Monday, April 30, 2012

today was tiring!
ran 2.4 for napfa today. teacher didn't even tell us beforehand so it was an impromptu run. still, weather was good for running. rain just stopped, no sign of the sun, and it was cooling! :) but, i'm still kind of disappointed in my timing. 14.13, just seconds away from an A! :'( should have run just a bit faster! just a little bit!!!!! during break, went to the dance studio with faezah to practice dance. group of friends assumed i went to met you and told Nas that i went off to dance with you? awkward moment when she met me and gave me that smile and said 'i know what you did!'... had extra chinese remedial after sch. :(

Nas and i went back to stc to collect our portfolio and yearbook! yay! :) then went on to vivo to walk around and eat macs burger. :) great day today but very tired. still have lots of work to do! :( and didn't get a chance to talk to you much....

Sunday, April 29, 2012

weekend!!
whole weekend burnt by nyaa residential project. ACE in the heartlands!!!! had to do some planning on sat and learn how to spray paint things as well as sort out recyclable stuff. then on sunday, went to punggol gardens where we set up a booth and people came to donate their unwanted items. kids were allowed to spray paint them. but spent most of the time trying to remove the rust from metals. well, either that or slacking. it rained in the afternoon so not that many people came. event wasn't that successful. could have been more well planned cos there wasn't much to do so many of us were just standing around. and then, get scolded cos we were not doing anything. haiz... still, it was a  time to interact with others doing the same project. :) was there from 9.30 to 4. they gave us lunch and free ice cream! :) yay! going to have 2 more days of this ACE thing then the residential project is finished! :D

really tired this weekend. going to have to sleep soon. but still, i don't want to miss out on a chance to talk to you more. :) you know, we talked from about  7 to 12.30 on sat night! won't forget that conversation. :)

Saturday, April 28, 2012

12A03! well, most of us! :)
this was at fort canning, 27/04/12
watching twelfth night! :D

Friday, April 27, 2012

mon
pe was bad... ms ho got angry with us. almost had extra pe lesson! ran 3 rounds then did circuit training, the running round the field one. i look weird when running? is it i'm limping or what? hmmm....


tues
normal day. lessons were fine i guess. nothing much happened. oh, just when i told my friends that we won't meet today, you appeared! sat in the canteen and talked for a while. apparently my friends tried to find us but couldn't? went for NYAA stuff then went home with NAS! miss going home with her!!!!!


wed
got back lit and hist test! they were better then i expected! :) had extra econs tutorial and Mr Toh told about 7 people to sit in the front row in class. i'm one of them. is it cos i talk too much? don't pay attention during econs? not doing well in econs? missed most of dance today cos of some chinese talk about videos and how to see the meaning of each scene. didn't get to see you today cos you weren't in sch. friends kept teasing me about you! :P haha! its like, when they see us walk together, they tease. when i'm not with you at break, they ask where are you, why and then tease! maybe one day i'll look back and laugh at all the teasing. its all fun actually! remember kay, i'll be what you want me to be, sister, good friend, etc! and will be there for you! :) well, i'll try!


thurs
went on friday's timetable. met only at the last part of break and you walked me to the classroom. petted my head before leaving. :) class was fun! had some time before chinese so the guys did a bit of mini fencing! one day i'll learn fencing! its cool!!! pw was another scolding by Mr Toh! haiz... started on GPP! had extra math lesson after sch. then do some heartland ambassador filming(its for NYAA). met you for a while before going home! and i'm so sorry, didn't know you called!!! :(


i'm learning a lot as we continue on. please tell me if you're not comfortable with something or want to say/do something!


and my teachers(for pe, econs, pw, chinese) keep scolding my class. sometimes i wonder if its me. yes, we have fun and all at class, but is it too much? are we going too far?
so let's start with today first! :)
lessons were short. but had econs tutorial and lecture on the same day. :( never a good thing. still don't get a thing about it. watched you are the apple of my eye during chinese lessons. and the 'sick' scenes were taken out! YAY! :) wonder what its like to be in a relationship and like someone for so long. didn't get a chance to talk much during break but we still met. :)


had about 2 hours of break before sports meet. didn't feel like eating much... saw you alone and so went to talk for a while. then you found me and we walked round the school before sitting down next to my classmates and just continue talking about stuff. :) Jodie joined us for a while today! meow buddy!!! :D idk why they insist that we are together when i keep telling them we are not! and it led to... weird questions by jx and jodie. LOL! don't say you're possessive cos i think i'm more possessive then you are!


