hmm, today was not too good. had training. don't feel too good! my cough is still here.. a bit... but i feel worse cos of netball.... i did not play well at all. what am i doing? crashing into team mates? not running into free space? can't get free from my defender? cannot pass properly? do i really deserve to be playing? and i can actually trip over people and fall???? what am i really doing? what has happened to me during netball? i thought that monday's training was just a one day thing. seems like i am not playing properly and i am letting my team down! i do need to question myself....

well, today was basically training. after training, the seniors gathered round coach and formed a circle with her in the middle. then went round her! haha! later will have tuition from 6.30-9.30. will be at tiong! i've been on the comp for a long time. maybe i should go offline soon....