oh yeah, and dance started this week! :) went for practice. quite slack cos no instructor. but its good in a way cos i need some time to get used to the stretching and all again. almost able to do a split! one day i will do it! :) training for performance! can't wait! at least this time there's no headgear. i will not make mistakes again! its in front of the whole school.... :(

pe was fun! played captain's ball! my stamina dropped, but still can play. and i was stupid, didn't catch the ball, and it hit my hand. pain! but normal. not as bad as the last injury on my hand, when the whole finger really got bruised. but couldn't write. or tie hair cos injured my right hand. lol!!!! friday was better. could hold the fan for dance. :) on the way to recovery! :) yay!

did i miss out anything? hmmm....

so lets see, what happened this week?

got back lots of results. i'm not happy with any of them actually. they're all so far away from my aim, even math. redid the math paper when i got home and i realized i got so many careless mistakes! could have gotten at least another 10 to 20 marks. and that will be a higher A. just scraped through this one. so disappointed in math. econs, i expected what i got for essay. one did really well, one did really badly. market structure is my weak point... but case study was bad. haiz... i think the most disappointing was sea history. haven't told my parents about it yet. can't believe that i studied, knew the content and i still failed the paper. teacher said my usage of content was not right, like too vague. gp and lit, need i say more? maybe the only thing i'm happy about is chinese cos i passed?

had a great day today!!! just slacked... played badminton with cousin, aunt and their friend. then walked to grandma's from the badminton place. had mashed potato from seven eleven. :) went out for dinner with parents and cousin. skinny pizza at great world!!!! B&J too! played basketball at the arcade. today was a fun day! tired now....

so this week!
well, exams ended!!! :) yay!!! not too good, but hope for the best!

tuesday
exams ended. went to vivo to meet yoges. haven't seen her for so long!!!

wed
met jodie and jiaxin at vivo for lunch. then bought baking stuff and started to bake at home!!!! so fun!!! took many pics too. hehe. :) played with nail polish. they are really good at applying nail polish. i can't! :( and watched youtube videos. jodie left first so jiaxin and i talked for a while. bonding time today with 2 good friends!!!!! :D YAY!!!

thurs
went out with nas. walked round queensway shopping center then went to anchor point. played at the timezone, walked round, bought things, had lunch! then went to jp to buy stuff!!! so fun today! took 198 to jp to try out how long the trip will be. :) went home so tired....

fri
short day! not many people in class came. maybe about 10? had post promo activities. so did hip hop with jiaxin! fun!!! but legs hurt. had cyberwellness talk on gaming and sex ed talk on STD. then end school!!! went to the library to study with yx. headed to vivo later to meet linh and jiaxin who were going to start work at wdc. :)

sat
lazed at home. went to the dentist :( had family dinner outside today! :)

profile pic and cover photo on fb are of my close friends. two different groups of friends, but close friends all the same. feel so blessed to have them around with me, supporting me, accepting me. :) one day should let you all meet. :D

two more days of exams, 4 more papers. just taking a break from studies now. I'm not done with history, will never be done. so won't bother. i'm just going to fling it and throw it away. just for this exam...

so this week was tough!

become emo in sch... is it the stress? idk. just wasn't my normal self. oh well. no pe! :) was kind of sick still... but recovering! sch ended early this week. actually wanted to go home early but ended up staying back till quite late. like 6 on mon, 8 on tues. just to study with you. hehe. then wed was fun! studied in a classroom. thur was canteen cos it was after pe and i sweat a lot! oh yeah, played some ball game for pe, quick fun!!! :) hehe. fri was mostly in library and we had a long talk after studies. dad fetched me home this week. save the traveling time! :) its good!

was a bit too emo on monday... hmm... will not do that in sch any more! it was like, a week before promos. i'm sorry!!!

fire drill on friday! and it was during our break!!! we were eating!!! oh gosh... stilll, it wasn't that long. :)

nice week!! lots of studies but lots of fun too!!

mon
at home and studied

tues
met amanda at 313 somerset for lunch! talked a lot about our lives. miss her!!! then decorated a cake at icing room. its fun! blackforest cake. tastes good too!!!!

