Friday, May 7, 2010

so this week, well, had exams... had to struggle to study like idk what.

monday
woke up early to do a bit of studies. went for tuition at 11. till 2. amath stuff but still not very helpful as can't do much amath. went with grandma for lunch at macs. miss those times with grandma. love her so much! went home and studied.

tuesday
had chinese exams. no morning run! yay! chinese was okay..... could have been better. normal lessons after that. was so sleepy during math, OMG! so hard to stay awake. the day was okay. had bio after school. fun!!! and we talked!! yay!! thank you so much! make me feel part of everything again! after the initial shock. thanks a lot!! really! to all of you!!!

wednesday
whole day of school. morning run in the morning. not many people. 4 rounds, sprinted a bit at the end. was a bit shocked at what happened. anyway, went to school and was almost late... well, about 7.25 or so. ms low was there at the classroom block to rush us up. thankfully mr ng was not there and made it to class by the time assembly started. yay! studies today was okay. ms vino didn't coem for history. needed the extra help. but nvm. chem was okay. happy! chinese ms lee went to the higher chinese girls so we had slef studeis. talked to meiyi and claris. didn't really study much. after school went with janice and xiulin to the bus stop, they went to the train.

thursday
well, emath was bad. paper 2! OMG! then amath how? any way, ended at 9.15. went home early to study for history and lit. 2 heavy topics which i was good in. well, good enough. and it was tough! could not really finish memorising everything. so had to slog on and hope for the best.

friday
went to school early and studied at hard court. history was okay. thankfully, should be okay. break in between, talked to yoges and studied a bit. lit was tough! wish i could have done better, any way, can't do anything else about it. was supposed to go out with sheryl but she didn't want to in the end. went home, studied, went online, relaxed, went out for dinner with family. went to the marina casino place, a restuarant. so fun! went with dad, mum, grandma, yi ma and yi zhang. great time! nice food, talked a lot, laughed a lot! yay!!!! wanted to take a group pic but oh well, no chance to. wanted to walk the bridge but grandma was tired and it was late already. so went home. the place was so big! had to walk a long way and a long time to reach the place to eat. the casino looked so nice!!! too bad have to pay so much to get in! took some pics! of family. reached home, called leechin as usual!

short enough paragraphs this week. its already 1am so need to sleep soon. but pics will be up. pics of today.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

'its just the nicest thing when someone you haven't spoke to in so long just drops you a random text just to say hi or see how you are,or even to say i miss you :) especially if you used to be really close to the person :)'
nice quote..... okay, just very bored with doing work... a lot of math. too much math! but must still do.. so taking a short break and came across this.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

eventful week.
monday
no more training, had bio,cat was in the class!! was lying down at the lab we were in, so cute!!!! chased the cat out... after school stayed back to help for YOG room, left at 3, and went with yoges to queensway macs to study. but we ended up talking, expected?


tuesday
had experiment. did with janice! yay!!! so fun! always fun doing experiments with janice!!!! good friends yeah?


wednesday
sang the national athem 3 times in class cos we weren't singing loud enough. revised like don't know what for ss and chinese exam. all the way at night and still not ready...


thursday
ss and chinese. not too bad. just scared of marks. compo was okay, so was letter. ss is the link!!!! went with yoges for recess and she came to class to wish me good luck! thanks a lot! had extra lit lesson. karthika, helen, ayilisha and i went for lunch from 1 to 1.30. then came up, just a brief like 20-25 min 'lesson' to prepare for format of sa1 lit then can go. talked to karthika on the way to the bus stop! didn't study much for english, nothing much to study! haha!

friday
well, missed morning run... and i'm really sorry jacob. don't be angry. well, went to the netball place and talked. memorised english format. fun at the netball court. but still cannot forgive myself for leaving friends alone. okay, so had english paper 1. met yoges for recess. then sat outside 3a classroom and talked. haha! so fun! classmates were so funny! enjoyed myself.... and 3a, yoges praised our class. finally! okay, paper 2, then went to macs with yoges for lunch, went to grandma's house, bathed, studied( or tried to) and smsed someone on the phone. wanted to stay awake for xiao niang re but couldn't. slept at 5.20 when the person went to bath! haha! woke up at 7.30. ate dinner. talked to grandma. went to the room and we watched tv and talked and had fun! called leechin at 11. talked on and off till about 12.30. wished her on the phone! at 12. watched tv and slept around 1?

today
woke up several times at night. as usual. been the same for the pass few nights. sleep then wake up then sleep. so finally got out of bed at idk what time. ate breakfast, went home, changed. had amath tuition at home. then went to tiong for lunch then chinese tuition. went to grandma's house again from tuition. talked, played, told jokes. not all are that 'clean' haha! ops! tonight really let go! felt happy for a while. played with aunt's itouch. only dad, yiyi, yien and i were there and we had fun!!! went home!

friendship improving, i'm so glad!
okay, i need to 'rant' again? if its the correct word.... feeling so crushed and lonely....

