hmmm, i think i am getting better at doing several things at once. last night, i called leechin(sorry for saying wrong words and seeming weird over the phone cos i was smsing and on msn too!), talked online to d and smsed h. and halfway d smsed me too.
d: hi :). i'm testing if you can multi task!
me: can.....(i forgot what i said. i didn't keep the message but i kept the one she sent me in my inbox.)

so i was busy. and i took a long time to reply d and h. sorry! for leechin, well, i wasen't really concentrating on our conversation. i was half somewhere else. sorry. any way, i said i will call you again next week! come back to kellock with me can?

and then d had to sleep already. she told me to sms her if i want to say anything or something like that. and i wanted to disturb her so i said goodnight and she replied. then i had to sleep so i didn't reply!OMG. and h was still almost home when i wanted to sleep. she is allowed to be out sooo late! sooo good.

okay, that's a lot of stuff. i find that i am getting closer to h. i msned her on wednesday night, smsed her on thursday and friday. and friday, every waterbreak, i smsed her. (that's why i kept going to the canteen) and any way, she's coming back on monday! yay! can see her.

i also find that i am closer to d now. off course, what i did at sc was unforgivable. i can't forget it. but d, thanks for forgiving me. and talking to you has helped me by giving me hope for the thing between you-know-who and me. i didn't tell you that. but at least you know that you helped me. cos you asked me about my msn name. you said that j does not talk to you during the match. so talk to me! i can talk any time! and sms me any time too!

okay, that's all for now! this post is too long. and i only took like 5 minutes to type it out. fast right?