this is the 165th post!

the count down for good friday is like 1 month in advance! i think i put the date as 10 may instead of 10 april! sorry everyone who reads this!

oh yeah, i got an email from my good friend shareen and i think i want to share it.
> > Around the corner I have a friend,
> > In this great city that has no end,
> > Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
> > And before I know it, a year is gone.
> > And I never see my old friends face,
> > For life is a swift and terrible race,
> > He knows I like him just as well,
> > And as in the days when I rang his bell.
> > And he rang mine but we were younger then,
> > And now we are busy, tired men.
> > Tired of playing a foolish game,
> > Tired of trying to make a name
.> > 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
> > Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
> > But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
> > And distance between us grows and grows.
> > Around the corner, yet miles away,
> > 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Tim died today.
'> > And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
> > Around the corner, a vanished friend.
> > Remember to always say what you mean,
> > If you love someone, tell them.
> > Don't be afraid to express yourself.
> > Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
> > Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
> > Seize the day. Never have regrets.
> > And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are
> > today.

this is a great email! i have read it 5 times over already.
and i just want to say this. i miss my friends. and yes, i may not have always treasured my friends, but they have always been in my heart and in my mind, where ever i am. and i know that i have lost many friends. this email has sort of reminded me of the friends that have left me and of the friends that i have made years ago and have never bothered to contact any more. there are friends who i have angered and i am sorry.

i regret losing some of my friends who have helped me greatly. i knew i could trust them but i have never asked my self if they could trust me or if i could help them. instead, i have hurt them. their feelings. i am truly sorry!