wed
stayed at home the whole day. bad choice... studied a lot, but very bored. so called jodie in the morning. went online in the afternoon! :)

thurs
went out with grandma and cousin for Jap buffet lunch!!! Nice!!!! :) and its quite cheap, like $23.30 per person. kiseki at orchard central! went for tuition... then bought moon cake! love it! and aunt bought jellyhearts cake too! love it too!!! lots to eat at home now!!! :D

fri
went out with a whole group of people!!!!! :) to ice skate. well, justin planned it. last time seeing him already. so basically, jiaxin, jodie, shermaine, qianren, douglas, matthew, xueyi and other drama people plus justin ice skated at Jcube! so fun!!! didn't fall at all today. next time must work on skating faster! had lunch at the food court where we talked about weird, random stuff. going to miss justin! but its okay. the time we spent together will be well remembered. who knows, we might meet again? it was great, having justin in 12a03 for 2 terms! you will definitely be missed!!!!
went out with parents for dinner. and got a new phone!!!! samsung galaxy s3!!! :) :) :) :)

 "Relationships are harder now a days because
conversations become texting,
arguments become phone calls,
feelings become subliminal messages online.
Sex becomes easy, the word love gets used out of context, insecurities have become ur way of thinking.

Getting jealous becomes a habit,
trust has been lost, cheating becomes an accident,
leaving becomes the only option and being hurt became natural"

something my friend told me....

so last week of term 3!!!!! :) survived 3 terms in JJC. amazing! a year ago, i wouldn't have imagined being in jj. the thought had never crossed my mind.

so friday, teacher's day! :) reached sch at 6am just to get ready with costumes and makeup. dance kept changing costumes! :( bought new shoes and shorts for the performance, in the end, we didn't use shorts. then had to buy a new shirt for it too. still, it looks good. performance was messy, but i think it looks alright. and quite enjoyed it. so that's all for dance till after promos.
didn't go back to stc or kellock this year. went to Jcube with Jodie for a while. then met ayilisha and went to vivo! walked round and round till xiulin came. had lunch. then they came over! played the piano, talked, took pictures, played badminton! then xl left, nas came. went to vivo again for dinner. haven't seen xl and ayilisha for so long! miss them! but had a great time! :)
went to ikea to meet cousin and aunt. stayed over at grandma's! helped cousin and aunt to shift stuff in their room. extreme makeover! was tired out and had a peaceful sleep! :)
sat
woke up early. took a walk. well, about 40min? went to have breakfast at ikea! and played at the nearby time zone. basketball shooting! so fun!!!! bought furniture at ikea. then went for prayers with family. came home and slept cos was still so tired! went to yima's house and had a wonderful dinner!!! :)

can you believe its been 2 years??? since the YOG... so long... all those fond memories and happy times! well, here's a summary of it after 2 years. (courtesy of sushan)

"THERESIANS ON THE WORLD STAGE" Closing ceremony of the Youth Olympic Games. We train like mad for months and months under the hot/rainy weather in Singapore. We train everywhere from our school hall to the school court to the school field then at Mandai Military Camp and lastly the Marina Bay floating platform. 

There is one particular day when we train at the school fie

ld and then it started pouring and all 800 of us was soaking wet! Like literally! & class haven't even started! But thats when we see teamwork and friends helping each other to dry themselves. Friends provided tissue for one another. Some of us even took off our socks and shoes and walk barefooted around for the whole day. It was fun, something we will all never forget.

Still remember we have to remember our numbers for all the different formations (Heart,Dove,Star,Blazing The Trail).. And the numbers is not easy to find and remember at all. But we made it:D YEAH! The army boys will play music for us huh... And then we will party at our spots because we have to sit there for ages while the other formation is still being figured out.

The timing "1..2...3... Hey... Oh~~~" remember that! Crazy fun! :D HAHAH!

The parent support group constantly give us amazing food like cookies,milo ... Sometimes even better than the food they provide. HAHA:) the teachers will always motivate us to do well because they always say " you are representing not only your school but your country as well for the rest of the world to see..."

We still keep the pass that allow us to enter the marina bay platform no? All these are simply just memories that all Theresians will treasure and other performers as well. :) #stcpride #proud

I miss my classmates! :) 4A ♥ the BOMBX huh. ♥ classmates are brilliantly awesome lil atoms* miss them! I miss my Yearmates too! :) class of 2011 :) ♥ 

holiday in KL!!! over the national day holiday. first time not watching ndp. but oh well...

wed
had half day in sch. just celebrations. and a very very hot sun! :( watched some performance and some videos. then dismissed! class is doing a cupcake sale for cip. and mr wangyal bought each of us a cupcake! :)
went out with Jodie and Jiaxin for starbucks cos we each got $10 card for starbucks. apparently its given to all who helped out for college day. :) yay! had a cookie and free drink! talked, took pics. then walked round jp. fun time!!!! :)

went home, got ready then left for the airport! off we go to KL! :) with whole family! flight was only about an hour and slept most of the journey but it took us about 3 to 4 hours from changi airport to our hotel. :( had a very late dinner. almost like supper. then sleep!!!!

