happy birthday rena tan! hope you enjoy your birthday! best wishes!

happy birthday ariel! hope you have an unforgettable birthday!

okay, at least i am up to date on birthdays now. today didn't go visiting. just stayed at home. kk came for lunch. we had steam boat. yeah, just the 4 of us. then he went home. and i got bored so called shareen and karthika! together, we didn't talk for even 10 minutes. went on the comp cos got nothing to do. i'm playing neopets..... getting bored. i hope tonight will be a better night then today.

i hope that tomorrow will be a better day then today.
i hope that i will be able to continue and leave everything behind.
i hope that i will have the strenght to fight on.
i hope that i will have the ability to continue what i am doing.
i hope that it will be okay soon.
i hope that i will stop feeling lost.
i hope that i will stop feeling lonely.
i hope that i will be accepted again.
i hope that the happy times will come back.
i hope that i won't give up.
i hope that someone can really help me.
i hope that what i do is right.
i hope that i will not make any more mistakes.
i hope that i will be forgiven.
i hoep that i will stop feeling scared.

okay, what happened to the no feelings? i guess i just can't keep it inside already. but i think it doesen't matter. no one knows what i am talking about. i didn't tell any one what this is about. so i don't think i will need to worry.