i realised that i have wronged you. i am sorrry. reallly, reallly sorry. i didn't know how you felt until wednesday. i thought that you were angry at me. and when i asked you if you were, you said you weren't. i thought it was over, but i wondered why we couldn't return to the old times. and talk like we used to talk, carefree.... and i could tell you anything. i realised that deeep down inside, you think that i don't trust you any more, after what i said over sms that day about the ______. yes, i know i asked you twice about it. and i asked ______ twice too. i am not sure if she feels that i don't trust her. but i finally understand how you felt. after everything that we have gone through, it seemed like i didn't trust you. but i want to say that in reality, i do trust you. i trust you more than i can trust any one else. i know that i can tell you any thing and that you will do your best to help me. i want to go back to the times that we can talk like we used to. i really miss those times and i hope that some part in you miss those times too. i admit that for a period of time, i was a bit angry at the incident. but i realised that it was not your fault nor was it_____ fault. i want to prove to you that i still do trust you but i don't know how to. i wish that this can just blow over. i don't know about you, but this incident has caused me a lot. it has caused misunderstandings among people that were not even involved in this incident. this has become a problem blown out of proportion. but whatever happens, i just hope that you will give me the chance to make it up to you and apologise to you face to face. i also hope that we can return to the old times and talk like we used to. i miss those times. i have hurt you, i am sorry.

you may not know it,but you mean a lot to me. you were there in one of my darkest times and pulled me out of it. you helped me to continue my life when it seemed unbearable. you made me believe that things willl be better soon. that's why i believe that things will get better from now on. i will follow what you have said. there are somethings which i willl forever remember you telling me. you have impacted my life greatly.

i will try to understand if we cannot talk like we used to or be as close as we used to be cos of this and all the other things that i have done. if it has to end here, i just want to say sorry and thank you. for everything you have done for me. good luck!