okay.... my blog's been going dead.... cos i'm seriously not in the mood to post any more. and if i do, i willl hurt people's feelings, make them angry, stop some of my close friendships, etc... and besides, my tag board looks dead, and i am still not sure who reallly reads my super long posts. so i will post once or twice a week only to just say what i've been doing....

hmm, nothing else to add.

today went back to kellock for duty! in the morning. reached there at 7. helped mr onn with his stall. its some throwing the ball thing. i had to pick up the ball and give the prizes and measure the lengths the balls were thrown. tiring. but i got free buns and water. and worked with siti. then after clearing up, went to the canteen. got candy floss, and did a reflection thing. then walked back to stc for lessons. my bag was heavy!!!!!!!! went to locker then went to d and t room. cut my block of wood and then shaped it. did the holes and then time's up. chinese went to com lab. uploaded a recording then free time. today no phy!!!!!!!!!!!

after school, went back to kellock again with yoges. walked and talked. then reached kellock, walked around.... saw coach training some netballers. said hi to her. went to the canteen and sat down, eat, talk. then went to see a few notice boards. some kellockians went to kota tinggi this year too. and i saw a few familiar instructers in the pics. then went home.

bathed, changed then fell asleep. woke up late and so was late for PTC. but no problem. talked for quite a while to miss koh and mr lau. then went to the canteen. sat down with parents. looked through the year book. went to the audi for the principal's talk.

went to revenue house for sushi after the talk. then came home. now on the comp!

nothing else much to say. but i am still thinking of kota tinggi!!!!!!! i just can't forget it!!!!!!!!! haha.

so this week, it as been hectic. i got my results..... all of it. i'll be posting it soon, after i get my report book tmr at PTC.

monday
-morning run, 8 rounds, sweat like don't know what!
-PE did a bit of netball
-geog, got back paper! i don't think i can take geog next year. haha
-chinese, teacher didn't come(sick) so had freee period!
-the rest of the day, nothing to say...
had training! played team building games with the team. suppose to be captain's ball but then changed a bit to rugby... cos people were running a lot with the ball! then ate pizza with the team. nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! played truth or dare next. v had to dance as a dare! she's a good dancer! super funny! haha. then got splashed/poured with water! to celebrate my birthday. thank you netballers! went to change, then got poured with water again, so i still went home wet! haha. still, STC NETBALLERS! THANK YOU!

tuesday
-nothing much to say....
-ve watched a movie(i don't know the name)
-dance we did a new dance moves
-lit, went through papers
after school had math olympiad. the questions were tough, but i thought that it would be much tougher then this. went home after that.

wednesday
-chinese was slack for me cos i finished all my hols homework so i had free time!
-school lessons were okay..... actually, nothing much really happened
after school had training. it was just dog and bone.... and another team building activity, then did endurance thing in the sun. listened to what_____ said to me. _____ said before, yes the ground might be hot. but its not soooo hot until cannot take it. its possible to take it and do stuff on it. just think it is s 'relaxation'. guess what, it feels comfortable after a while! haha. as long as you stay in one place and don't move. then did stairs and jumping. then that's all!

thursday
-schoool lessons as usual. today school ended at 1.50 instead of the usual 2.25. cos we did well in the ????? thing.
-no diff to me. had to stay back for art remedial. to do the art stuff. my painting was horrible. then went to the canteen to eat with janice. lingered around there with janice and sheryl. it was boring!!!! but i saw the year book! i want to get one!
-went home

tomorrow's PTC! i'm not too scared. actually, PTC is like nothing to me right now. its the least of my worries. stilll, i can't wait for my report book and year book!

today woke at 9 plus..... got stuff for bbq, then fetched shareen, grace, madeilene, siti, dhivya to my house. met leechin, rena, zhiting, peirong, mingfung and yi en at my house. had bbq with them! was super fun! ate hotdogs, fishball, pasta, chicken wings, prawns and mashmellows. then played with balloons and a sparkle thing. rena, zhiting, yien and i were trying to create water bombs. we did not really accomplish it, but stilll, we had fun! then went up and ate cake, ice cream and bananas. played a round of taiti with shareen and leechin. then fetched zhiting, siti, rena, leechin, dhiyva, shareen and grace home. went to mount faber and went round in the car twice! as always, every year! haha. was super fun!

i enjoyed my party! hope the rest of you enjoyed it too!!!!!!!!!

here are the pics i have. feel free to take them!

this year's birthday has been special. thanks to the people who have wished me. some of them in the list, i didn't even think that they would remember my birthday! so i have tried to make this post special, in return for the special people who have wished me happy birthday! thank you!

