so this week has been really stressful. homework, physical, emotional. its like everything into one. feel like breaking. sometimes, just feel like its breaking point. too many things happening.

monday
well, called a few friends to talk. wanted to destress a bit. went for tuition at 12. right in the middle of the holiday! went to tiong for tuition, then had lunch with grandma, da yi ma, da yi zhang. didn't want to go. but in the end, had fun! eating with them! got a pic with them mama and da yi ma! yay! came back home, just had to study for a history test that never happened. went out with dad to ikea for dinner. finally managed to spend time with dad, and unwind. mum was away on retreat.

tuesday
had morning run. 4 rounds, still a killer. did duty... went back to our class. heather came to our class! mrs leong and mr ng made it official. and sat with her for amath. school was okay. what else can i say about school? its just stress. any ideas on how to relieve stress and just out all the burdens and emotions down??? any way, mrs fung let us go at 1.40 for math. emath similarity is killer! went to find ms maggie lee for lit. then went to canteen to gather the class. sat alone in the bus. i know you're happier sitting with her, so just go ahead, its okay. rather then sit together and be quiet and bored right? yog was okay. well, fun! triangle to the bird formation is just pure sprint. first time was okay, second time was trapped into the first ring, right inside the circle and couldn't get out. third time just cut and cut people! then reach the bird only start dancing. no rest. how??? after dance, bird wings flap! that's okay. followed alicia into the heart. haha! so funny! didn't know where to go, so just followed her somewhere, and stood somewhere, had to lean forward. rectangle, finding the point is a bit hard cos we were in the wrong place in the heart. but it was fun! running with her to the heart shape. in the T!! not S! yay! got a very short break cos had to go back and practice the dance moves and all. sat in the rectangle for a long time waiting. under the hot sun. talked and laughed. alicia, yoges, trisha. and... someone..... can't spell her name. hehe. went home after that. just dead tired. mum was back  already!

wednesday
well, lessons were okay. tiring though. week 2 of term 3 is stressful!!!! too many things happening. so after school went straight for sec1 council nominee interview. not too bad. its confidential, so can't say anything else. then to lit fest rehersal. lasted till 5.45? well, at least i'm not a speaker! just a reserve, but still have work to do. worked in air con! yay! forgot to take shoebag out of the classroom! but thanks tina! helped me to take it! and passed it to me today. walked with sheryl and helen to return the key, then to the bus stop. went home, bathed, did homework then had to go out with parents for dinner. its their..... 16th or 17th wedding anniversary. came back late and still had to do work. slept late!

thursday
couldn't wake up in the morning! had VI. talking about black or white! haha! lessons were okay. have more homework! but the lessons today were not that bad. quite enjoyable. chinese, hoping the letter is not counted in ca2. and when is chinese ca2?? ve had to learn bio! wanted to do homework!!! oh yeah, for the first time in idk how many years, ca2 is before national day holidays!! yay!!!

so yeah, stressful week, just not writing why its so much more stressful here. need help to destress!!!! tmr'g yog. hope its fun! keep me laughing, you all! thank you so much! take my mind off things you know.