grandma's birthday

cake baking!! on friday

ikea trip with Anjila, Jiayi, Meiyi

jiayi and meiyi

friday
so.. stayed at home. woke up early, about 8 plus? then wanted to bake. so had to go down to buy stuff. came up, did the first round. it was okay. the best of all actually. then second round, didn't look as good. third round, was average. and forgot to seive the flour!! only realised it after everything was done. hehe! got a call halfway whilst baking. who else? haha! the better ones, put into a container for grandma, the others, are for self consumption! washed up, then just lay on the bed and slept! till about 3 plus? about 2 hours. so tired. woke up, bathed, went online, watched tv, mum came home early! for the first time! then went out for dinner at great world. got flowers for grandma, and met AMANDA !!!!! TWIN!!! yay!!! really cheered up after that!!!! went home, watched tv, slept around 1.

today
woke up early, around 7 plus. got ready, went with grandma and mum to the market. grandma bought some stuff and we went to her house. stayed there, talked. rest, went to vivo for a while. got an outfit for tonight. went home, got tuition stuff, went to grandma's for lunch. ate, nasi lamak. fishball, rice, chicken wings! tasted good as always. fetched yi en with aunt from mrt. came back to grandma's. slept cos was tired, then went for tuition at tiong. came home to change and get ready.

took a while to get ready. fetched some of mama's friends, then went to fullerton's jade restuarant for mama's birthday dinner. cousin and i had the fruit set. it was nice! went round taking pics! ate.. it was good!! yiyi bought a cake. so the dinner was great! pics will be up soon, should be up on facebook soon any minute... but blog will take a while. maybe tmr or something. so that's all! very tired already. bye!

today!
was fun!! OMG! will remember today!

so had emath paper 1 today, didn't actually study in the morning. hehe. ops. anyway, having duty of counting down the days to YOG from day 100. must put the paper on the board. everyday. doing it with a sec2! so emath paper was okay. a lot of sec2 stuff. thanks mrs fung, who said sec2 math will come out. there were some annoying questions that cannot do. but the fun part came later!

after the paper, jiayi came to my house. we played tennis, then bathed, went online. she read manga, while i got a book to read. then read SKIPBEAT together! yay! changed, went to ikea. was there early. cos we left around 1.15. reached ikea around 1.35? walked around while waiting for the rest. met anjila first. we went to anchorpoint, comics connection. she bought some posters i think...we walked around, then went back to ikea to meet meiyi. finally, the 4 of us have gone out together! after a year! met anjila and jiayi(well, got to know them better) last year around SA1 time! OMG! one year since we went out together! so happy! so we ate at ikea, talked, laughed, joked. anjila with her korean stuff, meiyi with her cows! -.- haha! jiayi about anime! well, a bit. but we talked about a lot of other stuff too! feels so good to be back with them. you don't know how much i miss you!!!! okay, nvm. so we walked around ikea. the showrooms, furniture. and thinking about our own house already!

went back to anchorpoint. anjila bought kfc for her family, and some other stuff. got scones! for breakfast tmr! so more talking, laughing, silliness! any way, exam's over! so jiayi left... then anjila got a cab. and meiyi and i took 195. she stopped at the old stc compound. THE GREENLODGE IS GONE!! went to tiong for my phone...

okay, so my phone... it spoilt in the morning, idk what happened, but the screen got stuck at one page, then the whole thing blanked out. so had to go to tiong, where i actually got the phone, to get it repaired. then  they said must go to the service centre. one is at vivo. so went to take bus to interchange, then to vivo. to get the phone repaired. right now, i've no phone! SO PLEASE DO NOT CALL OR SMS MY HP! CALL MY HOUSE INSTEAD! went home, wanted to watch xiao niang re, but fell asleep on the sofa. woke up cos of a phone call.

bathed, went online, then parents came back. ate, now online again. very tired, but eventful day! thank you, anjila, jiayi, meiyi! for making this day so wonderful! i've been wanting to go out with the 4 of us for so long! so happy that we got a chance to!!!!