thank you!
~janice chew
~trisha
~aunt
~nurshareen begum
~larisa tan
~elton lim
~felicia
~nadia
~ida
for wishing me happy birthday on sms


thank you!
~shannon teo
~suzanne low
~wong qi ying
~denise yap
~kimberly lim
~chua mingfung
~ong li lea
~sheryl ng
~larisa tan
~janice chew
~tan peirong
~clereena benjamin
~jamie leong
~sze yin
~halie wang
~rachel pua
for wishing me happy birthday on facebook!

thank you
~janice chew
~tan peirong
for wishing me happy birthday on my blog!

thank you
~chan lee chin
-karthika
~my grandma
for wishing me happy birthday on the phone!

thank you
~siti
~meilani
for wishing me happy birthday on msn

and thanks khoongeok! you wanted to be special, and you have been really special to me already! thanks a lot!

thanks twin!!!!!!!!!! missing you loads!!!!! hope to see you sometime soon!

thanks to my family for letting me have a wonderful birthday!

guess what? its now 2.43. and i can't sleep! on my birthday some more! i just can't stop thinking of EFL. its been 6 days already. and there's still not a day that i do not miss kota tinggi or mummy and daddy! really, they have added life to the camp for me!

can't stop thinking of them. its like part of my life already! i can't stop. but at least i can talk to mummy and daddy on facebook and maybe msn? i hope...... cos there's no way that i can forget them!

so lets see, what else can i say? there's nothing else to post about already. just realised that i am posting like a compo format again. sorry ______. any way, hope you are actually reading this blog. i m shorting a lot of words just for you!

can't wait for tomorrow night! bbq. please don't let it rain! everything will be spoilt then! must charge my camera battery for tomorrow night.

i'm not sure what i am going to do today. mum took full day leave, dad took halfday. so i'm not sure what to do. go out? not really. stay at home? also not really. i don't know what to do. maybe come online and use the comp? but no... i'll get bored. like now! bored till i'm posting like don't know what. and somemore, on random topics.

its 2.49. and i'm sitting in my sitting room, on the sofa... and sweating like mad! tonight there is hardly any wind! so hot!

and OMG! i love the song love story and check yes juliet. the songs rock! thanks to EFL, i know and like these two songs.

okay, i've written a compo already! haha. but i keep realising that i keep posting about EFL stuff together with my normal stuff. and its only like 1 post that has no EFL stuff! OMG! i think i've gone mad! haha.

so i need to go already? i can't think of any more random topics! the rest of the things, i'll rather not post. i'm just posting stuff, no real feeelings in side any more. so no more needing to offend people. i just can;t take it any longer.

kay, bye now! i've written too much

oh yeah

shannon daddy and suzanne mummy!
thank you for wishing me happy birthday on facebook!
you're both soooo nice!
thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love you both! :)

time now is 11.58.....

1 minute and 30 seconds left.......

1 minute left!............

and now i will say it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

happy birthday larisa!!!!!!!!!

today woke up at 10 plus. then talked on the phone with friend. went out with dad. ate jap food then went to get some stuff for the party. went for tuition from 6 to 9. went to ikea for supper(hotdogs) finally, went home. called leechin, on the comp now.

finally, i am not posting about EFL

sasha anne cheah!!
happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-the pics that i owe for EFL are finally all posted!

-still missing mummy and daddy!

-and thinking of them everyday! day and night, every hour! haha, i think i'm mad!

-okay, i'm going to make this short as ___ says my posts are like grandma stories and i promised to write in point form the next time i posted.

-what's been happening since i'm back from EFL

sunday

-tuition, rest, tuition, rest, homework, went out for dinner, homed, use the comp

monday

-went out with cousin, grandma, aunt for lunch, went to grandma's house, stayed for dinner, came home, went online

tuesday

-went for lunch with kristy then tuition, walked around tiong, homed, had piano lesson, went online

wednesday

-went out with mum, vivo, movie, met 3 juniors, got specs, ordered a cake, tiong, ate dinner with dad, homed, on the comp

done!

this is the 151th post! and know what? i'm on face book!!!!!!!!! finally started face book after a long while....... well, can say that its cos of two people that i started face book! TWO! and you should know who they are! its kind of obvious already! right? suddenly start facebook like this.... but then again, its not that sudden!

talked to shannon on facebook!!!! been thinking of shannon and suzanne all day! missing them still! it'll take a long time to get over it, if i even do get over it that is! oh yeah, i still owe the pics.... will be up soon!

