

monday
had PE. played volleyball with tina. it was pain but fun! history, thankfully she didn't do anything about content, would have mixed up. stayed in class for recess. school was okay. lessons were slack, thankfully, if not, would not be able to absorb. after school, went with tina to photocopy ss notes. was late for bio. mr ng didn't scold.. :) had experiment. went home. mugged for ss. felt that home was so... quiet! anyway, studied chapters 3,4,5. did chapter 2, but gave up on it halfway. and the skills.... well, just hope for the best. thanks for all the well wishes!!!! :) it goes a long way, really!

tuesday
exam! ss!!! well, 1.5 hours, not that easy to finish on time. thankfully chapters 3,5,6, came out for essay. expected. healthcare, bonding singapore and chapter 6, i've no idea what is it about. haha!reliability and usefulness, thanks for all the help, but i'm aiming for a pass, idk whether its correct! had a bit of history, ms vino.... funny!!!! then mt. ss won't leave me after i tried so hard to get it in!! hahaha! chem, we were told that SPA is next year!!! yay!! didn't do much for english revision....

wednesday
english exam. compo was okay. speech was about.... YOG!!! i miss YOG. its cos of YOG that i had a chance to interact and make new friends yeah? :) went down for recess, then came up. studied lit outside. you came and gave me pineapple tarts! thanks!! :) love it! cheered me up too! compre was not too bad. had so much time. why is english so long? give more time to chinese paper 2 or ss! did summary veryyyyy slowly. ahh.... happy day....

thursday
last day of gate duty with christina. she's the one who brought me in!! thanks. so chinese. memorised stuff for it. bao zhang bao dao must do well!!! compo and letter was okay. going to count of paper 1 to do well for chinese. stayed in class to study. thanks for the bread. :) <3 got bored of studying chinese. paper 2 was a failure. met mr francis for meeting with student leaders. went home and relaxed..... texted shareen and N. :) oh and whatever is your decision, i'll follow you.

friday
didn't got for patrons day. had something on. woke up just after getting a call from sheryl.  sorry, didn't answer. well, called kar around 8 plus. went to do that something....... came back. had lunch. slept again! cos slept late last night. studied a bit, now online..... lalalalala.. major exams next week. need to study again. so bye!!

monday
partnered tina for pe. volleyball. hand hurts and got a nice bruise cos of pe. but it was fun. ball flying all over. haha! had lunch with tina and alicia. had sushi and bread for tea....


tuesday
nothing much to say for school..... went back, got ready. went to vivo.


haha, was at the second level, walking around, wondering which escalator goes up to the train to sentosa. actually missed it! waited at the area for nasuha and ayilisha. met them, took the train. there was no uss stop. so just planned to get off at the first stop, which was right, thankfully. so got off, went to meet cleerena, rezwana, helen, chanel and yingqi. took a few pics and videos. then queued up to go in. we were there around 5 plus and could only go in at 6.30. so talked, took pics, studied, or tried to study lit. got stopped by rezwana! haha! finally went in.


was aiming for the mummy. and ran, followed some people and the urshers. got to the special effects instead. queued up on the first row. went in. it was great! not as good as paris one, but fun too! and we got wet! :( cos we were in the front row. next time, will go higher up. special effects, was a hurricane, with this water thing in front and a tv and some boats. a rescue boat crashed, fire, got wet only cos a boat fell. windows flew open. and finally a boat was coming towards us. it was fun! could not run much to the mummy ride. pain... again, at the wrong timing.


mummy was fun! had to get lockers and so we split, like some queue some get lockers. it was chaotic. went in. the waiting area was a bit creepy. and people were screaming inside, which off course makes it worse. there was this part where the right side had an empty space and supposed to turn left. for some reason, turned right and saw a helper standing there. got a shock. and she just stood there unmoving. wondered if was a real person. the ride itself was fun. sat next to nasuha and yingqi. best part, nasuha wanted to change place to sit at the side... didn't know how scary it was there at first. it was a thrill. scream, scream, scream, with eyes closed all the way. haha! came out with throat pain, but it was a good ride. must take with friends though. more fun. bought a drink and we walked on. took some kiddy ride that goes up and down. with ayilisha. had to press this button and hold to go up and stay up. and you were right, it was cooling.


wanted to take another ride, but long queue, so went for shrek 4d. made it just in time. sat with nasuha. it was great! hahaha! sneeze=water. second sneeze=more water! haha! and when the spiders thing came down, just happened to stretch my legs, like straightening it up so missed the things hitting the legs. haha! 3d specs too! came out and saw mr francis, mrs francis, their daughter and ms quek sitting down. just slowing walked passed... think they saw though. wanted to get dinner after that, but went to take the merry go round first. was on the... zebra i think. ate pizza! 7 of us shared one with 3 drinks and 6 chicken wings. didn't exceed $50. great!


