i want to seriously apologise to 2 people.

you both wanted me to go, but its not that i can't, its that my mum does not really want me to go for this type of stuff. i had the time, but it was taken up because she does not allow. i was free... until she made me not free. why can't i just go and enjoy and celebrate like others do? after all, its Christmas. why can't i celebrate it the way i want to. any way, i'm just very sorry. to jy and sy. really, really sorry.