has it really been a week??? wow! so this week was okay i guess. physically relaxing, emotionally draining.

mon
was supposed to meet joyce, then cancelled, then met her in the end! lol! went to the library to study in the morning. borrowed books! :) had marche with joyce. couldn't eat dinner... but went out with mum to vivo to walk around. :)

tues
had lunch with lc! :) went to the library AGAIN! this time with ayilisha and xiu lin. :) studied.... for a long time...

wed
stayed at home the whole day... bored. worse day of the week! talked to mum at night.

thurs
had plans, cancelled plans. went out with yoges. :)

fri
went out for lunch with yoges and yong xing. he taught me econs! :) had dinner with parents. took a walk at marina bay sands. and guess what, i found out too late that matthew moon was staying there. saw him on got to dance uk! :(

sat
went for a  malay wedding lunch. amazing how they could decorate the void deck and make it look so pretty and beautiful!!! loved the time there!

sun
another walk with parents... at... botanic gardens! :) since i'm lazy to exercise, walks will have to do. :)

saw the pic of those going to cambodia for OCIP. made me wish i could be there with them. and Nas is going! but i made a decision to not go. and i think its a good one. i had more time to myself, no need to go for the planning and all. and this time, i'll really miss people in singapore if i go overseas. its a sacrifice I'm willing to take for someone. and i think its a good one, something worthwhile.


anyway, lit retreat this weekend was tiring! but had some fun moments. watched God of Carnage. good play! very funny!!!!! we learnt about drama, and had to write our own script on sat and sun. then sun act it out. but my whole group(except jx) didn't come on sun, so both of us did a pair work. talked about a girl who's supposed to get married but the fiancé died in a plane crash two weeks earlier so she became a bit mad and still thought he was coming back. then the sis brought her into reality. i can't act! :( the other groups were good! matt and douglas were great! hope they act in next year's drama fest! :) also saw mr wangyal's daughter, choden.

this was a good week! last week of school!!!! i can't believe that I've lasted a year in jjc!!!
lessons were shorter this week but still kept going out..

monday
lunch with jodie at new york new york. had this cheese fondue thing which was horrible and the desert which was great!!!!

tuesday
had lunch with jodie and jiaxin at subway. then went home for a while before going out again! :) tiring day....

wednesday
LOL! ayilisha, linh, xl were supposed to come to my house at 1. almost ended up canceling, but they came around 5? see, thankfully its my house. ;) don;t have to wait, can do what i want, and they're always late!!! :( but its fun being with them. really. :) baked! then played monopoly and piano!

thursday
had cip with nas. so many cockroaches at the cip place, idk why! so we skipped cip and went to walk round holland instead! :)

friday
last day of school! watched sky fall with family. okay movie.... won't recommend it....

last friday! went out with twin!!!! was around orchard for like, 7 = hours. haha! had jap buffet. then walked round orchard central and 313 somerset. looked for places to take nice pics! then waited till parents came to orchard for dinner. so walked to ion. but i didn't have dinner there in the end... -.-
good day with twin!!! FUN!! and i miss her!!!!

this week
has been fine i guess... no school on monday and tuesday. was supposed to go out on mon, but no, last minute cancelled. ;( so went with mum to eat pizza! :)

wed, long day and canteen had little food. so ate porridge.... then at night eat more porridge... LOL! almost got a surprise hist test. can't do math.... :(

thurs
first time my prep for hist test was so relaxed. had test today. but i think i'll do okay. :) short day, end at 10.30. but had to wait like 2 hours for nas? went to star vista to walk before doing cip. :) long day.... went home tired! and slacked!

fri
went to school to meet :) then went of to vivo to meet meiyi for lunch. :)

everytime i come back to this blog, i stare in horror at how much i've not posted... :(

so with no dance and nothing else much to do, i guess i'm pretty free? well, no!

past two weeks...

had OP practice again and again!  final op on mon, I&R submitted on wed! and we are free from pw forever!!!! look forward to j2 next year! :)

also did some CIP last thurs! so nice to talk to the elderly and play with them. many life lessons could be learnt as well.

went out quite a lot last week! this week too! met ayilisha, heather and some of their ac friends on mon. then had stay over at grandma's on mon night. went out with them on tues. spent quite a lot of time with grandma and cousin! waited for like an hour plus at star vista for jodie to give me my I&R. so late!!! :( but thanks for getting it for me!

wed met my clique! XL, LISHA, THAS, LINH, CHAR!!!! :) everyone late as usual -.- had swensons ice cream. then went to the roof of vivo to play with the water and talk talk talk!!! took lots of pics too!!! then went to eat B&J cos i was craving for more ice cream although i just had brownie and ice cream for late lunch! :(

thurs went out with mum. watched pitch perfect! good show!!! then walked round orchard area... quality time with mum! :)

had some problems this week but i'm glad Nas was there with me, or rather, for me! :) so it was a good week! now, must start studying... bye!