walked round. had ice cream. ben and jerry's. more worth it. although it is 4 plus, it is the same price as outside, unlike the other ice creams. met a few others. talked. :) ayilisha left. then nasuha, rezwana, chanel, yingqi and i went for the canopy. sat with nasuha. faced forwards instead of back. rezwana sat behind us. didn't scream... it was fun! and cold! and dark! yingqi and chanel left. went for the water ride next. queued up with nasuha and rezwana went to put our bags in the lockers. thanks! <3 queued behind another group. talked! nasuha, cleerena, helen and i wore raincoats. 5 of us plus 3 sec1s. the ride, was just several dinos. started the ride with a small slope down, no screams, good! not much water. or so we thought. a bit scary here and there. and we were just saying that if we don't get wet, then will go again. and we hit this thing. started to go upwards. was facing back. and then we went down. scream........ water..... wet....... got wet with raincoat on!!! and the 3 sec1s who had no raincoats didn't get wet! omg... so unfair!


so anyway, didn't go again as it was late. met sarah loke. walked back to the entrance with nasuha, mr francis gave us free ice cream! thank you! met parents, fetched nasuha back, went home, slept. it was a great day!!! thank you all or making it more fun!


wednesday
ss. had to rush through a lot... omg.. bad teacher i guess.. :( can't even understand, have to self study? was tired for the whole day, maybe cos of uss? had chem practical. so fun! counted in spa. going to have crystals again! oh and zhong qiu jie today. had a mooncake, could not see the moon though...:(


thursday
got report book back. ve was boring. could have used it to teach ss instead of talking on and on about sa2 and its importance.


friday
believe me, if not for you, i would not have gone. wish we would be how i wished we would be like.... and who wanted to pass me the ball? hmm..... getting it was.... not intentional. anyway, today was okay. assembly was about hari raya. then patrons day stuff. lessons were not too bad. english is still boring. bio, can't understand the part ms wong taught... :( and mr ng was.... weird today, in class. haha! only 3a will understand. hehe. chinese was a rush. after school, nothing much happened. waited for 30min for 100!! tonight's moon is so big and nice......

for your sake, i'll never look back again......

saturday
had a good day. :) normal stuff. had dinner at lao beijing at tiong.... great dinner! :) mama going back home and coming again on wed, can't wait! oh.. and finally lc called! haha! thanks! won't be talking for another 4 weeks. sad.... :(  will miss talking to you weekly. cheer me up every time, no matter what happens. next time we talk, will want to hear good news okay! especially good results. good luck for exams.

sunday
one more week and you've gone..... :( so fast. anyway, nothing much today. emath tuition is boring. amath, okay.... swimming today with dad. only form of strenous activity for now. talked about lots of stuff too! came up, watched the charity show on channel 8. hmmm... somehow thought of 'yue liang dai biao wo de xin', the song. heard it so long ago, and knew the words without knowing the meaning. guess after 4 weeks, finally understood. and 世上只有媽媽好. so i want to thank you, mum, for being with me and keeping me company. i guess in the end, only my family can know me best. they never hurt me, if they do, it is cos they love me.

ahhh.. first week of school is over. well, must study and study and study hard!!! anyway, two things about today. i wish you could talk to me again like we did, instead of just walking past..... and two people made my day today!! :)

thursday
well, nothing much happened.... went to grandma's house after school. took the bus with karthika. and by coincidence, i was hearing reply on ipod and she was humming it. haha! was wondering if my music was that loud, but it was just that we both had the same song in mind. :) walked from bus stop to grandma's. got a cockroach on the floor. mum and grandma was there. there was the cockroach that was found in a room. wonder if it followed me...... went under a cupboard, and we sprayed something. and another small insect came out!! haha! so cute! any way, nothing much. mama came home with us! yay! :)

friday
woke up later. went to school. talked to meiyi. well, school was okay, not too bad. got back english. finally. 1 more mark to b3!!! :( so anyway, rushed home. went out again with mum soon after for something. came back around 7 plus. yi ma came. had dinner then went to taka. walk around. tried mooncakes. came home. now online. i'm lost, idk what to do again.....

term 4 started..... stressed...... and that didn't help at all!

got back a few results already. history rocks! chinese is okay. chem, well, not too bad. i love my amath!!! emath is horrible.... waiting for the rest...
and we get to go to USS! thing is, it is on tuesday..... and its late. but propably going, mum supports it. :)

monday
first day of school.... pe was fine. thankfully. volleyball. partnered tina and jolin. was fun! hehe! lit, helped to record marks. was great. nothing much in school. went back home......

tuesday
chemistry, finished acids and bases. another hard chapter.... :( and emath, arc length, also hard! omg..... we are rushing for history? at last? cold war!!!

wednesday
uss!!!! thanks to yog. mr francis was funny announcing it! chem experiment. individual work. fun time, but hard too. answering the questions at the back. lit was funny! ms lee ended early,gave us free time. talked to karthika, then ms lee heard the word following her or something like that. so she talked and talked. haha! went home. had baked beans! <3 yay! mum can read my mind. after being home for several weeks. :) went to the doc's. and check up for ocip!!!! got the form! yay! saw ms lin... chinese teacher. so guess she lives around my area... bought book cover and file too. came home and slept for a long time.....