some say its not over till its over, but i guess its over now.... well, you treat me just like another stranger....(quotes from two different songs)

i seriously hope you remember all those times, really. its been like one year since we meet and become friends and we went through a lot. and of course, things happened which brought back bad things from sec1 but wasn't as bad. all the rumours. but why use me? off all things, use me! again and again! first, i gave you someone to talk to.... another friend in case, then she stopped talking to me but continued with you? then you are going with these people who care so much about you and you complain that they care about you? ever felt the feeling of people who mean so much to you and affect you and they care about someone else then that person complains to you that they care about you? the feeling,  its not only irritating or infuriating but also hurts. can only be thankful we aren't in the same school or life will be horrible!

just so many songs playing in my head to get rid of the emotions now..... really need someone to talk to and who can really understand the things i am feeling now. shall not put any other bad things here any more. for now. one is enough. really need someone to talk to!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

so this week has been busy

start off, got a new phone!! so happy with it!!!!

monday
had extra history lesson after school, for sa1. no time to finish the syllabus. put on contacts for the first time in school. was faster then i thought. had training. started around 4 plus? then it had to rain at 5.30. so no running for 4 rounds. yay! went home. 6 of us, jacob, yoges, trisha, euginia, andrea and i walked to the mrt side, 3 umbrellas! haha! took mrt. to tiong. had to go back to the phone shop, to change some stuff. went for amath tuition! 6 plus! till 9.30. tired day!

tuesday
well, what to say about tuesday? had morning run. ran 2 rounds alone, then the next two with Abigail, Nurin and two sec1s. lessons were okay... ended school as usual at 3.35. so late!! went home, mum was home cos sick. and there was a lot of drilling cos renovation. irritating. hard to concentrate while studying. went off with ka onn and zhan hao(correct my spelling if wrong) for tuition at tiong. zhan hao's dad fetched. went to tiong and bought KFC. got there around 6.55. by the time we got our food, it was 7.15? late for class... hehe. and amath some more! so had tuition, then dad fetched us home! met aunt and grandfather there cos they had dinner there,

wednesday
had training again. last training before SA1. then will stop till after exams. thankfully. so it rained and we trained in the hall with gym girls. did normal stuff plus extra passes. tried out landing in a different way. turn and land instead of land then turn. well, don't think many people will understand. but nvm. did this drill very near the gym mat and almost fell over it. the ball rolled on the gym mat a lot of times. pity the gym girls. then split into 3  groups. captain's ball. well, the grouping was kind of obvious yeah? jacob, abigail, yoges, trisha and me! 5 of us. won our first match. then jacob left. second one we kind of lost? -.- okay, at least no forfeit. the group that lost twice did it. did the voting for SEP. we are going to do touch rugby!!! hope its fun. went home! oh.. must mention this as promised. yoges.... sat on a pile of about 4 chairs and the whole thing went down. laughed and laughed and laughed! okay..... joke over....

thursday
supposed to go for morning run.. but didn't... have own reasons. lost the badge. panicked. then changed to orange shirt. got ready for assembly. and then whole class went to try the fitting for the YOG attire. shirt. went back to learn new dancesteps. couldn't get it at first. taught some of the rest. sec3s had a break except for the leaders. had to dance the whole routine again and again. then had to go back to do the length for the pants. normal lessons. went home. well, the drilling was horrible! finally listened to music and studied. works better then the drilling and studying. surprisingly.

friday
last day of school. went to school, walked round the track 3 rounds with jiayi, janice and meiyi. fun fun fun! a lot of people were running. next time will run too! its friday! school, a lot of homework! history, almost sleeping, but emath was okay! went home, studied, went to fetch mum with dad late at night. then took a drive to macs drivethrough. came home, called leechin. and didn't go online cos too late. should have if known earlier that parents were already asleep. went into the room and woke them, they said must sleep, so had to sleep. should have stayed outside and went online. it was like 1 plus?

saturday
studied. history is tough! fetched mum to office. went to have a frive round. see showflats! haha! anything but study. chinese tuition, went to grandma's house. they had durian, cousin and i had cake! yay! played with itouch. aunt's. slept late....... doing emath 2009 SA1 paper

won't be doing amath SA1 paper today.... another day, no time. so bye!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

just want you all to remember
朋友一生一起走
friends walk this life together
那些日志 不在有
those days will never return
一句话一辈子
one sentence, one lifetime
一身请一杯酒
a lifetime relationship(friendship), a cup of wine

some chinese words may be off... my lack of chinese vocab! i believe i have posted this song before. but anyway, just wanted to be reminded and remind you all that friends are that important. and i hope that we will always be okay together. i don't know what's going on and why..... but please don't let us break up okay!

this is part of a song, from jay sean, feat sean paul and lil wayne

do you remember, do you remember, do you remember,
all of the times we had
do you remember, do you remember, do you remember
all of the times we had
let's bring it back
let's bring it back
let's bring it back
let's bring it back
let's bring it back

i really want those times to come back. and hope you all remember those times we had. those times in sec1... then sec2..... then sec3..... and for the rest... those recess times we had together, before school, first and last outing for the few of us..... then now finally in 3 together too! i think you should know who you are....the closest friends i've had so far. biggest clue i can give you. so really, please!!

what happened to the friends forever????? but also, thanks for all that you all have done. never made me feel alone at all!!! until now....

