ive been gone for a year. so much has happened. i guess thats what spurred me to start blogging again. too lazy to change all the fonts and colour of the words even though i dislike green. urgh how do i even change it? anyway lets start with the blog post and we'll figure out about it later.

so dec hols started last week. wonder if this is called winter break cos the other long hols is summer. hols have been busy as usual. right from the end of exams till today, ive been out everyday. today's the only time i have to rest and relax before starting a hectic schedule again.

4th dec (thurs- ive to write this cos i remember my calendar based on days and not dates)
freedom!!! ok had a stomachache before my last paper and missed a prayer session. and the paper was super hard! but ok its over!
met Eunice at vivo to watch penguins of madagascar. and had dinner! had some htht too. walked till we were tired so sat at a random chair to talk. so thankful to have met you at arts camp and take 2 mods with you this sem. hope we dont lose contact even though we're going to be in different majors thus different mods. crossing fingers. dont forget me k!!!

5th dec
went out with mum, sent my phone for repair. on the way home, called ayilisha to see if she's free. and we decided that i should go over to her house in about 3 hours! love this impromptu meet ups. never really had a chance to do this cos i always plan my days at least one week in advance. so yup if you want to meet me, it must be  planned a week in advance if not i'll squeeze you into my schedule which means odd hours like 8am to 12pm. haha! anyway played with ayilisha's play station, some fighting game that was quite fun!!! and took pics! btw all the pics are either on fb or insta so go stalk there if you want pics.
met abigail for dinner at night. walked the whole of clementi mall until we got bored of it. had swensons then baskin robins. i guess sometimes its good that we dont really talk often cos when we meet, we never run out of things to talk about! but i guess we should start communicating more soon?

6th dec
went for dental. so glad that my teeth are fine. hehe. used to dislike the dentist cos it was always associated with pain. need to floss more often!
watched mocking jay part 1. can i be annie so i can date finnick? :) can't believe ive to wait one year for part 2. anyway part 2 is the battle. it feels like HP deathly hallows where part1 was the build up and part 2 was the fight.

7th dec
met jiaxin early in the morning. thanks for waking up early to meet me! by early i meant we met at 9am. lol! at je. had breakfast, wanted to buy a gift but ended up walking to some army family day showcase. quite interesting! we took pics on a tank. used night vision glasses in a totally dark place (jiaxin just had to ask if we can see ghost with this) and use a rifle. oh people kept asking us if we wanted to sign on. but nope, I'm happy with studying sociology in NUS. :)
met alex at noon for prawning. it was fun! i think he reads a lot (so lots of general knowledge) and loves animals so he gave me a crash course on a prawn anatomy. think i learn a lot from him that day. and he's nice:) and prawning is fun!! just that i dont dare to remove the hook from the prawn so he has to do it for me....

9th dec (mon)
sent grandma off to the airport. had a  nice nap in the car to and from the airport.
went to the library to look for soci books just out of interest but i took hist books instead. ww2 still fascinates me. if only hy1101e has more focus on ww2 :(
met amanda at bugis! watched mocking jay again. went for honey comb! it was good but a little ex if not for the groupon voucher that she got. went to vivo to buy ingredients and dinner but we took so long that we only started baking around 8? along the way, we tried to trick each other's friends. haha sorry jy for falling prey to me and my friends a second time. :)
and twin stayed till almost 2am cos we couldn't finish baking. but we did cupcakes and cookies which are good! who wants some? :D

10th dec
6 hours of sleep. i woke up and wanted to sleep more cos i think ive a lack of sleep and had busy days (as seen from up there) really want to have a whole day at home to just rest, watch shows, etc. but i know I'm not that kind of person so i shouldn't do it. but I'm worried of getting too used to be out that I'm scared to be alone at home again, like what happened this sem. :(
anyway finally got out of bed and met jacqueline! watched interstellar! it was a long movie but good!!! wanted to eat macs for their cheese shaker fries but ended up at pizza hut again for the student discount. hehe. pizza with lots of cheese and the cheese bottle spilled on my plate so i had LOTS AND LOTS of it! :) didn't have much time cos i had to leave so short meeting! :( hope to see you again soon.
met cousin at HV to eat fries from hatched and ice cream from the daily scoop. eating a lot today!! haha! went home to pack my stuff, got a stomachache that led me to the toilet 3 times. :( went to look for a job, finally back to my cousin's house. wanted to watch a show but was too tired so she ended up sleeping early.
i was bombarded with like 9 conversations on wa, a message on fb and snap chat. maybe cos i havent been replying them but you know, there is a point in time when you just dont feel like replying cos there are too many to reply. and despite that, i felt more alone then ever. not to say i wasn't talking to good friends. i was! but just felt so disconnected. so thank you sp, for spending over an hour on wa trying to console me while i struggled to keep my composure for other conversations and poured everything out to you :) you really are a nice guy!

11th dec
its like 11.25am now. rest day!  i think of tmr and i feel tired already. well will update as and when i can.

on a side note, see, ive been going out so much but its mostly cos i initiated it. i wish that for once, or more then once, people would initiate to ask me out instead of always me asking. it feels tiring to have to do that and i dont want to anymore.
also, should i take up a job that will drag into term time?

when i met you in the summer! ~ next post will probably be about school life!