i happened to look back at some of the things we said when we talked in lower sec. then i wonder if you remember those times when we talked so much on msn. about anything.... i wonder if you miss those times, cos i do.

monday
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!! gave out lollipops and sweets! :)

thanks to
Karthika, Jiayi, Heather, Rachel, Nadia, Alicia, Weixin, Yoges, Rezwana
for your presents. each one of them means something to me! :)

another week has passed. i always marvel at how the week can seem so busy and stressful, but on saturdays, i realise that another week has passed. a lot of homework now. piled up cos i just don't have the time and energy to them during the week. but i've managed to reach deadlines so far. hope it will continue. there's a huge amount of math and chinese. and ss.

start of the week, i realised that its never going to be the same again.

sunday
was sick!!!! sneezed my way through tuition. nose ran away too...

monday
sick! drank SO MUCH WATER!! went to the toilet so many times for once. hahaha! went for pe, touch rugby. felt so bad after that. didn't go for training. heard it was tough.... went home and tried to rest/study. ended up sleeping a lot. ops...

tuesday
bio homeostasis test. chem spa. i just realised i did my chem spa in blue ink. OMG!!!!! :( chem was okay, bio was ...... hope i at least pass well enough to pull up my bio marks. cos mr ng said our previous test, only 4 passed. went home early! :)

wednesday
normal lessons..... had math homework! lots of it! and peer tutoring too. 7 subjects in one day. so the homework is A LOT!!! only managed to do 1 question and 1/4 of the next during the whole time, about 1 hour? die... :(

thursday
skipped pe. did chinese homework. xiulin not in school! so went with meiyi for recess. :) also went back early... wanted to collect cca payment during ve, but mr ng didn't allow!

friday
chem peer tutoring. all mcq. yay! structured.... see how.... house practise! captain's ball. played with caroline and isabel. but it rained halfway, so we did cheering in the canteen. so few ignatius people. and caroline too. didn't shout much.... still coughing my way through the week.... :( went home! got valetine's day stuff!!! :)

cny pics!!!!!! :) that's all i took during cny! though my camera followed me everywhere

so today, was mainly tuition and grandma's house. celebrated yi zhang's birthday! came home, called shareen. so funny today! talked a lot about netball. and being mental. officially stage 1! :) hope we have more if it soon!

hightlight of cny is definitely last night!!!! HAHAHAHA!!

thursday
woke up late... went for prayers or rather, visit my grandparents who passed away at guan ming shan. had lunch at other mama's house. went home. played sims 3!!! and texted people! :) slept around 5 plus. kong kong came over at night for dinner. watched red cliff 2! bathed, watched junior master chef. gosh, they can really cook well!!! slept!!!

today!
had a blast!!!! woke up late again! haha! went to oldest gu gu's house. everyone was there! finally!!!! :) had lunch there. watched tv. madagascar, escape 2 Africa! didn't interact much but oh well.

went on to mama's house. again whole family was there! along with peishi and renjie. and their parents. loc's family came too! so quite a big crowd. ate... talked.. played with playing cards. go fish! snap! cheat! cheat was super funny! hahaha!!!! got bored, went down to walk! well, we literallly walked from the block to the shelter, up the hill, into another shelter, into another block and back to mama's house. played spider web. yien and peishi mostly walked together. talked to renjie more on the walk. floorball and netball! :)

moved on to yima's house. except for yi en's family, everyone else went. explored the house. then went down with dad, peishi and renjie to the playground + fitness corner. i suck at fitness corner... but it was fun!! play something and talked at the same time! played catching at the playground. i told renjie to be careful cos he was climbing something, and i was on the slide. i said 'careful' then fell down the slide!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! epic!!! hit 4 both knees and elbow, plus right leg. hope no bruises! got tired. sat down. renjie's friend called, so talked to peishi. then this gang like group of guys came. so we moved off to the fitness area. finally went up around 9 plus. left around 10. texted them all the way till they had to sleep.

want to play sims 3 now! but i'm waiting for SOMEONE to reply me on msn!!!! hurry up! jacob

Oh, thanks for the well wishes for cny!!!!!
Valerie, Alicia, wx, peishi, quanyi, Mandy, elspeth, nadia, sri, shannon, family!!!

This week's been great!