sports meet! :D cheered for jiaxin and tracy! first time being so relaxed at sports meet. no need to lead cheers, no need to run, no need to help out. :) was so hot in the tent! walked round with jodie then went back. YX found me and texted me 'turn around' so i did! walked round the grand stand with him and jodie then went to sit down. a bit later, he came to sit beside me. then we walked round the school before finally sitting down near LT2 and talking. about our schs, lives, embarrassing moments, fun moments. and yes, first time we touched so much in a day? :P


went for the play, twelfth night with my class! :) we all sat together at one area in fort canning to watch the play. we ordered 8 boxes of pizza and many bottles of drinks to eat and share whilst watching the play. someone brought mats too! had a good time with my class, but i still don't really understand what the play is about. also met ayilisha, karthika, weixin and elspeth at the play. :) miss you!!!!!! talked for a bit.


my posts are really getting long. maybe its cos i want you to know what i did and remember the things we did together. thanks a lot for the memories! we did talk quite a lot today. and i remember mentioning something about change. well, i'm really thinking of changing yet again.

Monday, April 23, 2012

today was a good day. met you after school to study. well, we didn't study much, talked more. :) but it was definitely a memorable time and quite enjoyed it. :D

yes, I'm not supposed to be online now so will just post a short post cos i want to remember this day and now, bye-bye!!!!

(edit)
so instead of going home with friends, chose to stay in sch to study with you. :P will never regret that decision! first sign of contact, we made a promise and used our pinky finger! haven't done that for a long time! you influence me a lot you know :) memorable day that i can't forget and keep thinking of. talked about lots of stuff. wonder how we can just continuously talk for so long, but we did!

Sunday, April 22, 2012

omg, i think blogger has changed a new format. got to get used to it.

so let's post about the weekend for once.

fri
talked to you at night and really hope that i've been of help to you!

sat
had a busy day! had tuition, then went to grandma's for lunch cos its her bday. went home, tried to do a bit of reading but didn't... used to comp instead. :) went out for dinner with family to celebrate mama's bday!!! :D 2 cakes today. :D reached home around 10 plus, changed then just laid on the bed and slept. for once, forgot to bring my phone into the room so didn't see your text! :( sorry!!!!

sun
woke up around 9.30? slept for 10 + hours. haven't done that for a long time. still, it cured me of my exhaustion. i hope! spent the day at home trying to finish homework...

Friday, April 20, 2012

JJ modern dance family 2012! :)
finally a pic in my post! from today's passing over ceremony. J2s have stepped down, now it'll only be J1s at dance practice!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

thursday
slept for only around 4 hours? have to pay for doing last minute revision. sea hist test first thing in the morning. only studied 3 out of 5  countries and didn't really feel like i have enough content. still, the lack of time saved me cos i couldn't finish the essay anyway. history is doomed! :( got back econs test, did quite badly.... but i think my assignments will save me in the overall mark. passed chinese essay :D haha! was so blur during one of the chinese tests. wrote 4A as my class instead of 12A03. miss some people in 4A! did really well for math! my first result and first A in JC!!! :D pe was quite relaxing... went home with Nas after that. going to have to finish up lots of homework tonight. i think sleeping for a shorter time at night helps, i'm not as tired as before at night. but in school... was a bit less lively...
met YX at the canteen today. or rather, he found me! 3 consecutive tables of A03 people and was with jiaxin and jodie at first but they left. so yx and i just talked as normal today. :)
monday
had international history test. studied hard for it, then in the end i kind of wasted the effort cos i didn't finish it on time. was supposed to write 6 factors, only had time for 5. pissed off at myself. its not like i don't know what to write. why can't my hand move faster!!! and econs quiz was no better cos i kind of didn't study hard for it since its not counted in the promo exams but hist is. oh well, what i got is better then expected already. was supposed to do interval training, 6 rounds, for pe .but i went to the toilet so ended up doing only 4. ops!
anyway, no Pw lecture, so met Yong Xing in school. good time talking in the canteen. :)
some classmates came with a guitar and tried to play a song to us. and they knew we were there cos i told Jodie that i was going to meet a friend. and then it spreads like wildfire. then the teasing starts! but then again, its totally worth it. :P and anyway, its all in good fun. :)

