it feels like i've been away too long and missed too much. but then i ask myself again if i would rather be there or be here. then the thought changes again. oh well. i've got the songs 'i'm yours' and 'the only exception' in my head. think its the guitar that Angel was playing. OCIP was a blast! :) fun fun fun! :) don't regret it! but will miss the interaction. life seems so quiet now. and after effects of OCIP? can't sleep early, feel empty and quiet, miss so many things till live does not seem normal. and i've almost forgotten how to speak chinese after not using it for 10 days! haha! -.- well, its back to reality, there's no more escape route. i'll just have to take what comes. haiz..... will post about OCIP soon. its a bit too late for the long posts about OCIP. why is it when i am there, i think of here. when i am back here, i wish i was there and think bout things there? someone needs to cheer my up right now!!!