today started off late.... slept at 3 last night and woke at 9 plus.... a bit late..... any way, spent the rest of the morning and until 3.30 in the afternoon trying to finish my math paper. stilll cannot finish. will ask for help from tuition tmr. or maybe check with friends... if i see them online or something. its so hard! did watch a bit of the mtv music awards just now on mtv. was nice!

then did history right after math till 4 plus. rested a while, went to grandma's house. both aunts, one uncle, dad and mum was there. with grandma off course. and lastly my paternal late grandmother's good friend. she's above 80 already but my maternal grandma and her wanted to meet up. so they finally did. but my late grandma's friend speaks cantonese(can't spell it) and i can't speak and can only understand a bit of it... so had to translate. we talked and had dinner. haven't seen her for a long time already. the last time i saw her was maybe last year's chinese new year? so any way, good to see her.

after dinner, went to grandma's living room to watch tv. then sent late grandma's friend(my dad, mum, dad's siblings, father's side cousin and i all call her di di-or auntie) home. she lives so far from us. miss her. wish i could see her again.

sometimes, life just pass too fast. it seems so long ago but yet so recent that my paternal grandparents left us. can still remember their faces clearly. and i hope i will always remember them. my only regret is not being able to speak directly to them as i did not learn even a word of cantonese in time. seeing 'di di' so old now, it reminds me that life can be short, and we have limited amount of time here on earth to treasure the people around us. sometimes, they leave too soon. saying goodbye is never easy.
okay, i think i have put too much emotion here already. so i will stop here.