what is wrong with me? i still enjoy training... but i am making so many mistakes.... what is really wrong with me? hmmmm, i should really start my own reflection... just remember personal motto..... why? any way, why i am falling in new sport shoes??? okay, skip training part already. depressing to talk about it now. went to SPCA to help out... well, i didn't really help out much. went to play with the cats and dogs there. played with a husky and another dog... its a mix breed. didn't want to play with dogs... but SPCA person wanted me to, so just tried. and went into the cat cage too. was more fun there! lots of cats to play with! yay! helped out only for a while. can go home after that.

its so depressing! why do i have mixed emotions? what is happening to me? i want to say more.. but it won't be here.