so today, nothing much to say. emath tuition, came home, amath tuition. went out with parents and granddad for dinner. hoping 2.4 is not tmr. just not in the condition to do it. hope training won't be too hard too.
please, whatever you do, don't crush me. i need _____. while i can offer help now, its only to a certain extend. and really, i can't tell you why, cos it will really complicate matters and make things more akward. i really want to say it out, trust someone. but its not always so easy. there are so many things to consider, so many issues to solve and think of. one drastic move, and if everything changes, this time i'll really be torn and broken. and i don't need that now.
next week,
monday training, and napfa
tuesday yog. long hours so hope its fun. best if we are in the rectangle. most fun times and memories from yog is there. blazing the trail, a bit lonely. going to end late and sleep late.
wednesday home based learning. may be online for most of the day. doing stuff. yay! no school
short week, thursday and friday, nothing on.
while on the other hand, if you guess it yourself, then nevermind. who knows, might be better this way. this is hard. biggest clue i can give you? its all that i've said, you should know already. why this thing seems like its so simple, i joke about it and i know how it feels, but i can't say.

i don't want this to be something that i can link to the song haru haru again!