chinese a levels. i didn't finish the paper. hope compo will pull me up. oh well... what else can i say?

i missed out a week of stuff... so last week... final dance performance of the year. well, final dance performance for my lifetime i guess. yes, i've quit dance. took me a while, took me too long, but i've thought long and hard about it, so no regrets. got more time to study/rest/spend time with family/ spend time with you. performance was good. quite happy with how i did. messed up the fans so i took the wrong fan on stage, but other then that, everything looks good! video on fb! :) its nice!!!!

last pe of the year too! played games. idk why, maybe its cos of my influence, but jodie, jiaxin and i keep playing with the netball. shooting this time. not as accurate as before! but still okay, since i'm out of practice. tempted to join netball again but my stamina won't last me. finger still injured, its been a week!

last chinese lesson too! there seems to be lots of 'last' things this week. lao shi gave us lots of tidbits and assignments. :)

week was overall okay i guess...

oh yeah, and dance started this week! :) went for practice. quite slack cos no instructor. but its good in a way cos i need some time to get used to the stretching and all again. almost able to do a split! one day i will do it! :) training for performance! can't wait! at least this time there's no headgear. i will not make mistakes again! its in front of the whole school.... :(

pe was fun! played captain's ball! my stamina dropped, but still can play. and i was stupid, didn't catch the ball, and it hit my hand. pain! but normal. not as bad as the last injury on my hand, when the whole finger really got bruised. but couldn't write. or tie hair cos injured my right hand. lol!!!! friday was better. could hold the fan for dance. :) on the way to recovery! :) yay!

did i miss out anything? hmmm....

so lets see, what happened this week?

got back lots of results. i'm not happy with any of them actually. they're all so far away from my aim, even math. redid the math paper when i got home and i realized i got so many careless mistakes! could have gotten at least another 10 to 20 marks. and that will be a higher A. just scraped through this one. so disappointed in math. econs, i expected what i got for essay. one did really well, one did really badly. market structure is my weak point... but case study was bad. haiz... i think the most disappointing was sea history. haven't told my parents about it yet. can't believe that i studied, knew the content and i still failed the paper. teacher said my usage of content was not right, like too vague. gp and lit, need i say more? maybe the only thing i'm happy about is chinese cos i passed?

had a great day today!!! just slacked... played badminton with cousin, aunt and their friend. then walked to grandma's from the badminton place. had mashed potato from seven eleven. :) went out for dinner with parents and cousin. skinny pizza at great world!!!! B&J too! played basketball at the arcade. today was a fun day! tired now....

so this week!
well, exams ended!!! :) yay!!! not too good, but hope for the best!

tuesday
exams ended. went to vivo to meet yoges. haven't seen her for so long!!!

wed
met jodie and jiaxin at vivo for lunch. then bought baking stuff and started to bake at home!!!! so fun!!! took many pics too. hehe. :) played with nail polish. they are really good at applying nail polish. i can't! :( and watched youtube videos. jodie left first so jiaxin and i talked for a while. bonding time today with 2 good friends!!!!! :D YAY!!!

thurs
went out with nas. walked round queensway shopping center then went to anchor point. played at the timezone, walked round, bought things, had lunch! then went to jp to buy stuff!!! so fun today! took 198 to jp to try out how long the trip will be. :) went home so tired....

fri
short day! not many people in class came. maybe about 10? had post promo activities. so did hip hop with jiaxin! fun!!! but legs hurt. had cyberwellness talk on gaming and sex ed talk on STD. then end school!!! went to the library to study with yx. headed to vivo later to meet linh and jiaxin who were going to start work at wdc. :)

sat
lazed at home. went to the dentist :( had family dinner outside today! :)

profile pic and cover photo on fb are of my close friends. two different groups of friends, but close friends all the same. feel so blessed to have them around with me, supporting me, accepting me. :) one day should let you all meet. :D

two more days of exams, 4 more papers. just taking a break from studies now. I'm not done with history, will never be done. so won't bother. i'm just going to fling it and throw it away. just for this exam...

so this week was tough!

become emo in sch... is it the stress? idk. just wasn't my normal self. oh well. no pe! :) was kind of sick still... but recovering! sch ended early this week. actually wanted to go home early but ended up staying back till quite late. like 6 on mon, 8 on tues. just to study with you. hehe. then wed was fun! studied in a classroom. thur was canteen cos it was after pe and i sweat a lot! oh yeah, played some ball game for pe, quick fun!!! :) hehe. fri was mostly in library and we had a long talk after studies. dad fetched me home this week. save the traveling time! :) its good!

was a bit too emo on monday... hmm... will not do that in sch any more! it was like, a week before promos. i'm sorry!!!