Monday
Training... Well, it's going to get harder after south zone..... Just did drills... Nothing much. Ms Ethel came to train us. Method is different.

Wednesday
Half day! Cny celebration in school. Played UNO with xiulin, ayilisha, jiayi and xingchen. Then did a card.... Didn't have much time for it so didn't do a good one... Thanks for helping to pack up!!!! And we took a class pic! Went to the hall. Sat with xiulin, heather, ayilisha! Thanks for the food wx!!! Met jenisa, then went to Kellock with Valerie. Thought jenisa could go but she couldn't. :( most teachers were gone already, so only saw mrs Janet and Linda tan, mrs chia and some Chinese teachers. Went to vivo macs then home!!!
Had streamvoat at night with mama, yuma, yizhang and parents. Yay!!! Went to chinatown at 10 plus to find flowers!!! Haha!!! Slept late!!

today's our last netball match. everyone played well! :) good job! but we lost, so that's it for south zone this year.....

Yeah, it's over..... Thanks for the confidence this south zone. Without which, I probably wouldn't have lasted through it, especially our last match. Thanks for all the texts the night before. The end. jacob

monday
school was okay... had lit on stage rehersal after school in the hall. i'm sorry!! didn't co ordinate or do much. ended in a lot of wasted time. but thanks for the help!!!! telling me what to do and encouraging words!!! :)weixin.

tuesday
bio spa was pushed to thursday! yay!! had amath factor and R formula test and circles test at the same time! 1 hour to do it. vectors test! full marks!!! :) ms vino's finally back!

wednesday
narrative essay for english. wrote about someone who failed to live up to her reputation. used a real person. but the essay, well, idk how to end it cos there was no ending to the real life incident. math peer tutoring. did tys. level 2. seemed easier then level 1 for some reason.... chem remedial. did acids and bases. only the balancing equations part has problems. lit on stage rehersal again! okay..... oh, and thanks for the tips! :) at night, texts was so funny!!!!!!!! jap words? weird emoticons. jacob

thursday
BIO SPA!!! omg!!!! scared of it. may not do well. linear law test. okay.... missed ve cos we could leave early for netball match. did a bit of cny deco. match against bukit merah. didn't do well again. i'm sorry ----- !!!! played only 3 quaters. jacob played ga instead.asked for a switch for the last quater. anyway, second last game. one more game to go. please help me!!!!! just one last time!!! called her tonight. mrs mok

i guess.. you've already left. well, goodbye and good luck!!!
today
seemed like a long day! went to prepare for lit on stage in the morning so skipped netball morning training. helped out here and there....  make up was nice! went for assembly and duty as usual. then started!!! did the intro speech with helen. sorry for making so many mistakes!!!! :( but the actors did well. everyone cheered when the curtains were drawn to reveal the crowd and dead man. and when the crowd danced, everyone laughed!!! was holding okonkwo's gun at the wrong side of the stage.... ran under the stage. haha! at least there was light, not like the last time when the ball rolled and it was pitch black. the whole performance was great! yay! hope we can get a cd for all the plays. lessons as usual. last lesson with ms wong for ss. she gave us chocolates! early recess. put up lanterns in class. and it fell durng ss. sorry! he\lped a bit during recess too. history, had a break! bio was a project. then peer tutoring was a worksheet.


went to vivo with m, d, a, after peer tutoring. went to subway, art and bookshops, forever 21, page one, daiso! fun time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) yay!!! glad to have gone!! thank you all so much!|! ended the week on a high note!!!! now... so tired!!!!meiyi, danii, amanda 4d


sunday
no tution!!! :) nothing much...


i'll post the rest of the week tmr....

yay!!! today was great!! so tired now!!! but great!