Friday, April 16, 2010

no pics! cos not uploaded yet. have to wait. any way, jiayi, no worries, take your time!

so about this week
monday
only sec1s have training. a few seniors were in the march pass. ate lunch with some people and wanted to study with Sheryl but then we didn't cos went to see our house cheerleading. needed improvement. went for march pass. started at 3, ended by 4, so quite fast. went home to study. thanks to sheryl for letting me accompany her, if not no one to go with!

tuesday
stayed back till 3.35 as usual for bio. tuesdays are long days! karthika joined us for lunch! went home for some stuff. mum was sick. at home. at last someone at home to accompany me! but sick. so she slept and rested a lot. went to get some stuff done.

wednesday
had training. well, it was okay, just that jacob wasn't there. sick! leg pained like idk what!!! went home and smsed someone for about 3 hours? 50 + smses. would have been more, but was studying, so replies were a bit late. OMG! can't believe that. but the good thing is, there is someone to talk to and who replies.thanks. cheered me up.

thursday
really messes up the YOG formation and i know a lot of you got irritated and angry at me. so i'm really sorry about that. cos it was really me who messes up everything! and ida and alicia were a great help! got the class into the formation correctly. thanks!

so that's just a brief summary, don't really feel like posting. no mood, just feel so angry, depressed, moody...... feelings that can't put into words..... any way, if any one has actually read until this point, please tag!! my tag board has been dead since... march?
today was surpisingly free. reached school at around 6.50 or so? supposed to be in march pass so must go early. went to class. and just talked to janice, then karthika when she came. announcement said that there was lightning alert till 8, so stay in class for assembly. janice, kathika, elspeth and i got our hair sprayed red!! mine was ponytail only, well, supposed to be. we just talked, and walked around the class. janice gave me a piece of long red cloth. tied it to my ponytail! thanks! then jacob came and took the red spray. wanted to spray on my hair. thought it was a bit only. then she said to bend down, and she sprayed A LOT on the top of my head, the area around there! must see the pic when i get it!! its really a lot!!!!! she's so going to get it! well, a lot of free time. went with elspeth to the toilet. cleared the big and massive red spray on my head. just kept the part on the ponytail.
well, do you both remember that we are supposed to go to the library?? some friends you are. rush off, with her, 3 of you go off, did you forget someone? walked past, then just said hi, never even ask if i'm going, well, its really obvious that i wasn't, but not cos i'm not free. i can't stand it when you just walk off like that! never even wait! its irritating you know!
it was like an ignatius gathering in 3a for a while. apparently 3b was caroline and 3d was isabel? had assembly in class. so we watched a video. about how something changed someone's life? then had to do this quiz. went down, at about 9, no more lightning alert. got into the march pass formation. it was still raining!
 this week alone, twice, you ALL just walked off like that for recess and lunch, ever thought of the person you ALL missed out? you know that it hurts? leaving someone like that alone? what happened? last time, even if i didn't ask, someone will at least take my bag for me, now, its left there like that. never even wait. i'm boiling inside. be glad that i haven't burst out. if anything wrong, just say!! its like you ALL just don't care!
so we marched in, had the torch relay. then could go back to sit on the grandstand. was released for our activities. had teachers race first. so cute! the teachers! but we were very far from the race spot. any way, karthika, elspeth and i went to the tent for 100 plus, then to the food tent which was muddy so went away. got ice cream, went to the canteen. followed them to the food tent where they bought stuff. sat in the canteen with them, jiayi and heather. talked, sat down. then got a drink from the drink stall with elspeth. she went back, so i wondered alone. went to watch the sec3 watermelon competition. it was good. dani was good! but 3a did really well!!! next time cannot paint the face before eating watermelon. it comes off! two people from 3a. went to do the fringe activities with karthika, janice and elspeth. throwing the softball first. got 1 point, didn't get it in. then to netball. 2 points.... missed two shots. wait, cos managed to get a trial shot! hehe!! frisbee next, 1 point. didn't go for floorball. saw kellock 6 hibiscus i think, with mrs linda tan!!!! the rest went to buy food... wondered off somewhere for a while, then they disappeared. so just walked round aimlessly again, got asked by jiayi and xiulin to do irish sack, was supposed to do it, but knee was hurting, cannot jump. sorry. talked to anjila for a while. watched irish sack. then walked and walked alone. finally found the rest and sat with them. watched cheerleading. sat next to heather. our house was great! this year cheerleading was good. all 6 houses participated. ignatius got 3rd? or 4th? but overall, we got THIRD!! YAY!!!!!! IGNATIUS ROCKS! first was caroline! second was catherine. catherine first time didn't get first in years.
you know, you all are the only friends i really have right now........ if you want to cut me off, then just get it over and do it. spare the misery. spare the pain. if this is not true and i hope its not, can things return to the way it was last time? i miss all of your companionship.

went home after that. went out for dinner with parents.
thursday, yog formation was almost screwed. sorry 3A. was supposed to take charge, but made a mess of it. thanks to Tina and Alicia who got the class into the correct formation.

