this was the cake we bought. 3 candles for 3 of us!!!

haven't been posting for a while. well, need the rest, really. but its getting boring at home! its hols! and i want to go out! then again, my mc ends tmr, so can go out already. finally meeting twin!!!! yay! lot 1.... hope i don't get lost! hehe. never been there before. and i realised, we haven't talked a lot since april 9th, please, can we be close again?


monday
mum went to work a little late. woke up, had bread for breakfast. stayed in bed again! felt much better thanks to all the medicine. it is a lot! even managed to finish heymath emath assignments. mum left at about 11. then waited for grandma to come. she said she was coming! finally came! yay! had lunch with her. talked, talked, talked. well, she talked. i wanted to know about her history! and cos my voice is horrible, she didn't want me to talk much. then went to the bedroom, watched tv, slept. for like 3 hours? well, the medicine for cough is supposed to cause drowsiness, but it never really works on me. except that time. woke up, sat in the sitting room and watched tv with grandma! nice time bonding, really. miss her a lot! trying to spend more time with her now, even though i've got a very busy schedule. well, life is short. and no matter how much we want people to stay, they will have to leave one day. the time may come very soon, as grandma is getting old already! i don't want to regret not spending enough time with her, like my other grandma and granddad. they left before i could communicate with them properly. was so young. i wonder how they are doing sometimes. wonder where they are, wonder if they can remember us, wonder if they are watching over us. when my grandma left, i did dream about her. and i can clearly remember their faces. we used to go over to their house every sunday in the afternoon. 3 of us. that's my dad's side. my mum's side, every saturday night, as it is now. so grandma stayed till night time, then went out for a quick dinner. can't stay at home too long! get restless! hahaha!

tuesday
woke up, was supposed to go out with sha and siyao. but sick, so decided that they come to my house instead. nice friends! :) thank you! <3 twin called around 12.30. then sha smsed to say she was downstairs. so i told twin that i'll call her back in 20min. put down the phone, 'she' called. mrs mok. cos i called her in the morning. the talked to her for a while, then she said she was busy so we ended our conversation. saw my hp, 9 missed calls. ops. sorry sha. so went down to meet her, got our lunch. and we bought a cake. yes, a cake! small one. we passed the cake shop, then she was like' let's buy a cake to eat' so we did! to celebrate all our birthdays together. weird right! but fun! we went up, called twin! siyao called to say she was downstairs. so sha went down. sha knows my house well know. finally someone knows my house well! when we went into the lift, she just pressed 14th floor like usual! haha! no need to tell her how to come already! yay! so she went down to pick si yao and was on the phone with twin! siyao came up and i ended the call. so 3 of us talked, talked and talked. the tv was on, but we talked. didn't really watch. siyao talked about her camp, so funnny!!!! enjoyed the aircon, laughed. then played monopoly. ate the cake. sang a song.... random song. continued our game. the person who lost or became brankrupt first was supposed to do a forfeit. i lost in the end! haha! was supposed to dance sorry sorry and nobody. but we all forgot about it. cos we talked. about some random stuff, then decided to play cluedo. haha! we were choosing the people we wanted. then siyao said 'i want to go to the ballroom!' then we knew she had the card, so that was her plan, go to the room, then ask about the person and weapon first. she said so! so comical! played and played. till about 6.30. they left! the house felt so quiet! so sad!
bathed and got ready. met yima and yizhang at 7.30. went for a concert by kuo chuan presbyterian secondary school. their biannual event. it was good! but our band can beat theirs! hehe! their guzheng was good and dancing too! it was all their performing arts. brought a lot of water to stop the coughing. yima sat on my left, there was on one on my right, thankfully! the place we went was where last year's SYF dance night was held. and the councillors helped to ursher and all. so i knew where our seats were! went home, was so tired. and head felt pain. mum insisted that i cannot go for YOG today, had to stay at home. doctor gave me MC until today(wednesday). why??? wanted to go!

wednesday
so today woke up early. ate..... lazed around a bit. went online. replied a long email from a friend in USA. :) did amath online. heymath. then a bit of housework. the weekly maid came. did more amath, today is amath day! slept for another 3 hours. woke up, mum, yima and granddad came for dinner. ate... was supposed to go for a movie tonight, but didn't go. any way, no energy already. need to rest for tmr. meeting twin! make sure that i'm okay tmr. today had a slight fever! irritating! but can't wait for tmr!