fetched si yao then went to shareen's new house! :) bought her a necklace and hair clip from chomel. and mum got her mum a cake. sweet sixteen after all! :) close friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 talked to siyao about loads of stuff. saw shareen's two parrots. and ms sanira's sister! haha! look alike, that's how i could tell that they related, then asked and turned out to be sisters. so made the salad with siyao. cut two tomatoes the wrong way so somehow all the juice and seeds came out! hahaha!!!! wanted to write shareen on the salad, didn't really work. then we cut strawberries. her family thought us how and showed us! :) idk who that nice lady is, but she is so sweet!!! say young ones must slowly learn! hahaha!!!! shareen's sch friends came. SO MANY!! OMG! her team mates and classmates. ana! corrine!!! :) waited and waited. shareen finally came home! surprise! haha! ate, had cake! :) talked to ana and corrine till meilani came, then left for tuition at 3.30. was there from 12.45. didn;t have much chance to talk to shareen cos she was so busy! thank you so much! shareen and her mum! :)

went to yima's new house for steamboat!  10 people! with the usual and laogu. yusheng first. and i'm sorry for the weird 'want to have yusheng' text sent!!!! hahahahaha!!!! steamboat was great! :) went to the room to watch camp rock. got interupted halfway cos the sofa came. so went into another room to play slowwww snap. then continued watching. took random pics tonight! :) hahahaha! then fetched them back and went home. may not have tuition tmr!!!!!!!!!! rest!!

today was fun and eventful! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomatoes!!!!

salad!!

finished salad! supposed to spell out Shareen. can find the letters?

Siyao and me!!!

Shareen's cake!!!

Yien and her scary eyes

random shot.

another random shot. we were wearing the same shirt design, but different colour!

cos i know there's sunshine beyond that rain
i know there's good times beyond that pain
heaven tell me how i can make a change...


i close my eyes
and i can see a better day


lyrics by justin bieber's pray.
its a nice song!

friday
school started late. lessons were normal. had lit on stage practise during lit lesson. finally got things going. so funny!!!! :) finally things fall apart comes to life! got ss test. chinese mock was bad. dictionary spoilt on me!! had to use very very basic and simple chinese.... chem spa was.... HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lit on stage practise went okay. fun fun fun!!! :) went out for dinnner! going to see her tmr! :)

this week has been hectic.... sorry for being late this morning. i don't know what to think of it now... let the team down for game today. played slowly cos tired and no stamina! knee pain again... worse then that time. sat down after the 6 rounds. we won 55-3, bartley sec. and had to run 6 rounds. tiring.... hmm..... no one said anything about my play today. oh! ying xiu is teaching in stc! :)

moday
pe was okay.... did running in the hard court. then standing broad jump and incline pull ups. incline, did 11 then died... standing broad jump, 171? :(  got back chem test..... result? going for chem lessons after sch every wednesday. starting 3.30 onwards, so will miss a lot of training if there's any more trainings on wednesday. after sch, went home  to study!!!!!!!!!!!!! prepared for match the next day.

tuesday
missed history lesson. left early for match against cedar. had morning training. supposed to start at 6.45. skip to after sch. first match. thanks for the confidence and support! :) played ga! :) first quater, first shot i took, something happened that brought me back to last year's south zone. and was praying the second part of it would not happen. well, it didn't really happen,but something else did. played okay today. not too tired. score was close enough. take care yeah! amira came for the match!

wednesday
history chap 8 test, bio excretion test(going to fail it!!!) and math linear law test. bad day.... studied together with angel at lunch. chem lesson till 4.30. abigail stayed back for a test. went for training around 4.40? changed and all that. did timing drill then training was over!!!! :(

today..... well, sri left! saw her off at the airport! last saw her 10 years ago, she came back for 2 weeks, then she left again. :( sad... anyway, karaoke with dad! then tuition, grandma's! called lc tonight. thanks for talking and giving me the confidence!!! hope to see you on tuesday!!!! :)\

second week of school!!! still running about, still busy, still stressed more stress!!! and south zone is next week! not ready..... help!!!

monday
pe, 2 rounds. not too bad. math test. skip to training. sec1s came for training. tryouts. didn't wear contacts for training for the whole week and so things was a blur. tryouts was in the choir room. seniors did drills. passes, 2.4. 15.23. slow....... :( ended around 5.30.

tuesday
scored well for math test! :) bio spa, hard!!!! :( hope to do well! chem experiment was okay..... waiting for ms vino to come back for history..... training again. abigail didn't come... :( some sec1s came for training. got our south zone groupings. cedar, bukit merah, bartley, scgs. don't know how to feel...