Friday, April 9, 2010

so this week has been okay, nothing much to say cos can't really remember

had a new coach for training on wednesday. she's young, but will take a while to accept a new coach. training has been okay so far. we are told to 'put what happened behind us'. and wednesday we had about 20 seniors at training! great! vaddi and shanthinee did a weird runnning thing in the netball court, think they wanted to see the coach.

thursday, we had YOG training. 5 triangles. 3a was split, 18 in group 4, 22 in group 5. let me make this clear! our whole class is in group 5!!! but for this formation only, we are split into group 4 and 5 of this formation!!! please remember this! okay, so alicia and i were in front, with karthika behind me and janice and elspeth after that. it was fun! funning and all! the front had to walk! not run, so that the back can keep up. so alicia and i just pretended to run. we had to run together as all 5 groups, that was chaos. could not go far from the marker so the people at the side was squeezed in! and the formation broke. we went into rectangles and then a square after that. and it started to drizzle a little, but we just did the dance. the rain poured! so we ran inside! paper of the listings and names all got wet!! had to dry it during bio! haha! we had some time off to get ourselves dry. studied and worried over a math test that neverhappened this week. during chinese, after recess, many people were without socks or shoes! cos all wet. and people's hairs were let down. ms lee said that it is the same as camp time! haha! so skip to mock parliament. wait, sat with jiayi in the bus, janice and xiulin infront, elspeth and karthika at the back. mock parliament was fun. heard 8 people argue. and the opposition team was far stronger then the preposition, not cos i'm biased to our school. so this side won! sat with cassendra, ida, candice, sini. mr francis picked out.... then went to present the certificates to mrs wee to give to the students. and went home in 124. felt like a long ride, but it was a short one.
sorry for the last post, it was... a mistake. any way, here's what happened today!

theresian awards day, yoges birthday
so went to school at 7. well, was not that early, nor late, since its friday. and found jacob and yoges at the netball place. walked to the canteen with them to buy food. then wished her happy bday and gave her the gift. stayed and talked with them. was fun! could not find my friends. as 3 of them were apparently at the track, no wonder! the rest came much later. so talked then went to join them. had an okay day at school. no assembly so just did some studies. and lit was okay, one period, not too bad. chem was a lot of info!! but we were released 5min early! yay! for recess somemore! fishball noodles, felt so full!! and it was $1!! thought it wold cost more! after that went to class early and kept the key in my pocket. didn't remember having the key till after school! thankfully was going back to help in theresian awards day and can return. history, ms vino didn't come, so no lesson. just revise. self study. emath..... was so fast! but can understand. was supposed to end at 1.15 today, but mrs fung said must finish the emath stuff, so dragged till about 1.45, 1,50. irritating! yoges waited till was dismissed, went to eat koufu together for her bday. then went home, hurriedly showered and changed to council whites. it was not raining when walking to the bus stop, thankfully! but on the bus, it started to rain!! got off in front of new town primary, the bus stop. was taking 100 and didn't want to drop too far away, the ljs side was longer way. so walked in the rain! scared will fall, cos of the shoes. so reached school safely!

returned the key, went to the canteen, finally found some people to follow and put bags in 1a classroom, went down for duty. found out all 4 graduated seniors were back to recieve awards! yay! walked with janice to the HOD room, then asked ms lee to come out, said that i wanted to ask her questions instead of my friend want to pass her something! hahahaha! shows how bad my chinese is! went to the hall staircase. stood there, talked, and just helped to ursher people.was at the hall staircase, so had to walk up and down, but it was fun talking! then was called to stop people from walking at this area where the GOH will walk, then got called to the road to wait and ursher in two VIPs. the second one didn't come! so just waited there for a long time with teachers till mrs tam said to go back to the canteen and rest. went up to the hall to see the awards ceremony. then went down, got a drink, talked to janice! then went to sit down and talked to.... i think amelia.... can't remember her name. hehe sorry! finally the food came and helped a bit. then went up to see the performance. missed most of the ELDDS parts. when the angklung, band, guitar and choir were performing, could only hear the angklung and band. saw everyone i wanted to see performing! but the choir was so soft, hardly heard the words. and guitar, could not hear them!

so any way, went down and was supposed to serve the VIP table. mrs wong, mrs wee and VIP. included wang lao shi and mrs yuen from kellock! nice to see them again! so had to get them drinks, help them refil their food, then just stand there. and arthika wa so nice! helped me to get a drink! thanks! so just waited , then ms chin said that we could go already! so talked to mrs yuen and wang lao shi before they left and just wanted to get food! was going to get then saw joyce. so talked to her, then ms koh and her mum came, so talked to her mum. and to ms koh. after they walked off, talked to joyce again, and was called by mrs fung to go somewhere, but then she said no need already, so went back, talked to joyce, planned to go out, and finally got food! sat with janice, xiulin and meiyi. talked, laughed, watched funny videos. they left, and just wondered around, folded table cloths. went up to grab bag and left! so today, so tired!! blisters, tired legs, pain left knee, pain ankle, and regret not bringing camera!!!
is it worth liking someone who does not feel the same way? hmmm.... weird question...