fire drill on friday! and it was during our break!!! we were eating!!! oh gosh... stilll, it wasn't that long. :)

nice week!! lots of studies but lots of fun too!!

mon
at home and studied

tues
met amanda at 313 somerset for lunch! talked a lot about our lives. miss her!!! then decorated a cake at icing room. its fun! blackforest cake. tastes good too!!!!

wed
stayed at home the whole day. bad choice... studied a lot, but very bored. so called jodie in the morning. went online in the afternoon! :)

thurs
went out with grandma and cousin for Jap buffet lunch!!! Nice!!!! :) and its quite cheap, like $23.30 per person. kiseki at orchard central! went for tuition... then bought moon cake! love it! and aunt bought jellyhearts cake too! love it too!!! lots to eat at home now!!! :D

fri
went out with a whole group of people!!!!! :) to ice skate. well, justin planned it. last time seeing him already. so basically, jiaxin, jodie, shermaine, qianren, douglas, matthew, xueyi and other drama people plus justin ice skated at Jcube! so fun!!! didn't fall at all today. next time must work on skating faster! had lunch at the food court where we talked about weird, random stuff. going to miss justin! but its okay. the time we spent together will be well remembered. who knows, we might meet again? it was great, having justin in 12a03 for 2 terms! you will definitely be missed!!!!
went out with parents for dinner. and got a new phone!!!! samsung galaxy s3!!! :) :) :) :)

 "Relationships are harder now a days because
conversations become texting,
arguments become phone calls,
feelings become subliminal messages online.
Sex becomes easy, the word love gets used out of context, insecurities have become ur way of thinking.

Getting jealous becomes a habit,
trust has been lost, cheating becomes an accident,
leaving becomes the only option and being hurt became natural"

something my friend told me....

so last week of term 3!!!!! :) survived 3 terms in JJC. amazing! a year ago, i wouldn't have imagined being in jj. the thought had never crossed my mind.

so friday, teacher's day! :) reached sch at 6am just to get ready with costumes and makeup. dance kept changing costumes! :( bought new shoes and shorts for the performance, in the end, we didn't use shorts. then had to buy a new shirt for it too. still, it looks good. performance was messy, but i think it looks alright. and quite enjoyed it. so that's all for dance till after promos.
didn't go back to stc or kellock this year. went to Jcube with Jodie for a while. then met ayilisha and went to vivo! walked round and round till xiulin came. had lunch. then they came over! played the piano, talked, took pictures, played badminton! then xl left, nas came. went to vivo again for dinner. haven't seen xl and ayilisha for so long! miss them! but had a great time! :)
went to ikea to meet cousin and aunt. stayed over at grandma's! helped cousin and aunt to shift stuff in their room. extreme makeover! was tired out and had a peaceful sleep! :)
sat
woke up early. took a walk. well, about 40min? went to have breakfast at ikea! and played at the nearby time zone. basketball shooting! so fun!!!! bought furniture at ikea. then went for prayers with family. came home and slept cos was still so tired! went to yima's house and had a wonderful dinner!!! :)

can you believe its been 2 years??? since the YOG... so long... all those fond memories and happy times! well, here's a summary of it after 2 years. (courtesy of sushan)

"THERESIANS ON THE WORLD STAGE" Closing ceremony of the Youth Olympic Games. We train like mad for months and months under the hot/rainy weather in Singapore. We train everywhere from our school hall to the school court to the school field then at Mandai Military Camp and lastly the Marina Bay floating platform. 

There is one particular day when we train at the school fie

ld and then it started pouring and all 800 of us was soaking wet! Like literally! & class haven't even started! But thats when we see teamwork and friends helping each other to dry themselves. Friends provided tissue for one another. Some of us even took off our socks and shoes and walk barefooted around for the whole day. It was fun, something we will all never forget.

Still remember we have to remember our numbers for all the different formations (Heart,Dove,Star,Blazing The Trail).. And the numbers is not easy to find and remember at all. But we made it:D YEAH! The army boys will play music for us huh... And then we will party at our spots because we have to sit there for ages while the other formation is still being figured out.

The timing "1..2...3... Hey... Oh~~~" remember that! Crazy fun! :D HAHAH!

The parent support group constantly give us amazing food like cookies,milo ... Sometimes even better than the food they provide. HAHA:) the teachers will always motivate us to do well because they always say " you are representing not only your school but your country as well for the rest of the world to see..."