I MISS DADDY SHANNON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS MUMMY SUZANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS KOTA TINGGI!!!!!!!!!!

okay, i haven't posted all the pictures yet. my comp hanged halfway. i'll post the pics soon. during work now.

still, i miss shannon and suzanne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've been thinking of them all day. mummy and daddy! i'm thinking of you!!!!!!! i'm missing you!!!!!!!!!!!!! been missing you since yesturday. at night also dreamt of you both! haha! i'm serious! really serious! i can't stop thinking of you both!
efl might be over, but in my heart, in my mind, in my soul, in my memory, there will always be you both! i will carry on all the memories of you throughout my life. i promise. i hope i can see you soon. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

okay, here are all our group pictures for the whole trip. i don't have many but i am treasuring all that i have. i am still missing the EFL camp..... it was super fun! i am happy that i am able to enjoy this camp to the max.

campfire night!

last day!

first day after jetty jump

day 3 pics

day 2 pics

day 1 picsday 1, wednesday, 11 march, 2009
assembled in the foyer at 7. met our instructers. SHANNON AND SUZANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went onto the bus, passed the checkpoint, took some pics, sang, cheered, learned new songs and cheers, reached the campsite. saw the bridge! walked across, it was okay.... not that scary. then had lunch and changed into our wet clothes. went for river rafting first. build our raft and it was the only one that did not break apart in the water. we won the challenge! and poor daddy had to roll in the mud. then did indianna jones. we had to cross platforms and use planks to cross them. and the platforms could move which made things all the more difficult. i didn't fall in! yay! then went to play in the mud. then had jetty jump! we just jumped into the water. then went to bath and ate dinner. had debrief and got out phones back to call parents. then slept.

day 2, thursday, 12 march, 2009

woke up and changed, ate breakfast and wore track pants. today went trekking. the trek through the forest was not that tough. but the other classes were cheering while we weren't really. i broke a few stufff! haha. and was trekking between karthika and janice. then reached our first checkpoint, had a break. then walked towards the back of the group. nothing much happened here. reached our second checkpoint. the plantation. it was great! but nat and elsperth went back. then had to climb down this sandy slope. at the bottom, was a muddy, wet part. our shoes sunk into it when we walked. some shoes got stuck inside. then had to climb up this small slope. it was okay with the help of instructers. had to slide down a small slope, travel in the water then up another one. thanks to DADDY AND MUMMY who helped to pull me up! reached our last checkpoint. had outdoor cooking. mummy lighted the fire for us! ate nyoodles with hotdogs and baked beans. then went to the village. group 8 followed daddy! daddy helped us to wash our shoes! thank you soo much! did 2 bookmarks. then bused back to the campsite. bathed then ate dinner. had debrief and called home before sleeping. it rained a bit so we took the bus back to the campsite.

day 3, friday, 13 march, 2009

woke up not too late. ate then went for activities. we stayed at the campsite today. played dodgeball. got hit a lot of times? but also caught quite a few balls. saved daddy from 2 of the balls. then played this hola hoop game. we had to stand in a circle and the hoop must pass through all of us, completing one round. we had to do it fast to keep the timing. our fastest for 23 people was 2 minutes and about 3 seconds? fast right? had lunch. then it rained heavily. so could not play any games any more. then interviewed daddy and mummy! practised our campfire stuff. finally got it right. then we played would you rather with daddy and mummy. the result was kind of sad..... like one sided? then some started to cry..... the rest went to bath. guess what? i cried in the toilet! haha! ate an early dinner then daddy took us somewhere to talk to us about something. headed for the campfire pit after that. sat down, sang a few songs, then the performance begin. we performed okay....... i LOVE OUR PERFORMANCE! then it was getting late so there was a last video screened which caused me to cry again.... and then campfire ended. daddy and mummy took us to the canteen and then back to the campfire pit to talk. it was so sad! it again ended in me crying. so i cried 3 times! and then before we left, hugged mummy! can't touch daddy! haha. and daddy said that when we leave the campsite, they don't want to see us cry. its so sad. they mentioned a lot of things to us....... thank you. so soon, i went to bed. my last night in kota tinggi.

day 4, saturday, 14 march, 2009

woke up feeling sad. ate our breafast, last meal in kota tinggi. then did our last activity. we had to write a letter to a classmate. we got a piece of paper. with a classmate's name on it. then had to write to that person. i wrote to denise. hope you like the note. and i got mine from candice. thanks a lot!!!!!! had to do 2 surveys. then did area cleaning. my group did washing toilet. it was okay...... i just went round giving out brown paper. and daddy, hope that you will get better soon.