two days no post!!
tuesday
was kind of boring. one of few days with no activities planned at all! so just went online, did some excercise. wanted to run downstairs, but no mood to..... so just did some other stuff. tried to work out how to do split and roll properly. but i can't see what i am doing, so idk if i did correctly. read through bio textbook. fell asleep while reading.... not that it was too boring though. any way, aunt and grandfather came over for dinner. had chicken rice! and that's about all for tuesday!

wednesday
had training in the morning. wanted to shoot 100 goals, but didn't. no time. so training started. and there were only 14 of us. 7 sec1s, 7 seniors. V, J, N, S, G, C! so few of us. any way, did the suicide run and some running thing for warm up. help to increase speed and stamina? i hope! had this drill with 5 throwers and must run in a straight line and throw the ball and all. a bit confusing to explain. but the drill is easy if passes are okay. didn't do it properly so split into groups of 3 and did a smaller version. then went jumping! 80 jumps. 8 sets of 10. easy. want to grow taller! and E, C, J and me went to do shooting. the shooting drill. 3 spots, 3 continous shots. 3 sets. one ball don't go in, its run round the third! thankfullly its third!!! not court or track. and J did not need to do it! cos injured.... joined the rest for some half court thing. but it was like a centre, a  WA, a GA and a GS. and about 8 defenders? was okay until V came to defend me. that stopped me....:( but at least can shoot! we did full court. G came!!! after so long! so she played as WA, V played as C, J played as GS. first time... was not too bad but clashing again.. something's seriously wrong with me! so training ended.

went home and just relaxed. went out for tuition! as always, its fun! and Celia came for amath!! amath=tough! emath=okay!

well.... today was very busy.... had training today. was fun! but had to do split... no idea what i did wrong with the split. but i didn't do it correctly. that's all i know. and today played GA, A played WA, J played C. we had a whole drill to do split. Y and me were in the semi d and run round. the ball got thrown and we had to jump, catch and split down then shoot. i must split and roll correctly soon..... din't play full court. only half court. that's about all there is for training! did 100 goals and more again! so happy! after training had to shoot 10 continuous goals in 3 spots. finished that and went to the bus stop with Y, A, T. back gate was closed again!!! took 123 with J and S. they went to queensway area and i went home!

bathed and all then packed my room with the help of grandma's maid. finally did packing of room! its never fun... but at least its done! changed and left for the airport at 3.45. reached the airport at 5.15! 1h30min journey from home to airport by bus and train!! was there late. i thought leaving at 3.45, i would have enough time. so now i know.. home to airport is 1h30min!

a lot of people were there.... counter 12! talked to kim then talked to a lot others. our class has candice, ida, loret, denise, valerie, peirong, alicia, halie, zann, sheryl ng, sheryl teo, nadia, chingyi, melissa, maisie, sasha, natasha, beatrice, meiyi.... i can't remember any one else.. other classes have tina, sini. and off course also have kim's sisters' friends and all. so it was a big group of people. took pics too!!! its uploaded already. had to leave at 6 for tuition. reached tuition centre just before 7. thankfully didn't miss too much. so had tuition and went home after that. that's all for now!

peirong and kim

kim and me!!!!

peirong and candice

loretta and ida!

denise and beatrice

guess who??? kimberly lim! and valerie

mel and her muffins

ida!!

tina, loretta, ida!

ida!

alicia, maisie, sherly teo

alicia, sheryl teo, maisie, halie!

candice! and kim!

denise and valerie

loretta!

sheryl and nadia!

sheryl

miss koh!

hmm... what was i taking??? idk!

nadia! hehe!

sheryl and chingyi!

sasha!

today!
went to the dentist today! and finally i can go and see a dentist and not have any decay or root canel treatment or whatever! long time since i just had cleaning and polishing for dental checkup! yay! was worried about the teeth with root canel treatment done.. but seems to be okay. any way, no more nerves!(only those who have done it or know what root canel treatment is will understand!) went home. fetched mum to go shopping. dad and i went to get fish! 4 angel fish! 4 idk what type of fish that is like a mud sucker but is not and 3 terapins! fish tank will be alive again! for those that went up to my house last time, the fish tank i have only had one angel fish and it died yesturday!:( so just relaxed at home. then went out for dinner. nothing to elaborate any more. talking to 3 people online and posting! i'm finally getting better at multi tasking!! yay!!!!! and christmas tree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! put up already!!!!!!!!!!!!
people talking to, janice, abigail, anjila.