thurs
woke up at 6. plan was to have breakfast at 6.30, then sit there and slowly eat till 10. buffet breakfast after all. cousin, grandma and i shared a room so we all got down at 6.30. quite, dark, nice! the rest came down much later! we had a 3 hour breakfast. hehe. went up, slept. lunch, then went to shop. well, only bought sweets. went out again at night to have dinner at some road side place. a fight happened at some stall. dinner was good though! bought some pandas! :D and the rest had durian :(

fri
woke up at 6 again. :) shorter breakfast this time. went to swim(nope, play with water!) went to klcc to walk round. first thing yi yi and i did was to buy ice cream! :) bought 2 books. and watched step up revolution. its so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had lunch. then walked round the place. went back to the hotel, slept!  went out again for dinner. :)

oh yeah, had this mini court trial thing for gp on wed. it was yong vui kong vs the singapore government. quite fun!

love this week!!! the only down side to this week is that i didn't study or revise much...

so last sat, watched the olympic games opening ceremony. quite good, showed how britain was like last time till now. :) didn't finish the whole ceremony cos had to rush off for dance :(

learnt the aces day dance for pe. well, there are 2 dances, the first one is so easy( dancing to party rock anthem). just anyhow dance and have fun. haha! but no running this week.

studied for a chinese chengyu test but still failed :( chinese is beyond hope! but compo can safe me! :)

had cip this week. always like ending off the cip session talking to one of the malay elderly, mdm kamsiah( i can't spell her name...) she's so inspiring!

and xiulin called me in sch!!! talked to her on the phone! then had conference call with ayilisha on thurs, thasneem on fri! so fun! miss them all!! hope we can all end early next wed so we can have lunch together.

this week is really a good week! :)

performance today. looked at the video, it was nice! but i dropped my headgear and went out of timing cos i lost focus. so sad! and i'm so sorry dancers! it could have been an even better performance had i been more carful with the headgear and not be distracted after losing it! must learn from mistakes! but overall, it was good. the whole experience was a good one. became closer to some dance mates and learnt new dance steps. had the chance to shine in the front row too! love it! :)

dance, dance and more dance this week!!!!

like, everyday except thurs was dance! had to perfect everything. big day tmr! performing!!! :) struggled through the week with an injured foot. well, the skin peeled off and had a deep hole on the sole of my feet. no blood but its sore and pain! still, it's recovering in time for the performance tmr which is good! :) really can't wait for tmr!!!!

had chinese cheng yu test... studied hard but still couldn't do many questions. sad... :( oh well

what else to say? badminton for pe! had a good time!!! :) :)

tired after today's dance but its worth it! had to audition for all 3 parts of the dance, only got in for 2. bit disappointed cos i wanted to do that part, but its okay. kept getting my timing wrong! and actually got into part 3 though i didn't think i was good enough. going to have to work much harder to improve for this performance and syf next year. lots of pressure for this dance!!! must must must must work hard!!!

so had dance on mon and fri. trev only came on mon and today. but see how much he can do it that short time!!! performance is next week, so not much time left to improve, but its still possible.

chinese listening compre on wed. quite hard. after going through with the teacher, realized i had 6/10. :( not good!!! haiz....

went for cip on thurs. its an eye opener! got to meet and talk to such strong people even though they are old. imagine having problem after problem coming your way in your family but still trust in god and believing that this is how he tests us. and believing that everything will be okay. this particular lady is so strong and inspirational. like to talk to her cos she really is someone who will be able to inspire. :) can't wait to see her again!

trev finally came to help us for dance on mon! :) seeing the performance finally taking shape. YAY! and trying my best to learn the steps and perfect them. also had dance on wed and fri. tiring, but fun! no gardening, no cip this week, so not that packed, but still tired. went to eat baskin robins with jodie on thurs. nice! :) and no pe on thurs too! have this ice cream craze now!!! :) :) :)

ct's over. didn't do well at all. prepared to fail for at least 3 subjects. well, i know i've failed one already. so anyway, post ct's been fine. had dance on wed and fri, cip on thurs, a level orals on tues. see, busy life! will be ending late every day from now on. have a performance coming up. then still have to do nyaa and all. oh well, busy, busy!

