like you, i've got to chill, in order to stop giving myself false hope.

this week, tiring so far... guess its not enough rest. haiz... but it was worth it. can't stop thinking about the weekend. why!!!!! why has it affected me so much.....

monday
pe.. didn't feel like going. but played badminton with tina. been a long time since i played badminton. no lit lesson. history was two periods of talking. recess, then school ended. weird.... recess then sch ends. just might as well let us go home. went home, then came out again soon after. met abigail for lunch. :) well, not really lunch as we didn't eat. just walked around. came back and luckily the auntie was there to open the gate. team mates.... joke with us cos we came back with some guys skating? anyway, training was okay. it was so obvious, that i will give up hope. did a bit of shooting. it helped so much in the timing drill. only missed one shot. happy that got a chance to play shooter. did the defenders/shooters/attackers drill. was okay. at night, called twin! and -----. i just need to make sure that my mindset was the correct one. thankyou.

tuesday
morning run. was thinking of wearing blouse instead of pe shirt, but wore pe shirt any way. went for run at classroom block. school was okay. missed a period of amath. cos of a meeting. there is going to be another investiture again. history, so tired, was almost sleeping. until ms vino sudddenly called me to answer a question. haha! chinese was relaxing. recess, then ocip talk. met meiyi and went to island creamery. ate single scoop ice cream each, then shared a waffle before jenisa came. had macs. cinnamon melts. talked, laughed. watched POT. fuji's match. ahhhh... another way to escape from reality. :) yay! go POT!!! went home after that.