downloading songs and i realized that every song is a sad song??? wth. time to find more cheerful songs. but maybe cos i'm just feeling down. missing someone, feeling stress. you know the feeling when that emotional support you had for the past year or so is not there anymore? life goes on, we must live. i know we can't help it but people always become distant. still, I've my carebears with me :) and i must say that i'm grateful for my friends. especially last night. i said i can't sleep and they talked to me. yes, i ended up sleeping at 3am.

kay, bye!