went to see the harry potter exhibition today! so cool!!! love it! :)

past two weeks has been hard! preparing for ct. not prepared enough. is there anything more that i need to say?

sun
lazy day... car broke down at night but still went to vivo for dinner at carl's jr. not really a father's day celebration but oh well.

mon
went to sch for chinese in the morning then had to give out surveys in the afternoon. went to jp with matthew and nurul, then holland village with matthew. met some friends there! and its easier to get surveys from holland village!

thursday
was so bored at home, tried to study, did a bit! but didn't finish. oh well....

fri
went for pw discussion at jurong library. for about 7 hours! so long!!!! then went to meet cousin and her mum at anchor point. walked round, had scones! :) played basketball at the arcade. 9 times!!! trying to beat the high score with my cousin. ironically, we couldn't beat the high score at machine 1 but our score beat the high score at machine 2! :( went to buy nail polish then had fun playing with it at grandma's house. stayed over for the night. slept late cos we were playing, talking and moving furniture around to revamp the room. yes, moving furniture at 12 midnight and in the early hours of the morning is no easy thing! slept with grandma in the end. :) had ice creme twice today!

sat
woke up early, whole family went to mac for breakfast then to johor premier outlet. at first, all the shops that we saw were branded and expansive goods. then found a ice cream place so ate ice cream. baskin robins! :) then shopped at cotton on, took a long time and got 2 t shirts in the end. so tired!!!!

so this week's been a good week!
monday
xiu lin came over. we talked. and she tried to sew up my poor stuff toy that keeps tearing. hope it will be okay soon. left for tiong bahru together but forgot my medicine( yes i'm sick!) so had to go back. then parents drove her home and we went to grandma's for dinner. stayed overnight at grandma's. slept with cousin and her aunt. had a long talk about counseling and psychology. may want to take that up in the future. still, really need to be emotionally strong for that, but i'm not.

tues
packed day! went to meet shareen at vivo to watch snow white and the huntsman. ate hotdog bread in the cinema so was very full and skipped lunch. ate ben and jerry's ice cream instead! :) haven't seen her for a long time! must meet every hols.
then met jiaxin at home. was supposed to study but we didn't! instead, we played cluedo, played around the house. talked about random stuff. time flies when you're having fun. cos we had to leave for vivo.
met qian ren, shermaine, jodie and douglas at vivo. then went to a hotel in sentosa to get ready for justin's farewell and wait for justin and the drama people to come. nothing much to do so we just took pics, lazed around, watched tv. quite a nice room. :) justin finally came after almost 2 hours? then started partying with pizza and drinks. :D got back late. and lost my voice! but it was so fun! not sure if i'll have a chance to see him again, but at least we said a good goodbye!

wed
went to uss with cousin and parents! not that crowded so we took almost all the rides till we were so tired. only spent like 7 hours there but it was really draining! went to eat sushi at night! :)

so from after coming back from the trip, been busy everyday!

wed and fri was meeting someone! :) and meiyi and jiayi came over for a while on fri! just played a few games...

thurs
had cip! good day! went to interact with the elderly,talk about their past, hear their problems and play games with them! :)

weekend
more family time and painted my nails. :) yay! its blue!!!! :D :D :D

day 7 - june 3 - sun - london
woke up on time today but kept wanting to just turn over and sleep. can't turn over much cos sharing a double bed with york sun. been having a double bed since the 3rd day. everyone has it! tired too cos of the late night, slept around 2. breakfast was at the lobby. best breakfast we've ever had! buffet of sausages, scrambled eggs, baked beans, bacon, bread and drinks! went for a victorian trial of london. was raining again but couldn't be bothered with holding an umbrella unless it got too heavy. used my jacket hood instead! we walked on the london bridge just hours before the queen came round for her diamond jubilee. didn't get to see her, sadly! but still, it made the streets quieter so we could have peace whilst walking. saw a catholic church, a former graveyard and other places. we actually traveled round the quieter places of london. victorian walk! oh, we got round london on the tube! and my ticket couldn't work so whenever we entered of left a place, had to go to ask for help. and once, we took this huge flight of steps! like 178 steps i think... then went to the same place i went to 2 years ago for lunch. didn't shop much, just ate! had waffle with cookies and cream ice cream and jacket potato with sour cream. it cost me about 10 pounds! watched the lion king! one word, AWESOME!!! much better then the singapore one! loved the whole show, the songs, the animals, everything!!!
had some shopping time in the evening and bought personal stuff! 3 skirts for like S$40. and a necklace. also got some last minute souvenirs. bought Macs for dinner. we had 2 hours of shopping but most shops were already closed since we shopped from 6 to 8 and most shops close at 6.
went to the guys room at night to have dinner and talk! last night already!! :( epic cos we were in the guys room and the guys slept before us so we left their room and came to mine. but we were all tired so they left early. and after i bathed, came out of the toilet, york sun said she was still awake. after i dried my hair, she was already asleep! hahaha!!!


