what can i do when things have come to this stage? tell me what you want me to do now. i'm sorry, for not being there for you anymore, for not knowing you any more, for not being able to help any more, for not being close friends any more. you have meant a lot to me, idk if you know that, and you still mean a lot to me. cos you really are a good friend. missing your laughter, your smile, the way we used to talk, the way we used to share the same things are not keep any thing from each other. i miss those memories, and believe me, i keep thinking about them. i really thought we were really close friends. until now. when you locked your blog and not let me in, i knew.... and i'm sorry.
but thank you, to all friends, who have still continued to be my friend and been by my side when i've needed help, or need someone to talk to. like tonight, lc, thank you. your exams are so near and i know how much you want and need to study, but you still talked on the phone with me for about an hour. even at this hour. i'm really grateful for that. you've cheered me up. a lot! really thankful to know someone as nice as you. thank you.