tuesday
nothing much... jx went off for her match. had to tolerate --- the whole day. so annoying! oh well, had other people with me. :) day was okay. went home with jodie! :) well, took the train together though we got off at diff stations. nice to have company for at least some part of the way home. did more homework and tried to study for SEA hist test but was so tired, i just slept.

wednesday
have to redo PW PI again!!! :( draft 6 here we come... :'( didn't want to meet yx in the canteen cos of what happened over the last two days. so sorry!!!! but whilst texting you, was questioning my own actions. we've not done anything wrong and why bother so much about the teasing? so yeah, i changed my mindset! had dance today. contemporary with jazz music? okay.... just ended dance and i saw a text from you. :) made me smile! went home with Nasuha. :) yay! we can finally go home together after cca! :D

Saturday, April 14, 2012

wed
wasn't feeling so good.... realized that talking does help! :) and helps me to think of possibilities that i've never thought of before. so thankful YX was there for me. :P


thurs
met you during break. sat down outside the bookshop and talked about stuff. and it started to rain heavily remember saying something about hope the rain lasts till 3 plus cos i don't want pe. haha! and i think i made you late for lesson again! sorry! was on the way to L11 for econs with jiaxin and jodie but it was raining so we took the round about route and saw mr toh in front of us. arrived dry! :) yay! lessons were okay i guess. went to the comp lab again for GP and for once we were allowed to wear pe stuff so that we won't be late. pe was fine! :) not that tiring.... received a call from yong xing on the way home. stayed in the station and talked cos it was so noisy outside. surprised by the call! :) something to brighten up the whole day


fri
got the news that it was our last day in L11. so the day has come that we have to leave the comfort of L11. :( time to be nomads(as mr norman says). econs lecture, could only understand the elasticity graphs! at least that's something... ate rice during break. :P told jiaxin and jodie that i was going to the toilet. on the way back, met yong xing so spent the rest of break with him. guess the girls knew that when i disappeared, i'll probably be with him cos no questions asked when i came back. :) just some teasing. haha! :) sch was okay... missed dance today, and it was a hip hop lesson!!! still, had a good reason to miss it.


went back to stc for awards day! :) met many friends and ex classmates. sang the IJ song, miss it so much!!!! and we had a short prayer session too. miss the prayers. it's hard to have no prayers when i've been hearing it everyday for the past 10 years. and miss saying 'thank you and god bless you teachers'. sometimes still say it in JJ cos i'm too used to it. the saying, 'ij friends are friends for life' is so true! well, enjoyed myself tonight. waited so long to be part of the awards day as a prize recipient. met many teachers too. stc has changed, yes, but some part of it will always be with me forever, especially the friends who have journeyed with me through the doors of stc. :) i may not miss stc as much as kellock, but i'll definitely miss the friends!

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

no time to post much tonight, but have to say a few things...

we're doing hip hop and contemporary for dance!!!!! YAY!!!! :) my two favorite dance types. looking forward to dance even more now.

and today, well, faced some problems. but talked to yong xing after school and later on Fb. feel much better now. :) thanks a lot! :D

i will post more during the weekend.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

people are people and sometimes we change our mind...

monday
pe today was tiring! interval training of 5 rounds. but somehow, was so still so tired. where is my stamina??? :( fastest was 1.47, slowest 2.17. at least if i go at this rate, will be able to pass 2.4. :) had dance exco campaigning and elections after school. can't wait to see who the new exco is! went home extremely late. didn't do much work cos was so lazy....
met you a few times today. :) and its good to see you studying in the library. :D don't worry about not calling or not talking much, its okay!!!