11.34pm, 5 december 2009
made a promise to someone....
we will be good friends and not become friends who have nothing to connect with. our friendship will last. there is a lot more.... but i won't say it here

today was okay. went for class in the morning. was so fun! as always! went to suntec city with parents for lunch and walk around. bought new sport shoes. somehow i keep falling in my present sport shoes(and i changed it right after module 2!) its either me or the sport shoes. so will try new sport shoes first.... if it proves to be me, well.... doctor, here i come again.... well... maybe not if its not too serious.. but can't rule out the possibility... uneven legs are horrible... well, went home and changed. went out for dinner with grandma, yiyi, yima, yizhang, yizhang, parents. had a nice dinner. went to grandma's house after that. ate some lapia.... idk how to spell. was there only for a while as it was late and yizhang had to go home early to sleep. tmr he got a run.

so that's all! bye!

well, haven't been posting.....

you found me when no one else was looking...
this line is nice... its what i am feeling now. thanks for finding me when no one else did.

so wednesday
went for tuition at night. 3 hours. emath had Euginia so still not too bad. amath was more boring. no one to talk to.... just did sums... well, try to do sums! cos it was hard! went to grandma's house to stayover!!! cousin was there too! so last thursday and friday night, she stayed at my house, saturday night i stayed at her house and this wednesday night we both stayed at grandma's house!! so fun! bathed first, watched tv.... slept early! cos that day only slept for like 5 hours? knocked out at 12am sharp!

thursday
woke up at 8 plus 9. grandma made french toast and pao for us! was nice! it has been a long time since i had homemade french toast. the type made from grandma! relaxed, played cousin's gameboy, read, changed. aunt came at 11.30 to pick the 3 of us. went with aunt and uncle to eat sushi!! nihon mura! food there is seriously nice. went back to grandma's house. slept again... looks like i didn't have enough sleep! well, woke up and played with gameboy again. grandma confused the gameboy with ipod.... well, its almost the same colour.... still.. one is big and the other is small??? any way, ate chicken rice for dinner. dad came for dinner too! went home after that. called Elspeth. two hours and 15min! beaten her record on the phone.... was a bit late to go online already since today had training. so just packed and slept!

today
went to school early. idk why. just was very early. and did shooting intead of running 2.4. hehe. well, the shooting did pay off later during training. 100+ goals! so happy! so training started and we did the usual drills. but we played full court more i think. 12 seniors today!:) it was full court but senior VS senior, junior VS junior... hmmmm i think only netballers will understand? so played GA!:) :) :) :) !!!! was quite okay. i need to  improve shooting and getting free from defenders..... can't let you all down again. so game went okay.... after training went to get books... still missing a lit book! can't find the book! have to search elsewhere i think. took 153 then 273 home! wanted to walk to the further bus stop cos got direct bus but it was raining heavily. so didn't want to. nothing much to say already.. just... netballers... sorry... my shooting is horrible....

not feeling too happy today.

well, woke up at 6am today! it was kind of late! any way, quickly got ready and went to fetch Y from bukit merah. dad drove us to nanyang girls high school. and we were kind of early? we reached aroun 7? maybe 7.10 the most! so we just wondered  round the school looking for the netball court. the school is SOOO BIG! well, finally found the netball courts and no one was there yet. so walked to the canteen. nanyang and i think mgs girls were already there. walked back to the netball court(we only saw one! though there were about 2 or 3. the others were like netball court with basketball lines and some other lines too). saw T. went to shoot and do passes. M and C came. then miss mok. first question 'where are the rest?' it was not even 7.30 yet! though we needed to reach at 7.30. M and C called a few people. tried calling A but no answer. well, more people came and we did warm up. 2 rounds round the track. one part of the track is so weird! its like for some jumping thing that you run and jump into the sand. well, just did passes. then was called in to some shelter. miss mok talked, no scolded us. well, some of us were a little late. but its a new place and not everyone knew how to go! and i think some might have cabbed there... any way, she said some unnecessary stuff to us.