so pics will be uploaded tmr. will spent the whole day tmr, at home! resting. maybe call a few friends, but no numbers! ops.... hehe! but will have to make some phone calls! so today was exciting!

so two days of exams!

first,
on saturday
had no amath tuition in the afternoon, its at night. so woke up at 10! a bit late..... cos slept late the night before. hahaha! used to the nightly late frieday night calls already. so fun! well, studied, went to tiong for chinese tuition. bought mother's day gift. met ms maggie lee there, talked to her for a while. went to grandma's house. had a cake for mother's day! carrot cake! so nice! talked and played with cousin, then had to go home for tuition. 8.30 to 10.30. wanted to study after that. went online to do math paper but could not last more then 30min. slept at 12.

on sunday
didn't go out at all!!!! had to spend the whole time studying. at least got my mother's day present the day before! so not too bad! and  happy mother's day! so studied... woke up early... didn't sleep till almost 12.... just to get bio and amath down. and really, haven't studied these two topics till today! boring sunday! didn't go out to eat cos must study!

monday
bio... what to say? could have been better. but really, only really studied for bio the day before, on sunday, so next time must study earlier. may not get my aim for bio.... sadly...
amath, think i can pass amath! if can pass! will be very happy! at least pass!
so went home and studied for chem. was so tired.....

tuesday
chem.. also wished i've studied harder. stupid me! didn't study enough of the topics learnt this term. OMG! just hope i won't fail. so came home, went online for a while, then went to sleep. for like 4 hours!

this is the cake we had! tasted really nice!

we also had a bit of better cake..... but didn't take pic. forgot to take pic of the whole family... ops... but still have a lot of chances. espacially next week, cos its grandma's birthday! need new clothes! but... don't want to tell my mum.... wait buy another dress! the horror!! haha!

grandma!

dad and me with a sign! haha!

yi ma!

random escalator. so long!

casino! at marina bay!

yi zhang and yi ma!

grandma and mum

dad

restuarant name

grandma and her two daughters, mum and yi ma!

grandma and me!

yi ma

yi ma and yi zhang

plates?

grandma!

mum and me!

family of 3!!!

okay, so i still owe my birthday pics and efl pics. the sport day pics are with jiayi, waiting for them!!

so this week, well, had exams... had to struggle to study like idk what.

monday
woke up early to do a bit of studies. went for tuition at 11. till 2. amath stuff but still not very helpful as can't do much amath. went with grandma for lunch at macs. miss those times with grandma. love her so much! went home and studied.

tuesday
had chinese exams. no morning run! yay! chinese was okay..... could have been better. normal lessons after that. was so sleepy during math, OMG! so hard to stay awake. the day was okay. had bio after school. fun!!! and we talked!! yay!! thank you so much! make me feel part of everything again! after the initial shock. thanks a lot!! really! to all of you!!!

wednesday
whole day of school. morning run in the morning. not many people. 4 rounds, sprinted a bit at the end. was a bit shocked at what happened. anyway, went to school and was almost late... well, about 7.25 or so. ms low was there at the classroom block to rush us up. thankfully mr ng was not there and made it to class by the time assembly started. yay! studies today was okay. ms vino didn't coem for history. needed the extra help. but nvm. chem was okay. happy! chinese ms lee went to the higher chinese girls so we had slef studeis. talked to meiyi and claris. didn't really study much. after school went with janice and xiulin to the bus stop, they went to the train.

thursday
well, emath was bad. paper 2! OMG! then amath how? any way, ended at 9.15. went home early to study for history and lit. 2 heavy topics which i was good in. well, good enough. and it was tough! could not really finish memorising everything. so had to slog on and hope for the best.

friday
went to school early and studied at hard court. history was okay. thankfully, should be okay. break in between, talked to yoges and studied a bit. lit was tough! wish i could have done better, any way, can't do anything else about it. was supposed to go out with sheryl but she didn't want to in the end. went home, studied, went online, relaxed, went out for dinner with family. went to the marina casino place, a restuarant. so fun! went with dad, mum, grandma, yi ma and yi zhang. great time! nice food, talked a lot, laughed a lot! yay!!!! wanted to take a group pic but oh well, no chance to. wanted to walk the bridge but grandma was tired and it was late already. so went home. the place was so big! had to walk a long way and a long time to reach the place to eat. the casino looked so nice!!! too bad have to pay so much to get in! took some pics! of family. reached home, called leechin as usual!

short enough paragraphs this week. its already 1am so need to sleep soon. but pics will be up. pics of today.

