mama just called..... wanted to talk.... realised how much she means to me. asked me to go to her house again after school just like last time. i will goo!!!! can't wait to go!!! relieve the good old memories!

i don't know why... but it feels like i must treasure the things around me more. like family and friends. somehow... missing my grandma so much!!!!! i've got a feeling... is it the same feeling people get when they are about to go?