today was okay... stayed at home, did covers for books, watched harry potter and the half blood prince dvd, went for tuition. nothing much to do. today was slack. tmr going out, i think! depends...

i'm pissed with myself. i am supposed to be studying but i am relaxing. and i can't connect to the people i want to connect with. hmmm, like simple things like talking, its not even easy! something's wrong with me..... why? why can't i just find things to talk about to YOU??? its not so easy. i've a feeling these friendships are.... not working out any more... i'm sorry...(and yeah, its more then one friend).i am sorry. i really want to say that its over already.... but its not easy too.... its not easy both ways. but for now, goodbye my friends....forgive me....