tuesday
surprise morning call for YX. :) sorry that i couldn't say much cos i was in the car.... still, good start to a long day ahead. :) class today was draggy and tiring. whole atmosphere was like, tired! for once, met YX at break on tuesday. and made the mistake of sitting at the same table with my classmates. really really sorry for not talking so much and the weird situation just now! getting teased by my classmates already! haha! oh well, its bound to happen sooner or later. had gp in comp lab. yay!!!! then had to stay back for nyaa stuff but at least we didn't end as late as yesterday. oh well, time to do homework! its pilling up... :(

got to make a choice for tmr! as usual, hoping its the right one! :)

Sunday, April 8, 2012

weekend has been okay...

sat
went for tuition then prayers. then had dinner at grandma's as usual. :) saw relatives from both sides of the family today! :D

sun
finally managed to spend time studying econs and not sleeping whilst studying it! well.... it took several hours just for demand, supply and price determination. oh well, at least something's getting into my head. and tmr's econs test! :(

wonder why there's still cca 3 times a week next week! and friday's one is going to clash with Theresian Awards day. :( have to leave cca early...

Friday, April 6, 2012

didn't do much today. woke up around 11 plus. did some homework and revision. then whilst studying econs... i slept on the bed. for like, 3 hours? woke up then went out for dinner. was on the way to eat western food then parents suddenly decided to eat seafood instead. so they ate seafood whilst i had other stuff at the same place. :)


it feels weird not seeing YX for a day!
sajc fun fair tmr and i can't go. didn't even go for acjc's fun fair and probably can't go for njc's. i'm starting to wonder what kind of friend i am. promise to keep in contact after leaving stc, but i'm not making the effort. promise to talk but i keep procrastinating and waiting for them to text or call instead of me doing it. after all, if they wanted to talk then they would have already tried to right? but its always me making the first move, so maybe they're waiting for me. wonder how those friends of mine are now. busy? have they made new friends? anything major happening in their lives? okay, maybe i talk to like 1 or 2, but not all! sometimes i'm starting to think if i'm worthy to be friends with someone. like when my friend lost her phone recently during dance, i helped her by lending the laptop to search for her iphone but didn't really physically help her look for her phone around the school. all i did was to try and calm her down. next day, didn't ask whether she found her phone until much later in the day. and she said thank you to me for helping her, although i really didn't do much.

 or maybe it should be time to move on and treasure those around me in JJ. treasure them so much more!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

if i could go out on public holidays and weekends, i will!
 lots of people asking me to go out tmr.... most of them are church invitations. have to turn them down every year... :( haiz.... feel so bad!!!!
today was great!!!!!!!!!!! 


met yong xing today for break. :) talked about some random stuff. was quite fun!!!


ended lessons at 2 and rushed to the dance room. got to miss GP and PE today! :) did a last minute rehearsal at LT 5 then did make up. took about 2 hours plus? well, its kind of due to the fact that i don't know how to put the make up on and didn't have the correct colors. so the only thing i did was put foundation and BB cream. thanks to all who helped me with the make-up! it was a lot! like lots of eyeshadow, blush, lipstick, eyeliner and even fake eyelashes! this is much more then prom night and YOG performance. had to get help for the bun... first time using a hair net and so many pins. definitely a first experience!
had dinner(which i didn't finish) and went to change. took lots of photos as there was so much time. did last minute rehearsals by ourselves. finally went to LT2 cos its the holding area. got so bored that some of us went out to walk around aimlessly and took more photos! then... we were allowed into LT5 to watch some performances! :) :) :) saw choir, malay dance, indian dance and the first two performances of modern dance! the drug dance was awesome! couple work was amazing! :) j2 dancers really did well. :D stupid me, tried to get a programme booklet from one of the seats in front (cos we were on the stairs) and i tripped over the stairs! first thought was, omg, please don't get injured now!!!! haha! and it was only like... 3-4 steps away. YX saw me but i didn't see him... :(
finally, the time to perform! think we did quite well and i really enjoyed it! except that i made one mistake and didn't really smile much.  it was so new but a great experience! loved it! and love the white dress that we performed in. always love to see white wedding dresses and now, actually have the chance to wear a white dress! even though its so long its hard to walk.
finally finished everything and parents came to fetch ka onn and me. shocked to see ka onn there today. apparently came to see a friend, but we happened to meet so went home together! :)
have trouble taking off the make up!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!