c div went to another netball court and idk what they did. b div watched the first match for the b div teams. i thought b div was going to be tough. but they were super fast and accurate! wow! it was nice to watch. any way, went to the other court after the match to see a bit of how our juniors played. it was...... not bad nor good... did a bit of passses and we played against nanyang. played GA. we didn't really do well. i had to fall and scratch my right knee at the exact same spot that i hurt it two weeks before during training! its red again..... just when i thought it healed....oh well... then had a break. had team talk and SOMEONE had to come and introde into our team talk. guess who? she wanted us the win the next match. please! as if we can! any way, played against anderson sec. improved. but not too much. relaxed. had team talk. then waited for coach to talk to us. she did in the end. went to try to do square ball on some road in the school. we didn't do well for that drill. then a car came and we made way. and the car HAD to go by so slowly! any way, it was our match again. against mgs. we did improve.... it rained at the end of the match. so went to the shelter. the last match against pymgs was cancelled due to heavy rain.

well, i need to improve on a lot of stuff. ms mok said take this as a wake up call... whatever! i know what i need to improve on already. shooting, stamina, height, go to free space. at least passes were okay. it was a little gloomy today. but as always, playing netball is always fun to me! unless SOME certain person intrudes. played all the games today. can feel my stamina is bad. shooting is horrible. the only good things that came out of today was problably the fun we had! and talking to_____.

took 961 to bukit merah. ate macs there and then went home. will be going for tuition again later! it looks dark outside. hopefully by the time i need to leave for tuition, it will not be as dark! cos rain is not too good on a day like this. hehe! well, got to rest then tuition! so bye!

today's training was great! not too tiring, fun, did okay, not too badly. went to CCAB for training. again. but the court there is okay. hand was hurting.... somehow.. we had one set of bibs and two balls. for the whole training. so court game had only one set. court game was fun!

so skip to after training. walked to the bus stop with A, Y, T. talked and waited for bus. A went off first and T kept not taking her bus when it comes. finally when 153 came, we took it together with Y and some others. went to bukit merah macs with T and Y. was a fast lunch. went home. relaxed a bit. did tuition work. fell asleep somehow. woke up a bit too late! rushed for tuition!!!!!! made it in time. tuition was fun. well, for emath. amath was tough. but not as tough as usual. went for dinner with parents then went home.

was online. talked to .... well, at least we are talking! at last! when i thought we had nothing else to talk about already, we talked..... a goood sign? thanks a lot! well, talking is a good sign, the contents of the talk can be  a good sign too? who knows. any way, training today and this made my day!!!!!

today
woke up late! surprising as i slept at 2am. any way, woke up, did class work. did housework! it can be so fun!!! went online. walked to mum's office. waited for her and went for a hair cut with her. its not much of a difference to my hair. just that i layered a bit at the bottom. cos the cutting is not too obvious i think. well, that's all for today!

saturday
had class in the morning from 10.15 to 1.30. was fun! teacher was so nice! had to wake up early of course. after class, we went to wheelock place to eat pizza for lunch. mum, aunt, cousin and me! bought an ipod nano! super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its blue!!! walked around and dad fetched us home. talked on the phone for a while and slept for about 20 min. cousin  went for badminton and aunt went to buy stuff. went to grandma's house for dinner. aunt, dad, mum, grandma and me. other aunt and uncle was not there. busy. watched tv. went to redhill mrt with aunt and took train all the way to pasir ris. uncle and cousin came to fetch us from mrt. went to cousin's house! bathed, changed, relaxed. was sleeping over at her house. but was not that sleepy yet. at around 12 plus, aunt came into the room and said 'want to go for an ice cream or get something to eat?' so off we went to 7 eleven nearby. it was 12.30 by then! so we walked to a 7 eleven and bought ice cream, mashed potato, biscuits and famous amous cookies! we walked to under her block and sat on a bench to eat. there were a few fruit bats flying around and it was so nice! there were more stars then usual and the moon was clearly seen. starry starry night!!! and there was wind too!! so it was nice to sit there and eat stuff. it was peaceful and quiet! since it was almost 1am! we went up after a while more. read books and smsed someone. slept around 2 plus or 3?

today
woke up at 9 plus. went online and watched anime with cousin. i can't get out of anime when cousin is around. sadly. someone pull me out of it again!!! ate breakfast at 11.30.... played a bit of badminton. in the house. went out to whitesands for lunch.walked around and ate at superdog. it was already 3pm. nice lunch! went to popular to buy cousin's school books. then got a call from mum to say go home. so went back to cousin's house, packed bag, and they sent me home! reached home, unpacked, washed clothes and all. went out for dinner! with parents. ate western food. then went to drive round holding school. the lights were on? went home... now trying to settle my ipod stuff! then neopets! for a while. no, maybe anime. see how, cos must sleep early for tmr's training. not like i can sleep at 2 or 3 am . cos wait no energy.