'its just the nicest thing when someone you haven't spoke to in so long just drops you a random text just to say hi or see how you are,or even to say i miss you :) especially if you used to be really close to the person :)'
nice quote..... okay, just very bored with doing work... a lot of math. too much math! but must still do.. so taking a short break and came across this.

eventful week.
monday
no more training, had bio,cat was in the class!! was lying down at the lab we were in, so cute!!!! chased the cat out... after school stayed back to help for YOG room, left at 3, and went with yoges to queensway macs to study. but we ended up talking, expected?


tuesday
had experiment. did with janice! yay!!! so fun! always fun doing experiments with janice!!!! good friends yeah?


wednesday
sang the national athem 3 times in class cos we weren't singing loud enough. revised like don't know what for ss and chinese exam. all the way at night and still not ready...


thursday
ss and chinese. not too bad. just scared of marks. compo was okay, so was letter. ss is the link!!!! went with yoges for recess and she came to class to wish me good luck! thanks a lot! had extra lit lesson. karthika, helen, ayilisha and i went for lunch from 1 to 1.30. then came up, just a brief like 20-25 min 'lesson' to prepare for format of sa1 lit then can go. talked to karthika on the way to the bus stop! didn't study much for english, nothing much to study! haha!

friday
well, missed morning run... and i'm really sorry jacob. don't be angry. well, went to the netball place and talked. memorised english format. fun at the netball court. but still cannot forgive myself for leaving friends alone. okay, so had english paper 1. met yoges for recess. then sat outside 3a classroom and talked. haha! so fun! classmates were so funny! enjoyed myself.... and 3a, yoges praised our class. finally! okay, paper 2, then went to macs with yoges for lunch, went to grandma's house, bathed, studied( or tried to) and smsed someone on the phone. wanted to stay awake for xiao niang re but couldn't. slept at 5.20 when the person went to bath! haha! woke up at 7.30. ate dinner. talked to grandma. went to the room and we watched tv and talked and had fun! called leechin at 11. talked on and off till about 12.30. wished her on the phone! at 12. watched tv and slept around 1?

today
woke up several times at night. as usual. been the same for the pass few nights. sleep then wake up then sleep. so finally got out of bed at idk what time. ate breakfast, went home, changed. had amath tuition at home. then went to tiong for lunch then chinese tuition. went to grandma's house again from tuition. talked, played, told jokes. not all are that 'clean' haha! ops! tonight really let go! felt happy for a while. played with aunt's itouch. only dad, yiyi, yien and i were there and we had fun!!! went home!

friendship improving, i'm so glad!

okay, i need to 'rant' again? if its the correct word.... feeling so crushed and lonely....

some say its not over till its over, but i guess its over now.... well, you treat me just like another stranger....(quotes from two different songs)

i seriously hope you remember all those times, really. its been like one year since we meet and become friends and we went through a lot. and of course, things happened which brought back bad things from sec1 but wasn't as bad. all the rumours. but why use me? off all things, use me! again and again! first, i gave you someone to talk to.... another friend in case, then she stopped talking to me but continued with you? then you are going with these people who care so much about you and you complain that they care about you? ever felt the feeling of people who mean so much to you and affect you and they care about someone else then that person complains to you that they care about you? the feeling,  its not only irritating or infuriating but also hurts. can only be thankful we aren't in the same school or life will be horrible!

just so many songs playing in my head to get rid of the emotions now..... really need someone to talk to and who can really understand the things i am feeling now. shall not put any other bad things here any more. for now. one is enough. really need someone to talk to!!!!!!!!!!