i'm so glad to have joined dance and had a chance to dance today! this dance really united some of the J1 female dancers! :)

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

rehearsal today was a bit bad.. messed up a bit. hope tmr's performance is better. we can do so much better then this! will make everyone who comes to watch us PROUD! :) somehow, i'm still looking forward to the performance tmr. found the joy in dance! but just very tired. still, it'll pay off. :) have to get used to dancing in a very very very long dress. have to put thick make up tmr and tie my hair into a bun. i don't think i'll be able to recognize myself! hmm.. then again, i've no idea how to do those things so will  have to get help!


had waffle today for break. :) met yx and we talked. :P so happy! haha!

Monday, April 2, 2012

posting on a monday! oh well, once in a while won't hurt..

school today was okay... pe was slack cos it was raining. :) and best part is, we missed the interval training cos it was raining. :) interval training=run more!!!! :( class became a zoo before econs tutorial! well, more like a pet house with cats, dogs, unicorns? and other animals. haha! love the crazy stuff that my class does. only problem with monday's time table is that we have econs lecture, 30min break, then econs tutorial! :( but no pw lecture today so ended early. had dance self training. loving dance! hope i don't regret not going for the exco nominations....

Saturday, March 31, 2012

oh gosh... my posts are like essays this week... back to the old me! ops! well, maybe i'm slipping back to the past.
 still doing PI for PW. :( hoping and hoping to score well. suddenly worrying about results! why!!!!
monday
pe today. saw yx after that so went to the canteen together. was with xt and jx at first, but they walked behind and suddenly wanted to go to the squash courts. and i didn't bring my waller with me! oh well.... met HS to talk about dance stuff. was thinking of going for exco, but decided against it in the end. went to watch hunger games with matthew, yorksun, claudia, christine and nurul. all classmates. it was a good show! :) caught the 7.10 movie at plaza singapura. best thing is, its near home so didn't have to travel too far to get home. :D


tues
nothing much happened... sch ended earlier then i thought it would so went home and started my first draft for PW, P1!


wed
so relax!! and hist and lit on the same day! :) pw was almost like free time. brought laptop so was using it during break. went onto fb and talked to yx. classmates saw and they were like, who is that ah! ops.... ended lesson early for both hist and lit! yay! and civics is still a waste of time to me... slacked around in class till 30 min before dance starts. met again at the library. was supposed to go with faezah to dance, but made her wait 10 min whilst talking. sorry!!!! dance was okay i guess... still a bit messy. did it in the hall. and we haven't finished the choreo!

time to post for this week! week 2 of term 2 and its starting to become hectic. imagine next week, have to stay back everyday day for rehearsal. :(


played pokemon on Jia Xin's laptop this week!!! :) :) :)


thurs
pe was killer! 25min run. actually, i ran just 23 min plus cos 1 more round and it will pass 25min. no, cancel the run... i ran 6 rounds in 15 min then walked the last 2. if this was napfa, i'll be so disappointed. big drop from last year's 2.4 timing. still, dislike running! gp was free period. class went crazy and hyper. played pokemon, modern warfare 2, people singing(or screaming), taking pics, laughing, dancing. i think that's going to be one of the best memories i have of 12A03. :) did calligraphy for chinese. somehow i think my normal chinese words look so nice after comparing it with the calligraphy... math test was so easy. :)
went to do CIP with Nas after school. helped to give out food to the elderly. and help them bring it up to their homes if it is too heavy. quite a fun time. only wish i can speak malay and chinese dialects! but all the elderly were so friendly! good experience. :) and jodie is finally off the cast! she can walk! :) went to the canteen for the first time today and ate there. :) yay!!!