day 8 - june 4 - mon - london to singapore
last day in UK, last day in london!!!! :( so we went to visit the globe theatre. it was not raining but it was so windy!!!! so cold! globe theatre was nice! went on to visit the tate modern museum( i think that's the name of it) which is an art museum next to the globe theatre. quite a big museum and we didn't have time to finish looking at everything! :( still, it was nice!
went to the airport and took off!!!!! again another long flight! stopped over at dubai and columbo. dubai was about 5 hours stopover so could shop and had a free Macs meal plus ice cream. :D 3rd ice cream on the trip!


day 9 - june 5 - tues - singapore
home sweet home!!!!

day 5 - june 1 - friday - Dorchester
its finally June!!!! couldn't wake up in the morning cos of the late night last night. so sleepy... also slept on the bus and during the talk on Thomas Hardy's books and poems. was so tired! breakfast was different! finally! had bacon and egg burger. will never get tired of western food! going to continue eating it even when i get back. but the trip has passed quite fast, its already day 5. :( going back soon! so the Thomas Hardy talk was informative but very very boring! only fun part was the dancing where we learn the country dance. partnered matthew. its like a kind of couple dance but very simple! another dance was in a circle where everyone danced together.
had to buy our own lunch with 4 pounds. got chicken, bacon and sweet corn pasta. and also got chocolate moose for desert! couldn't finish everything, so gave the rest to the guys to eat. had a tour of Dorchester in the afternoon. quite informative. lots of victorian things to see and learn. we saw victorian buildings, a carpark, a lake, a jail and a meadow! then it was shopping time!!!! had 7 pounds to spend for 2 days of breakfast so yorksun and i bought some cake. got choc cake! :) suddenly had a chocolate craving. dinner was chicken burger. good! sat with our class and we talked about many things. somehow, i learnt that no matter how bad life is, there is always someone worse off then you are. so be happy with what you have.
at night, went over to the girls room and talked about boys. :P LOL! then everyone went to the boys room where we watched just for laughs. seriously laughed our heads off. wish we could do this more often. today was a good day! found out much more about my classmates.
lights out was at 10.30 but york sun and i stayed up late. suddenly, this insect flew into our bathroom so couldn't brush teeth. i'm scared of insects and she doesn't want to kill it so went round knocking on our friend's doors but all of them were asleep. tried the teacher's room but they were in. when we finally gave up, met the teachers along the corridor. mr wangyal caught the insect for us and they were like 'the insect is not big at all!' LOL!!!!!!


day 6 - june 2 - sat - Dorchester to London
woke up to a bad start. was supposed to assemble at 8.15. york sun woke me up with a shout saying 'OMG, ITS 8.17!' next thing we heard was a knock on the door from the teachers! thankfully we packed everything the night before and got ready in 10 minutes. bus-ed down to London where we put our stuff in the hotel. London's room was the smallest we've ever had. very squeeze and cramp! it was a long journey down, about 2 to 3 hours, so we did have a short stop over. bought a doughnut and two chocolate chip shortcakes that were awesome!!!!! :D had a tour of london in the bus. was raining a bit. so we only got down like twice? the guide came with us on the bus. was a bit sleepy so didn't hear much of the tour. anyway, seen the things like big ben, london bridge and the river already since i went last time. woke up in time to see the olympic stadium though! :) not as magnificent as Beijing's and i find the olympic village very cramp. but still, looking forward to july 27! start of the games! i think... so had a nice turkish dinner! had a choice of different turkish dishes. what happens when i can choose my own food? haha! we could choose 3 to 4 dishes. i chose pasta, potato salad and boiled potatoes! didn't know until i went back to my seat and found out i took ALL carbohydrates and 2 potato dishes! also drank hot chocolate. a first for me! well, second. first time was also in the UK 2 years ago. watched the Duchess of Malfi at the old vic theatre. it was quite interesting at the start. but i fell asleep halfway, at the climax! where everyone started to die!!!! :( woke up at the end. nice though!!! went back to the hotel in a new tour bus. was raining! anyway, had supper with york sun. slept very late although we were tired. just wanted to talk.