wednesday
no math test!!!!! :) yay! postponed. lit, went through lit on stage things.... don't want to act! bio was cancelled cos we had cjc visit. dsa, no dsa..... nah, probably not going to dsa to any jc. sat with tina on the bus. partnered her all the way. our class got into 2 rows without being told? haha! :) cjc open house was okay..... got to see the performing arts like guzheng, choir, drama, band, dance. went home with meiyi. :)

thursday
two math tests. both not done too well. pe was 4 rounds. timing, 9 min plus. not too bad, can improve... first time since a long time that i had recess with them. ve, did daily time table. talked. watche video on st nick's top scorer for o levels. training!! abigail was there, she bought a shirt and skipped tuition for training. a lot of sec1s came. seniors did drill, then match. short time for drills. a lot of matches, a lot of combinations. played ga and wa. need to improve shooting skill, move correctly. its as if almost everywhere i move is wrong? and make correct passes. no more training already. match starts on tuesday. cedar. not ready.....

friday
gate duty today was funny! council meeting in the morning. then mass. chem test today. didn't do well. for the whole week, only did well for one test! :( waiting for results soon. a lot of test and chem spa next week, plus chinese mock every friday. and math peer tutoring every friday too. today's peer tutoring was okay... finished emath. there's amath, ss, lit, chinese homework! and weekend seems packed! had dinner with grandma, parents and sri sri is leaving tmr! :( seeing her off at the airport!! :'( need confidence now..... oh, and today, somehow not aware that people are around me. haha!!! oh, and had island creamery with meiyi!!!!  :)

first week of school!!!
tuesday!
first day of school! fun!!!!! :) have mr ng(phy teacher) as co form, so we greeted them as 'good morning mr ngssss'!!! sitting with tina in class! first row! can't really feel the air con, but got a strong fan! so its the start right programme. played bingo like last year.... went down to the hardcourt and formed groups of about 8, to take a piece of toilet roll up to class without breaking it! second level only, not too bad! went through rules and all! had 2 periods of recess! meet teachers, get bibs, find banner, try to find mr warrick to set up banner but could not find him, walked round and round. looked for ayilisha and xiulin but could not find them. then found them, thought classroom was locked but it wasn't!!! walked round again, finally went up to class just as the bell rang. did class rules. went to put up banner with abigail!

wednesday
start of real lessons! heavy bag day!!! well, not as bad as i thought! had leadership talk till 9.45. things like 7 habits again... keeps appearing!!! mrs fung for amath! went through trigo. ms lee for lit! started on poems intro. eng, ms shivani's class. her first reaction, 'i see ayilisha and charmaine sitting together again!' haha! gosh! ocip!!!! :) group work for eng. ss, mrs tam went for operation, so a new teacher came in to relief. bio, went through spa stuff. training. did dynamics, which we will be doing before our matches. drills, full court. then it rained. so did physical. sprints..... :(

thursday
bio, more spa! pe.... height and weight! i've grown..... shorter??? 1 cm shorter? what??? weight, put on a lot... recess. studied with angel! :) but was distracted. had to find people, talk to people... hoping next week will be less busy and recess schedule can be more consistant? ve, talk by mrs gan.

friday
started late as usual! another talk by mrs gan. school's okay. left at 1 and missed chem! :( going to find ms goh on monday for make up. left cos of cca fair. went to set up the booth in the canteen. supposed to be in the hardcourt, but was raining a bit. booth had boards and netball pole. job was to talk about netball? went round the sch with abigail and trisha. went to the different cca venues to see. supposed to have training, but didn't. so went back early.

first week of school is gone.... last year here!! yay!!! want to leave! but a lot of memories too.

so i'll post about sat and sun first

sat
fri night, got texts from someone.... first time texting like that.... went for netball carnival. daisy tan carnival. (who is that?) first round was 6 games. dunearn, raffles, scgs, buki panjang govt, fuchun, cvss. won all except scgs. it was a game we could have won. thanks for the encouragement though! :) had lunch break. went with the team to macs. it was too crowded, so went to kfc. had cheese fries and shared milo with abigail. came back. warmed up again. second round. played cvss again. different team. won. they sent in 3 teams? then played bowen. lost. this one was a huge margin. played rgs again, lost. so we were out. lots of things to improve on. and need to write reflections. south zone is coming very soon. idk about the team, but after today, don't feel prepared and ready or confident for it any more. went to people's park centre for dinner with family then to aunt's new house for supper! nice!! :) both people are jacob.