Friday, April 2, 2010

oh, and happy birthday mummy!! (suzanne) !! its been a year already.... so fast!!! have a great birthday!
so this week has been great! had a great april fools day, had a great outing with friends and a okay good friday.

monday
nothing much to say for school, but had training. was raining. went to choose new captains. so new captains are Jacob, Abbicia and Zhixuan. did a few drills, no wait, correction, the juniors did drills, the sec3s(4 of us) didn't. just sat down and had team talk. then had team talk with the rest. talked about our expectations for this year. and some ground rules. also had to try to get the rest to say what good points and bad points each of us had. well, that didn't really work. so just skipped after a while. but now i know, must bond better with the team, speak up more, voice opinions more and stop smiling? huh? that part idk it means. okay, but still, remain cheerful! hmm... that's about all! wait, and jacob said 250 goals a day for shooters! OMG!

tuesday
well, so went earlier in the morning to shoot. and had lessons. what to say about lessons? had a test. yeah, math test. shoot during lunch half hour! had bio, did review and group activity. ended at 3.35. so late! went with karthika to bukit merah. bought lunch there. bread! the coffee bun there is nice. won't buy their waffles any more! karthika went to the library and was so fast! after i bought the bread and just walked round the place for a while, she was back!!!! so fast! and so we went to the interchange and just went home!

wednesday
lessons again. well... scored okay for emath test. amath test, still wishing i've never taken amath! okay, so skip to after school. didn't know about NE meeting. no one said anything till met abigail. then went shooting with abigail. and realised that the other netballers were not in the canteen. knew that we were supposed to be running 2 rounds, so rushed to the track. in time to see them being stopped by captain and ran together 2 rounds. went for a break, then shoot again. never shot so many goals in one day before. 100 over! no, almost 250. well, did drills, was very slack. cos sec2s and a few sec3s. abigail left at 4, nurin came after her stc's got talent audition(and she got in! singing!) and well, jacob was with sec1s. so left with the sec2s! didn't do much. after training, went to grandma's house. bathed, ate with grandma and aunt. studied a bit of SS and slept! woke up, went home!

thursday
got to school early and wanted to shoot for a while. called alicia for the key. no answer. when she called back, by chance, checked my phone. and she was like behind me!!! went to shoot first then went back to my bag. so went up to the classroom. and the cat was inside! so cute! can go all the way up to the 3rd floor! and to 3b's classroom then our class! so people screamed, scared of cat, some went to the other end of the room or out the door. then cat went from the door into the class and to the other end of the room, the back. then it jumped onto the window ledge! scary! and the window had grills! still can jump up! it looked down.. then paused.. then looked down. in the end, yingqi got it down and it went out of the class. then someone wrote on the whiteboard that no bio today cos mrs deepti and mr ng both not in school, happened to pass the whiteboard when she wrote happy april fool's. then she erased. so we went down for assembly. saw both the teachers down there! karthika, elspeth and jiayi got a shock, then explained to them, hahahaha! first joke of the day! and the sec3s were scolded cos we were late. and so disrupt the YOG practise. well, formed the N letter. and we found our markings. final markings, had a lot of mud there! request to Cassendra and Irfana: please stop having fun and playing the fool during the practice when everyone else is dancing. and if don't know the steps, just ask, can teach!
so had a talk with mr francis after that. broke up first time cos it was drizzling, then met at the canteen area, bu he got angry at some person who was talking so we all broke up just like that. had lessons. went to class before recess and Halie could not lock the door after unlocking so had to unlock and kept the key. :) chinese band 1 were not in class. had chinese. was fun! well, okay, not too bad. and amath was killer. then came VE. some of them put a PAD on sheryl's seat, coloured it red, put water and wrote happy april fools or something like that. caused an uproar. so threw the pad away after that. and the class was so noisy. was doing chinese work. then someone came up with the idea of us changing classes. 3b changed with 3a! haha! and we were in 3b. sat down, talked, was much quieter. watched a video of some 3b people. in the lab. mr ng took so long to come. one period of VE was over already. and ms goh(who was in the room and in the plan all along) went to see 3b. apparently, she gave the game away by being in the 3a class and telling mr ng where we were. so when he appeared in the 3b class, he gave a kind of blank expression! hahahahaha! we shouted happy april fools! so fun! so went back to our own class. and we did our own work after finishing a worksheet given to us. and mr ng wrote on the whiteboard and said 'bio test on mon, 30marks, essay question, counted in SA1. in one period' was like 'huh' at first, then 'what???' then beg not to do it! and started worrying. some asked questions about bio and all, cos the test was on digestion and mrs deepi's teaching, a bit hard to understand. and then he said that the test was a fake, april fools day joke! stupid! fell for it! ahhh!! so school finally ended!

