If these dull emotions could just
Disappear sooner without a word
It would have been easier
When I gazed at you
I saw myself trembling in your eyes
I opened my mouth as though I had a blank expression

We went on our separate paths
At that crossroad
It pains me so much that
We may never meet again
Gathering emotions which are lacking
Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold
I couldn’t believe something like that
Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words?
How long am I going to hold on…

When I continue to gaze at you
The seasons changed in your eyes
My new light which I’ve not known before
We will walk our separate paths
Now, at that crossroad
I can never look back again
My feelings are too overwhelming

You embrace me in the night that is about to disappear
Entangling me with your body which has grown cold
I feel that something is lacking
Just how long have I been holding on to
Lies and sighs to the point of falling apart?
Gathering emotions which are lacking
Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold
I couldn’t believe something like this
Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words?
How long am I going to hold on…

i just found these words very deep... it was self composed by someone on fan fiction. at least, i think it was self composed..... hope you enjoyed reading it... cos i find it just sooo beautiful...