friday
took bus to sch with Nas today and had a mini accident.... first thing i did was hope that it won't be too serious an injury. econs lecture, i slept... even during the break after that, i was like.. let me sleep!!! but stayed in the canteen for break cos wanted to eat there and i guess, partly cos i wanted to see YX. :P so we met and walked and talked. interesting time. haha! :) kept seeing yx at the library. during lit, wanted to smile, but the teacher was standing in that direction. if i did, it would have been so awkward! imagine MR Dore and his crazy stuff.... went to meet you again before dance. and met after dance... got stalked. somehow, you knew that i was at the bus stop... anyway, great time talking to you today! and yes, i promised to post about you! :D
class went crazy again during GP cos no teacher and there was no test! :) again did all the weird stuff. somehow, my class likes having free period for gp. and they're designing and class shirt and jacket? i think...
dance was okay. it was like a full rehearsal of all the performing arts groups. but didn't get to see every performance. :( ours was still messy! must work hard!


sat
went to sch at 8 for some hist thing. they had to go to tiong area but i didn't go cos of dance. dance was draining today. did lots of rehearsals and filming. danced the same parts again and again. think i'll be dreaming of it tonight! and we got our costumes! :) long long long dress that reaches the ground. had problem walking with it cos was scared to trip. dancing in it.... needs practice.... but overall, i think after 4 hours plus of practice, the dance looks much better. and i'm going on stage!!! can't wait! :)
went to leaders network to join the rest for history. they did videos of what happened on the outing to tiong bahru and of their interviews. so i just sit there, watch them do it, eat lunch. then we all watched some show that was so boring. jodie and i went for a toilet break and loitered around the toilet area. was caught by mr norman and scolded. ops! and he sat behind us after that, so can't use phone anymore. :( this is sounding like i'm a bad kid! lol! just happened that i did 2 things that i don't usually do today. presented the videos, then can go home.
went to grandma's for diner! :)

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Jiaxin is sad because Charmaine did not write her name on the blog. D:


Random much....


Anyway, I like Charmaine very very very much because she is so Awesome! :D
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! And it's the first time I'm posting on a Macbook. I like the keypad, quite comfortable. But.... Quite hard to press uh? LOL.

I WANT TO SLEEP BUT I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK. SAD MUCH. D:


Just close your eyes, you're be alright!


Don't so emo la Charmaine! Love love! ;)


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I AM SO RANDOM. WAKAKAKAKAKA. AND I KNOW CHARMAINE FINDS ME VERY WEIRD AND I AM SO WEIRD AND I NEED TO SLEEP AND THIS IS CRAZY.


SORRY CHARMAINE! I DESTROYED YOUR BLOG. D:

Saturday, March 24, 2012

first week of term 2!

mon
glad to be back! finally started PW lecture... ending so late on mondays now. :( and PW is no easy subject either. oh well. and i missed morning announcements! pe was tiring. did 2 rounds, stairs and some weird exercise to strengthen the hand muscles. in the end, all i got was shoulder ache.
still going home with Nas. glad for the company. :)

tues
17th birthday!!!!! :) :) :) yay! finally a year older!
thanks all, for the gifts, wishes and hugs. :D
so sch was normal. and class sang a bday song. :) first time doing gardening. doing it as a skill for NYAA. gardening for a year! let's hope i meet as little insects as possible.

wed
hardly any lessons. slack day! :) had dance. learnt some new steps, some choreography changed. so i'm just dancing a little and the costume is going to be a white dress! still have problem with the stretching part. had stomach, side, back and shoulder ache after today. well, maybe  cos of monday's PE too. haiz, feels like my body's getting old!

thurs
pe was horror. running was okay, but the sit up, push up and all hurts!!!! :( long day... some classmates brought laptops and played pokemon and modern warfare. so played pokemon! :) so long since i last touched pokemon stuff!!!!!!

fri
another short day. sch ended at 1. supposed to contact Nas but couldn't get her so just waited round in class. played games, took videos, took pics. then yx came and surprised me with a bday gift. so nice! :) finally found Nas. then went home with XT. tried walking from school to lakeside mrt. nice walk! :)