4 april fools day jokes this year! a lot! for the record!
1. mr ng and mrs deepti not in school
2. pad trick
3. change of classrooms
4. mr ng's bio test

so went out with janice, jiayi, elspeth and xiulin. rushed to vivo. bought tickets to dairy diary of a whimpy kid. rushed and rushed to get the drinks and all. went in to watch the show. the cinema was not crowded at all! the show was good! funny! and showed friendship, the last part! which was great for the 5 of us! karthika could not make it!! again! two outings and she could not come for both!! so we walked round vivo. had no lunch! well, we did. janice and xiulin shared popcorn, so did elspeth and jiayi. two boxes. didn't want any so bought jumbo hotdog. it was great! so we walked and walked. pulled jiayi away to look at phones, and went to giant, before going to daiso to meet the rest. pretty sure you all know why! haha! so went home!!

went out with parents for dinner. nihon mura. jap food! love the place! love jap food!

friday
so today, woke up late. did a bit of SS. fell asleep halfway, woke up and studied again, then  rested. skipped lunch as was tired till slept from 1 plus to about 3? went to tiong for tuition. went with ka onn. bought subway cookies, then she got her drink. and we got kopitiam ice cream before going up. and the class has not even started! cos always start late! thankfully! so had tuition. talked a lot! had fun! break time, went to buy apple pie! after that, dinner at raffles place. walked round, a lot of shops were under renovation. the basement shops. ate at breadtalk's place. can't remember the name. the place with kaya toast. so we walked round and just went home!!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

don't look back, just leave
don't look for me again, just move on
i don't regret loving you, so just go, taking the good memories with you
somehow i'll bear it, i'll resist it somehow
the more i do that, you should be happy, even like this
day by day, i become dull


on the street, even if we run across each other,
just act like you didn't see me
and keep on going the way you were going
if you just keep thinking of our memories
i might secretly go looking at you


always be happy with that person
so i won't ever change my mind
never have the smallest regret
please do well, even if i'm jealous
always smile like that as if nothing has happened


forget me and live
it'll be better if we've never met
it will hurt less


this chorus and verses are from big bang's haru haru.. its translated in eng... might not be accurate. but this song just came to mind.. so yeah, just move on okay! just.... go.... and don't come back

Saturday, March 27, 2010

so the rest of the week, there is nothing much to say

wednesday
had lessons.... ended at 2.25. apparently cos of YOG, the whole sec1-sec3 level ends at 2.25! yay! not the only ones any more! so went home. tried to study a bit.. but got bored. so just slacked! no training! which is good!

thursday
also nothing much to say. had house practice. there was lightning alert, so had to stay indoors. and then the lightning alert was off. but it started to drizzle, so didn't play floorball at all! yay! had a quiz instead. and it was so boring! but can count house points. we had to read an article about Greece history. then answer questions. if the whole paper is correct, one point for house. if a single mistake, no marks at all! and we could share answers with the others in the same house. only the sec3s did, so it was basically 2c all over again! yay! after that we were dismissed. and went home! watched a bit of music bank!

friday
had PTC. well, went home from school first, then mum and i took cab to school. ptc was supposed to be at 7. was there early. saw Irfana, Halie, Chingyi and Cassendra. we talked a long time. about studies, outside studies! got 69 for chinese and 65 for eng but he thinks that an A is possible. never got an A for chinese since PSLE! but it will help for next year if can get A for chinese in June o levels. then math must improve, science must improve. history must improve. only one he was a bit happy with was combine humanities. and just studies all the way! with telling a small problem too! about 10-15 min! so long! went for dinner with mum at koufu then went home and slept early.

today!
woke up early. at 5 plus. got ready and went to tiong macs for breakfast with team. was there at 6. two juniors already there. waited for yoges then got food and talked and ate. the rest slowly arrived. then left for kallang. took 16. met abigail lim there. so just started our warm ups. then first game was idk! second was east view, third was admiratly sec. won these 3. fourth was NUS. i think we lost to them. we ended at about 11 plus. had a long lunch break till 2. walked to leisure park. ate at the koufu there. shared udon with abigail lim. and went to yoguru. some ate there. was a bit too expensive! the rest left the abigails, jacob, sinwei, florence and i at yoguru. they went to buy reedbull i think. so florence slept and the rest of us talked. until the rest came back and we walked back. did some drills, shooting. and we played while shooting. tried to shoot from far! jacob could! parents were in the car at the carpark. was at court one, so can see the carpark. realised that a car looked like my parents'. and car plate looked the same. so went to check phone and then went to the car. they watched the next match against ijtp. recreational team. we beat them 14-1. and then left for tuition. meantime, b div won yio chu kang and so got second overall in the group, no second round. juniors got first, second round lost both matches. tuition was alright. new girl joined. was tired! sleepy! during tuition. but sweets helped again! went to grandma's house. ate dinner and just flopped on her bed and slept! earth hour was nearly missed! hahaha!

okay! that's all! no pics of today! any pics from last week, please visit facebook. cos no time to upload now!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

this week has been great so far! not supposed to be online now.. but bored! any way, here are the activities for this week!

monday
had lessons! timetable changed. math everyday! science everyday! and tuesday must stay till 3.35. wednesday is still 2.25. so lessons were okay. happy with chinese marks! hmmm... then had training. well, abigail and i went for council stuff first. did up some board thing. missed the worst parts of training. well, they did running round the school and steps drills. it was not intentional to miss that part of training. had training with the rest. court work all the way. and we might have a new coach.