slept quite late this morning. around 3am maybe? woke up at 11. didn't know what to do. any way, went to vivo for lunch. mum wanted to eat at the soup spoon but it was too crowded so we went to marche. it was nice! had mushroom soup, pizza and brownie! didn't get a drink and so was super thristy. played in the sky park water area for a while. went home and just lazed around. played neopets cos of cousin. was bored. she played and i read a book. she read and i played. so we took turns. and talked to sheryl on msn too! used webcam. it was soo fun! we showed each other our houses. haha! explore each other's house! went out to eat sushi for dinner. came back and... well.... neopets again. so bored of it already. jenisa called! we talked for a while. now must sleep soon! tmr got to go for morning class. 3 hours. and then may go out to get an ipod! i am undecided whether i should get one! someone advice me! but 2pm tmr! thanks!

you have changed to much since i first met you months ago. or is that at that time, i did not know your real self?

any way, today was quite okay. begin the day with leechin calling me at 12am! talked to her till 1.30am? was online till 3am. slept. woke up at 9. got ready and all. went online for a while. went to tiong. was early. supposed to be there at 12 but was there earlier. went to popular then to the MRT station to meet cousin. reached ding tai feng. ate lunch with cousin, grandma, aunt, aunt's mum and a lao yi. after lunch, went to Ion with cousin and aunt. walked around the bookstore there, bought a book. went to get a drink and ice cream before heading home. well, we took bus then went to the nearby playground to play on the swing before going home to rest for about 45min. left the house again at 5.45 for tuition. amath tuition today was okay. today only had amath. cousin waited outside and she was super cold! ops! sorry. tried to contact dad but cannot cos his phone had low battery. so went back home.. met parents at home, then went to harbour front's KFC to eat. walked round vivo. most shops were closed so we really window shopped! and came home around 10 plus. cousin is staying over tonight! built a tent already with blankets. playing now!!!

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

i got this in an email. its kind of true. and yeah, to the two of you, thanks! you both were so nice about it.

If you cry , because the Sun has gone

Out of your life, your tears will prevent
You from seeing the Stars.

hmm, this quote from somewhere... reminds me not to dwell on sad things. hmmm...
 
today was okay. woke up early, went online. went to meet zhiting at cineleisure at 1.30... around there. ate lunch at KFC. then went to the 8th floor for kbox. 14.50 each... not too bad. sang a lot of songs. was there from 1 plus to 5 plus. left for tuition at tiong. took 16 with zhiting. walked round tiong with her. she left and i went into 7 eleven to get a bun for dinner... went up for tuition. was fun! emath is easy, amath is bad! as usual. not surprising. fetched ka onn home. well, we live in the same place, just different level. now watching America's Got Talent. first few acts were great, after that, not that nice already.

today was okay... stayed at home, did covers for books, watched harry potter and the half blood prince dvd, went for tuition. nothing much to do. today was slack. tmr going out, i think! depends...

i'm pissed with myself. i am supposed to be studying but i am relaxing. and i can't connect to the people i want to connect with. hmmm, like simple things like talking, its not even easy! something's wrong with me..... why? why can't i just find things to talk about to YOU??? its not so easy. i've a feeling these friendships are.... not working out any more... i'm sorry...(and yeah, its more then one friend).i am sorry. i really want to say that its over already.... but its not easy too.... its not easy both ways. but for now, goodbye my friends....forgive me....

hmm, i should post! well, so today woke up late. late as in about 11am! got a shock when i looked at the time. got breakfast, went on the comp. had lunch, studied a few pages of history. prepared for tuition. reached tiong at 5. super early. got timing wrong. went to popular, went for dinner at macs, went to popular, comics connection and walked round the whole place! finally ended up going to the lift near popular to go up for tuition. met ka onn there! surprising! same tuition! so went up together. had tuition. was quite okay. bought some stuff during the break and ate in class. after tuition, parents picked me up and they went for dinner. at ABC market. went home after that! nothing to post about already! so bye!

hmm, well, i am late in posting stuff! cos too lazy to post and was watching shows!

