so this week has been okay.

idk what to say about you all. one moment its like everything's fine. then in the blink of an eye, its like that passes and guess what? there's like nothing we can talk about any more. is this really friendship? i don't think so! if there is anything you want to say, just say it out!

monday
so.. had YOG traning. it was okay. the formations were okay. got into the bird. and triangle. then the triangle formation changed. nothing much. after YOG, went with Karthika to macs for lunch!! so fun! we talked, laughed, talked. then went home. slept, did school work. need to try to finish homework soon!!! so much to do!! who has finished them already????

tuesday
went for science centre trip. didn't go for training. sad..... sat with Christabelle on the bus. and partnered her all the way!! any way, we got to see real DNA!!! no joke! sat with Chingyi, Christabelle, Ayilisha. was so fun! the lesson was a little boring. but the experiments and 'earth quake' game was fun!! ended around 11.30. so early. went for lunch with Christabelle, Alicia, Sheryl. we went to the shop to look around first. then lunch. talked, joked a bit! so memorable. just that forgot to take pics!!! went to the bus stop with Christabelle. took bus to vivo. met Shareen, Subhani and Dhivya at burger king. then Meilani came! yay!! haven't seen them for so long! miss you all! and thanks a lot for a wonderful day. wonderful end to the day with you all! so any way, we went to walk around. saw pets! so cute! dogs and hamsters and rabbits!! then watched iron man 2. brought in sweets, chocolates. and bought the drinks from there. the show was okay. slept for a while in between. hehe. first time sleeping in a cinema. can't appreciate iron man 2.... any way, 5 of us, one box of popcorns(didn't eat any) and by the end of the show, only half was eaten, mostly by Dhiyva. haha!! so we walked round.went to page one, then to mini toons. was there for a long while deciding between the sweets or mashmellows. in the end got sweets. went to harbour front and back. it was already 6 plus. so we said goodbye and went home! once again, thanks a lot to you all for a wonderful day full of happy memories with the time spent with you all. its a perfect ending to a day that i thought might not be so good. after what happened in the morning and all. but still, its a day that i met with good friends from kellock!!!! what can be better??? :)

wednesday
well, today was okay. YOG was okay, sat with Jiayi in the bus. talked, laughed. it was raining, so we had a bit of rest time. then triangle, then dance. then the formation and all again. it was not too bad. came back, and back to boring life.

idk what to think after today. yesturday i was really angry at what happened, as if i was not there at all. as if i was not important, left out like that. then today, you all talked and all like everything seems okay. then after that, no more. gone like the wind. you know how it feels deep down inside?

i hate it when i'm so reliant on people that i feel i can't live without them. when they go, its like its unbearable, but you must still bear it cos you have to. then in the end, its all those pent up anger inside. its really irritating. sometimes i wonder, if i didn't depend or rely on people, would that make life easier? to be free from heartbreaks, sadness about losing.