tuesday
got lit marks! so happy! that makes combine humanities a A!! yay! but still! thinking of the amath! no way it helps! ended at 3.35!!! well, was released a little early. was supposed to go to vivo with christabelle for free cone day.but she couldn't make it in the end. so went with sonia, danni, shiying, jolin, lisi. queued up. for quite a while. when we were going in to vivo from outside, the person outside said to go in, the person inside accused us of not queueing up! she said we wait at the side while she went to check. and wanted to let the people behind us pass first. thankfully they were school girls. and they helped us to say that we were in front of them! thank you!!!! so we got our cone. got some new flavour. cookie something. it was geat!!! went back after a cone. do work!!!! yay!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

party!! 19/03/20
janice and jiayi
xiulin
janice and jiayi
janice and jiayi
janice, jiayi, xiulin
jiayi
xiulin
the rest are on facebook.. or wait for the rest to be posted here...
birthday! 20 march


cake at kbox
grandma!
grandma!
mum and grandma!
dad and grandma
family pic
balloons!
white chocolate cake!
with candles
lighted candles
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parents
grandma!
family pic
outing with janice, xiulin, jiayi and elspeth\
janice, xiulin, jiayi, elspeth
jiayi, elspeth
jiayi's soup!
meiyi!
xiulin and janice!
jiayi and elspeth!
outing with shareen and felicia
shareen
felicia
well, these few days have been so eventful!

thursday!
got to school late cos woke up late! had first YOG training. was a bit tiring. left leg hurt after that. then had to wait for mr francis to talk..... went out with janice, jiayi, elspeth and xiulin! we went to tiong. jiayi, elspeth and i ate at the foodcourt. they ate banmian, i ate fishball noodles. janice and xiulin went alone again.. to KFC. so we ate... then elspeth and jiayi had ice kachang. i got ice cream! its nice! next time will buy from there again! met meiyi. she was eating there then after she finished then came to join us. so we just talked a while before she left. we met at popular. the 5 of us. and walked round. the rest needed to find their phy book. rushed to vivo to get the tickets. jiayi and i rushed to the cinema and queued up for the tickets. the rest were somewhere... then came later. so we watched alice in wonderland in the gvmax! got our stuff and also got sweets! saw fiona and sheryl lee in the same cinema, just two rows above us. and then a whole group of sec2s came.. a lot of people..... the show was nice! forgot about my drink totally! only started drinking it again almost towards then end of the show. by that time, it was like diluted already. so the show ended, and we walked down. wanted to go to daiso. then the rest said they needed to go home... so i actually got onto the bus and went home. later found out that they were actually going to buy some stuff secretly!!! hahaha!

friday
got to school on time. went to join friends. jiayi and meiyi ate. then they did some weird singing thing... and they bought more stuff with elspeth. so we went for YOG rehersal. same as day before. not too bad. but the sun was lesser. went to the so called grand stand with the rest and they gave me a nice jigsaw puzzle with a frame and birthday wishes behind it! will think of where is the best place to put it up! thanks a lot! the gifts really mean a lot. so elspeth had to go home. the rest walked to long john silver's while stayed back for meeting with mr francis. then walked to long john to meet janice, jiayi and xiulin. ate, went home with them. played tennis! for half an hour. then played table tennis and snooker. it was fun. we had two rackets for tennis and just took turns. can't play well any more.. need to improve tennis. its my backup! we split into two for table tennis. jiayi and i played first, while janice and xiulin played snooker. then we switched. we went up. bathed! changed. went online to check new timetable. velvetina came. and so we played monopoly. then went to fetch nasuha and shareen. from the bus stop and we walked to the cake shop, got the BIG cake. went up. watched the rest play monopoly. then went to the toilet. siyao came and when she wanted to come up, called my hp. velvetina answered the call... haha!! and said she was charmaine! hahahahah! so we were all there, watching 4 people play monopoly.

it was like 4 plus and we cut the cake! ate half the cake. the rest was left for maddie! who was supposed to come later. we watched orphan. soon, nasuha, janice, jiayi, xiulin had to leave. so they left.then gave shareen and velvetina a box to put the cake. they cut it into some pieces and put into the box! a lot of pieces! haha! so we continued watching orphan. it became more explicit then a horror show! so we stopped watching and played truth or dare. so fun!! but we all agreed that what happened will not be told. so not telling! and then we continued talking and talking. ordered macs for dinner. maid who was there just for the day, fried rice for parents and herself. si yao had to leave. so we ate macs and played monopoly. all the way. got bored and so opened presents. parents came back! watched tv. at about 9.40, dad fetched them home! went for car ride!and so the day ends! yay! it was so fun!

today
woke up at 9.30. was tired out! after yesturday. went to fetch grandma and went to Kbox for karaoke and lunch. sang more chinese songs cos of grandma! had a great time! had lunch at Kbox. and a cake cos was birthday! yay! black forest! nice! could not finish and so brought back the cake. had tuition.... chinese tuition for two hours.... went to grandma's place for dinner. pao! and salmon! with noodles! yay! nice food today! and another cake! white chocolate cake! tasted so good! so have 3 cakes ! all in the fridge now! haha! took a few pics only. cos camera had low battery.