so friday had training. went to the language lab. had theory. need to revise the rules again to ensure i get it correct. espacially the rule about over a third. had 2 hours of it. drills for the last hour. training was slack and a bit boring! went home after that! nothing much happened.....

saturday
went to see first nephew in the afternoon! one month. saw dad's siblings too! one of the rare times that can see! and joseph is the cousin who had a son! saw raymond and jackson. but no other cousin! went up to their house and walked round their house! was so nice!! and baby was cute! danial!( i think that's the spelling!) went down for lunch! it was mostly spicy food as joseph's wife is malay muslim. so cool!!! and the desert was great!!!!chocolate cake! cupcakes! sweet potato donuts! and other deserts!!! yay!!! i think i like the desert better then main course! talked and ate! had red eggs and yellow rice to bring home. it was in a cup! so cute! went to popular to buy books! got popular card. the books were heavy and expensive! and i still did not get my lit books and one english book. it was out of stock?went to grandma's house for dinner. had a quick dinner. fetched aunt, grandma and mum to singapore indoor stadium. they were watching a concert. went home with dad and watched battle of midway! its a CD. went to fetch them from indoor stadium again and went home! got a harry potter CD, but could not watch cos was tired.

today
slack day at home. did not do much. went to rent CDs. watched xia dao xiao! then suspect X! now on the comp!

300th post!!!


GRADUATION DAY AND NIGHT OF NOSTALGIA!
(good heading for this post!)


any way, had duty for the whole of yesturday. went to school around 8. wore whites. forgot my badges and handphone. got so scared! cos cannot find phone. went to the HOD room to put bags. went to the hall to do duty. urshering the guests in. mostly parents and teachers. we got to see the graduation of all the sec4s. the chairperson will make a speech then  form teacher before the students in each class go up one by one to receieve something. and they were all wearing white! so nice! had a performance by indian dancers, some sec4 singers sang too! had food downstairs. didn't eat. went to help out with the arrangement of chairs and tables and chair clothes and table clothes under the tentage for the dinner at night. the tables were just wooden flat circle tables and the chairs were the plastic type, in red. i'm glad i didn't pay $60 for the dinner!  its not really worth it?

went out with grandma, dad and cousin to tiong for lunch. dad got my phone for me. left at 12 plus, had to be back by 2. went to eat at lao beijing, cos cousin likes the xiao long bao. the food was nice!!!! rushed back to school.

went to put bag down in the HOD room and went to the hall. trisha, ayilisha and tina were there. discussed and rehersed the night thing. was in lighting group. on the 4th level. was borought round the place, well some parts, so that we know where things are. had to help out with the urshering cos lighting was later. we had free time after that. went to get bag and went to the audi. slacked there. talked a bit. had dinner around 5? was rice, vege, potato and sweet and sour pork i think. fave food! but could not finish. cos eating too early. went to help out with urshering since people were already coming. had tired feet and it pained and hurt! stood in front of the registration booth and said 'good evening, please register. this way. thank you' a lot of times to most people. was tired of doing that so did the real urshering. like help people find their places. finally had free time. watched some videos. and indian dance performances as well as a dance by 4j and 4mm. it was nice!!!!!!!!!! reminded me of cheerleading, maybe cos of V! took pics with S, Y and A. went for the lighting thing after that. well, its like we had to turn on all the lights, then run from room to room to switch off the lights. i think its cos we are moving already and so its like saying all the lights are going off already. idk how it turned out, since was helping out.

i think we were dismissed and the event was over already after that. so it was the last event. went to the tent(outside aread). took pics with people! its in the previous post! went to get sprite and brownies to eat! after that the dance floor was opened and people danced. i just listened to the music. it was loud!!! but nice! all modern songs. went home soon after!

it was an eventful day. the last school event in this school. real moving next week to holding site. so goodbye STC! where it has been standing for the last 76 years!

prom night! night of nostalgia! glad i went!

all of miss koh!!!!! hahahaha!

pic with nadia, miss koh, peirong, zann

reception table!(random pic)

olivia!

amira!!!

weiqi and yuxin!

shiqian!!

zann!

olivia!

abergale, olivia, and idk your name, sorry!

nadia, zann and peirong

grace!

wanted to talk the whole school building, but only lighthouse can be seen...

abigail, trisha, adeline

ayilisha wanted to take this..

all of peirong, taken by ayilisha again! i think she likes my camera!

yingxiu!

joyce!

miss chan!

pics first! posting about it will be tmr!