sun
woke up early. did tuition work. didn't do a bit of it the whole hols so had to rush. tuition! finally!!! not sure what we are doing for the rest of the day....

okay, really last post before sch starts!!! no more sims 3!!! no more going online almost every night or sleeping late! study time! will be online again only on weekends....

so, went to meet her today! second time this hols! :) this hyper, funny girl!!! thought we would spend the last day of the year together! but we spent the last day of hols together! :) went to vivo early to get new hairbands and top up card. met for lunch at vivo food court. had char siew rice! talked.... had a drink, then suddenly, black out! haha! one part had black out, one part didn't. felt like we were in a theatre or something. lights came back on after a while. walked around. went to time zone. basketball. train for netball???? played this shooting game where the seat moves! :D then grandma called and said she was stuck outside my house so went home. grandma watched tv. she and i talked in the room. played upwords. we finished it! well, talked and played. she became hyper suddenly! :) finally know more about her today! hahaha! went to favourite neighbourhood bakery together! bought her bubble tea. then she left. we must meet again soon!!!!!!!! :)
went out for dinner at vivo with parents, grandma and sri! :)

so that's it for last post of the hols!!!!! had fun today!!! hope we meet again!!!! :D
timetable... haiz.... wednesday is HEAVY BAG DAY WITH 7 SUBJECTS! THURSDAY IS 4 PERIODS OF MATH! CRAZY PLANNING!!! but we get mrs tam!!!! teachers are okay. wonder if we are going to be banded for emath, chinese, eng.

bye till the weekend!

last post before sch reopens!!!! realised that i posted much less in 2010 then in 2009!

so sunday,
went out to granddad's side of the family. lunch. new house! but very quiet and serene. too quiet.... still, the lunch was okay. had rice, chicken, beef, cheese cake! normally won't eat cheese cake, but oh well. came back. slacked and relaxed. watched tv. a lot of free channels now! had pizza for dinner! wanted to stay up late on the last night of hols. but slept early... about 11 plus?

monday
woke up early. went for run in the gym, then stretches and all. tired! and its only 11.30am? may be going out later in the day and grandma may come over. waiting for text! :)

good and bad today!
well, at least i can say i tried right? then again, its not worth it any more.

went to orchard today for --------- :) good news!!! can be normal soon!!!!!! :) well, hopefully. went onto grandma's house. slept. woke up, drove into orchard with parents, grandma and sri!!!! :)

its 2011!!!! finally!!! happy new year everyone!! all the best for this year!!!
thanks for the well wishes!! :)
jiayi, joyce, ayu, elspeth, angel, siyao, yoges, quanyi, mandy, leechin, yingxiu, amanda, erica, xiuin, jacob, elaine

let's live a little while more in 2010
friday
stayed home. wanted to fetch sri, but was running late, so yi yi fetched her instead. went for dinner with parents at tanglin mall. then went over to mama's house. met sri for the first time in 10 years!!! miss her so much!! was like.... 5 when i last saw her!! OMG!! missed her so much!!!!!! came back, saw fireworks from sentosa, universal studios, mount faber and vivo!!! good thing about my house, can see so many fireworks on these occasions! :)

to everyone who made 2010 wonderful!
to my friends, old and new, who accompanied me on the journey this year, making life enjoyable, fruitful and fun!!!
to my family, who has supported me throughout all the rough times this year!

after all that has happened this year, i want to say this

but..... to all my friends this year!!!!!!!

all my friends, you all mean so much!!!!

to everyone that helped me this year, and to all my friends!!!!

to everyone!!!!!!!

keep smiling, enjoy the year ahead!!!!!!!

STARRY STARRY NIGHT!!!!

my blog has a lack of pics!! got this from photobucket.

it feels a little like this right now

no mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i've kind of stopped the sims 3 addiction! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

if you really know me.....
you would know that....
this comes from the show if you really know me. somehow, it hit a soft spot... hmmm...

wednesday and thursday
let's combine days, cos.. there's nothing to post about!!!!! just at home, study, call friends..... talked to jenisa! long time no see!!!! felt like we were sec1 all over again.... haiz.. in that short time, it was as if nothing happened, nothing changed. called lc, sha, mrs mok. i don't trust you any more. talked to angel on fb.