so birthday was great! had lots of fun! yay! thank you everyone!
thank you all for the birthday wishes!!!

thank you
janice
jiayi
elspeth
xiulin
meiyi
for the wonderful gifts and the combined gift!! it was really a surprise!!!!

thank you
shareen
nasuha
madeleine
velvetina
da yi ma
alicia
ida
abigail lim
for the gifts!

thank you
janice
jiayi
xiulin
madeleine
shareen
velvetina
si yao
nasuha
for coming to the party and wishing me at the party!

thank you
amanda(twin!!)
janice
leechin
da yi ma
yoges
elspeth
ida
shareen
loretta
nurin
sri jie jie
for wishing me on sms

thank you
jiayi
for wishing me in msn

thank you
nasuha
yoges
larisa
janice
nadia
audrey
jiayi
elspeth
suzanne
pei rong
su shan
vickneswary
dhyvia
sze yin
yi ma
yi zhang
subhani
jo jo
corinne
heather
ayesha
lydia
jamie
karthika
mr ng
for wishing me on facebook!

thank you to those that wish me in school

and finally, thank you... my family! who have celebrated my birthday with me to make it an enjoyable one! and for the cake too!!! favourite cake! yay!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

today has been fun! well, in the later part of the day that is.
was debating in the morning whether or not to go for training. yes, it has come to the point where i'm debating on whether to attend training or not. well, yeah, i did go for training. definitely cos of 4 important people and cos.... well.. netball just means too much. to give up netball, its like giving up alll hope. any way, training today was good! mm didn't come! and so we did our own stuff. passes, drills, full court. sec1s did passes all the way. tried doing square ball with them. didn't work. just not up to standard yet. got pushed on the table by 2 people. hurt so much! so skip to after training. wanted to go to ikea with yoges for lunch. in the end, a lot of people went. jacob and i were the only seniors. the rest were sec2s? haha! sat with yoges, jacob, julia. bought spagetti, kids one. with potato salad(apparantly no one else likes it) and mushroom soup. the soup we shared. it was nice and we talked and joked... and went a bit off course... hehe! strayed....any way, after that, yoges left. then we walked round ikea for a while before leaving. went home, bathed. got bored, sat down to watch harry potter dvd. half blood prince.didn't get to finish as had to meet ka onn downstairs at 4.30. so met her, went to tiong, did some test papers. got scones for dinner! had amath tuition. 3 hours! but two breaks! yay! and halfway, sonia came in! yay!!!!! she didn't join, just came in to say hi then left.went with parents to abc market after that for their dinner before going home.

tmr will be YOG training and going out! yay!!! looks like i've been going out everyday. monday with parents, tuesday with felicia and shareen, today with teammates, thursday with friends. then friday.. hehe, stay at home!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

so the past twodays have been great!
monday
parents took leave! yay! had training in the morning. i don't care who reads this blog already. just going to say that training is like a waste of time. go there, don't do much. like no more spirit to train already. why am i still going? what else? netball has always been a main priority, like a part of life. no netball, means no life? well, i'm going to be changing that very soon. maybe goodbye to the netball maniac side... its too hard to put into words. so ran 4 rounds. then parents fetched. went home, bathed. went to great world to eat jap buffet. it was great!! love the food there! can go again????? went to vivo to walk around and watch a show. percy jackson and the lightning thief. it was okay... .went home, just relaxed and tried to upload videos and pics again! takes a long time! finally finished everything by nighttime. had a great day with family!

tuesday
woke up early. called shareen. arranged to meet. went to vivo, waited for her, then went to douby ghout to meet felicia. walked to cathy to get tickets for dear john.walked to plaza sing to get lunch. ate at KFC. zinger meal, with cheese fries. it was spicy! OMG! haha! yeah. i find that spicy. so really can't take spicy stuff. or chilli hot stuff. went to watch the show. it was a love story! OPS!! regret watching it a bit although it was a great show. the plot, a bit off. but the acting and all was good. went to tiong after that. to go for tuition. 6-9. tuition was fun! emath is easy. we strayed off topic in class. whilst doing work! then ka onn's dad drove zhang hao and i home! thanks! so that's all!!
other pics will be posted up at a later time. too many pics already. or go to facebook to see!
hope that the new friends made at the camp will continue to remain as friends. the people whom we talked to, hope our friendship will strenghten. and the bonds we have are no broken. also got to know more about others. and got closer to group of friends in class. all the things done were memorable. all the pics and videos will remain valuable. those that were close to... and that means alicia, christabelle, chloe, and a lot more!

thanks a lot! to all my friends, who accompanied me and all the others through this journey, our last camp together in sec school. in stc.was never left alone at all. never felt left out al all during the whole camp. because of a special group of people. well, maybe two special groups of people. the close friends, karthika, janice, jiayi, elspeth and xiulin, and room mates! alicia, christabelle, chloe. during activities and all, close friends were there, at night, room mates were there. and also to the class, thanks for the memorable experience we all shared. 3a rocks!! winners of sec3s!! got a medal each!!!! yay!!!!