hmmmm, i feel sorry for this person but feel angry at this person as well. what should i do? OMG, i am lost, i feeel soooo lost. i feeel so weird. seriously, i can't meet this person whether i want to or not. i feel angry cos this person is the cost of all my problems. but i feel sorry for her cos, it seems like she had no choice. nor do i. oh know, i didn't think that i will feel sorry for her. no, not even after 2 months of the incident. the thing that happpened is a memory. but the rumours are still alive right now. hey, tell me what to do can? you-know-who, you are the cos of my problems. and you know it. whether its your fault or not. and not being able to meet you to tell you or confront you, how to solve this? call you? you got to be kidding me right?

okay, i think i have had enough of all this. everything will end soon. if things turn out the way i want it to, i will not have to endure this any longer. i hope the time comes soon. the time when you-know-who will realise what she has done to me.

i don't want to talk about it any more. bye!