so today


training was okay. played WA. not too bad. got a lot of help from you. thank you. :) played C! first time playing C for a real game! was suprised, scared, lost. not too sure where to go, really. need to improve on everything. suicide sprints is really suicide. haha! talked to ms adeline for a while.. i had to know.... went with abigail to macs for lunch! :) made my day today!!!!!! going out later. oh yeah, i still need to do this year's review.... thinking long and hard for what to write. but one thing's for sure. 3a rocks!!!! :D

oh, and thank you, all the friends and teachers, for a wonderful year. if not for so many of you, this year would just be stressful and unbearable. thanks for hearing me rant and rant about all the things that has happened. <3

i hate to be manipulated and used, like some tool. what you get is reflective of how you treat me. don't try to be the nice person and make everything seem like its my fault when its yours. think of your own actions. i trusted you, and you backstabbed again and again. guess i've to learn. you didn't blame me alittle bit, you blamed a lot, for everything. i've been nice enough already. yeah, hatred is the right word. don't make things difficult.

i hate to think how much people can impact me. need to scream! need to rant! need to get it out.