We still keep the pass that allow us to enter the marina bay platform no? All these are simply just memories that all Theresians will treasure and other performers as well. :) #stcpride #proud

I miss my classmates! :) 4A ♥ the BOMBX huh. ♥ classmates are brilliantly awesome lil atoms* miss them! I miss my Yearmates too! :) class of 2011 :) ♥ 

holiday in KL!!! over the national day holiday. first time not watching ndp. but oh well...

wed
had half day in sch. just celebrations. and a very very hot sun! :( watched some performance and some videos. then dismissed! class is doing a cupcake sale for cip. and mr wangyal bought each of us a cupcake! :)
went out with Jodie and Jiaxin for starbucks cos we each got $10 card for starbucks. apparently its given to all who helped out for college day. :) yay! had a cookie and free drink! talked, took pics. then walked round jp. fun time!!!! :)

went home, got ready then left for the airport! off we go to KL! :) with whole family! flight was only about an hour and slept most of the journey but it took us about 3 to 4 hours from changi airport to our hotel. :( had a very late dinner. almost like supper. then sleep!!!!

thurs
woke up at 6. plan was to have breakfast at 6.30, then sit there and slowly eat till 10. buffet breakfast after all. cousin, grandma and i shared a room so we all got down at 6.30. quite, dark, nice! the rest came down much later! we had a 3 hour breakfast. hehe. went up, slept. lunch, then went to shop. well, only bought sweets. went out again at night to have dinner at some road side place. a fight happened at some stall. dinner was good though! bought some pandas! :D and the rest had durian :(

fri
woke up at 6 again. :) shorter breakfast this time. went to swim(nope, play with water!) went to klcc to walk round. first thing yi yi and i did was to buy ice cream! :) bought 2 books. and watched step up revolution. its so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had lunch. then walked round the place. went back to the hotel, slept!  went out again for dinner. :)

oh yeah, had this mini court trial thing for gp on wed. it was yong vui kong vs the singapore government. quite fun!

love this week!!! the only down side to this week is that i didn't study or revise much...

so last sat, watched the olympic games opening ceremony. quite good, showed how britain was like last time till now. :) didn't finish the whole ceremony cos had to rush off for dance :(

learnt the aces day dance for pe. well, there are 2 dances, the first one is so easy( dancing to party rock anthem). just anyhow dance and have fun. haha! but no running this week.

studied for a chinese chengyu test but still failed :( chinese is beyond hope! but compo can safe me! :)

had cip this week. always like ending off the cip session talking to one of the malay elderly, mdm kamsiah( i can't spell her name...) she's so inspiring!

and xiulin called me in sch!!! talked to her on the phone! then had conference call with ayilisha on thurs, thasneem on fri! so fun! miss them all!! hope we can all end early next wed so we can have lunch together.

this week is really a good week! :)

performance today. looked at the video, it was nice! but i dropped my headgear and went out of timing cos i lost focus. so sad! and i'm so sorry dancers! it could have been an even better performance had i been more carful with the headgear and not be distracted after losing it! must learn from mistakes! but overall, it was good. the whole experience was a good one. became closer to some dance mates and learnt new dance steps. had the chance to shine in the front row too! love it! :)

dance, dance and more dance this week!!!!

like, everyday except thurs was dance! had to perfect everything. big day tmr! performing!!! :) struggled through the week with an injured foot. well, the skin peeled off and had a deep hole on the sole of my feet. no blood but its sore and pain! still, it's recovering in time for the performance tmr which is good! :) really can't wait for tmr!!!!

had chinese cheng yu test... studied hard but still couldn't do many questions. sad... :( oh well

what else to say? badminton for pe! had a good time!!! :) :)

tired after today's dance but its worth it! had to audition for all 3 parts of the dance, only got in for 2. bit disappointed cos i wanted to do that part, but its okay. kept getting my timing wrong! and actually got into part 3 though i didn't think i was good enough. going to have to work much harder to improve for this performance and syf next year. lots of pressure for this dance!!! must must must must work hard!!!

so had dance on mon and fri. trev only came on mon and today. but see how much he can do it that short time!!! performance is next week, so not much time left to improve, but its still possible.

chinese listening compre on wed. quite hard. after going through with the teacher, realized i had 6/10. :( not good!!! haiz....

went for cip on thurs. its an eye opener! got to meet and talk to such strong people even though they are old. imagine having problem after problem coming your way in your family but still trust in god and believing that this is how he tests us. and believing that everything will be okay. this particular lady is so strong and inspirational. like to talk to her cos she really is someone who will be able to inspire. :) can't wait to see her again!

trev finally came to help us for dance on mon! :) seeing the performance finally taking shape. YAY! and trying my best to learn the steps and perfect them. also had dance on wed and fri. tiring, but fun! no gardening, no cip this week, so not that packed, but still tired. went to eat baskin robins with jodie on thurs. nice! :) and no pe on thurs too! have this ice cream craze now!!! :) :) :)

ct's over. didn't do well at all. prepared to fail for at least 3 subjects. well, i know i've failed one already. so anyway, post ct's been fine. had dance on wed and fri, cip on thurs, a level orals on tues. see, busy life! will be ending late every day from now on. have a performance coming up. then still have to do nyaa and all. oh well, busy, busy!

went to see the harry potter exhibition today! so cool!!! love it! :)