this week has been hectic.... sorry for being late this morning. i don't know what to think of it now... let the team down for game today. played slowly cos tired and no stamina! knee pain again... worse then that time. sat down after the 6 rounds. we won 55-3, bartley sec. and had to run 6 rounds. tiring.... hmm..... no one said anything about my play today. oh! ying xiu is teaching in stc! :)

moday
pe was okay.... did running in the hard court. then standing broad jump and incline pull ups. incline, did 11 then died... standing broad jump, 171? :(  got back chem test..... result? going for chem lessons after sch every wednesday. starting 3.30 onwards, so will miss a lot of training if there's any more trainings on wednesday. after sch, went home  to study!!!!!!!!!!!!! prepared for match the next day.

tuesday
missed history lesson. left early for match against cedar. had morning training. supposed to start at 6.45. skip to after sch. first match. thanks for the confidence and support! :) played ga! :) first quater, first shot i took, something happened that brought me back to last year's south zone. and was praying the second part of it would not happen. well, it didn't really happen,but something else did. played okay today. not too tired. score was close enough. take care yeah! amira came for the match!

wednesday
history chap 8 test, bio excretion test(going to fail it!!!) and math linear law test. bad day.... studied together with angel at lunch. chem lesson till 4.30. abigail stayed back for a test. went for training around 4.40? changed and all that. did timing drill then training was over!!!! :(

today..... well, sri left! saw her off at the airport! last saw her 10 years ago, she came back for 2 weeks, then she left again. :( sad... anyway, karaoke with dad! then tuition, grandma's! called lc tonight. thanks for talking and giving me the confidence!!! hope to see you on tuesday!!!! :)\

second week of school!!! still running about, still busy, still stressed more stress!!! and south zone is next week! not ready..... help!!!

monday
pe, 2 rounds. not too bad. math test. skip to training. sec1s came for training. tryouts. didn't wear contacts for training for the whole week and so things was a blur. tryouts was in the choir room. seniors did drills. passes, 2.4. 15.23. slow....... :( ended around 5.30.

tuesday
scored well for math test! :) bio spa, hard!!!! :( hope to do well! chem experiment was okay..... waiting for ms vino to come back for history..... training again. abigail didn't come... :( some sec1s came for training. got our south zone groupings. cedar, bukit merah, bartley, scgs. don't know how to feel...

wednesday
no math test!!!!! :) yay! postponed. lit, went through lit on stage things.... don't want to act! bio was cancelled cos we had cjc visit. dsa, no dsa..... nah, probably not going to dsa to any jc. sat with tina on the bus. partnered her all the way. our class got into 2 rows without being told? haha! :) cjc open house was okay..... got to see the performing arts like guzheng, choir, drama, band, dance. went home with meiyi. :)

thursday
two math tests. both not done too well. pe was 4 rounds. timing, 9 min plus. not too bad, can improve... first time since a long time that i had recess with them. ve, did daily time table. talked. watche video on st nick's top scorer for o levels. training!! abigail was there, she bought a shirt and skipped tuition for training. a lot of sec1s came. seniors did drill, then match. short time for drills. a lot of matches, a lot of combinations. played ga and wa. need to improve shooting skill, move correctly. its as if almost everywhere i move is wrong? and make correct passes. no more training already. match starts on tuesday. cedar. not ready.....

friday
gate duty today was funny! council meeting in the morning. then mass. chem test today. didn't do well. for the whole week, only did well for one test! :( waiting for results soon. a lot of test and chem spa next week, plus chinese mock every friday. and math peer tutoring every friday too. today's peer tutoring was okay... finished emath. there's amath, ss, lit, chinese homework! and weekend seems packed! had dinner with grandma, parents and sri sri is leaving tmr! :( seeing her off at the airport!! :'( need confidence now..... oh, and today, somehow not aware that people are around me. haha!!! oh, and had island creamery with meiyi!!!!  :)

first week of school!!!
tuesday!
first day of school! fun!!!!! :) have mr ng(phy teacher) as co form, so we greeted them as 'good morning mr ngssss'!!! sitting with tina in class! first row! can't really feel the air con, but got a strong fan! so its the start right programme. played bingo like last year.... went down to the hardcourt and formed groups of about 8, to take a piece of toilet roll up to class without breaking it! second level only, not too bad! went through rules and all! had 2 periods of recess! meet teachers, get bibs, find banner, try to find mr warrick to set up banner but could not find him, walked round and round. looked for ayilisha and xiulin but could not find them. then found them, thought classroom was locked but it wasn't!!! walked round again, finally went up to class just as the bell rang. did class rules. went to put up banner with abigail!

wednesday
start of real lessons! heavy bag day!!! well, not as bad as i thought! had leadership talk till 9.45. things like 7 habits again... keeps appearing!!! mrs fung for amath! went through trigo. ms lee for lit! started on poems intro. eng, ms shivani's class. her first reaction, 'i see ayilisha and charmaine sitting together again!' haha! gosh! ocip!!!! :) group work for eng. ss, mrs tam went for operation, so a new teacher came in to relief. bio, went through spa stuff. training. did dynamics, which we will be doing before our matches. drills, full court. then it rained. so did physical. sprints..... :(

thursday
bio, more spa! pe.... height and weight! i've grown..... shorter??? 1 cm shorter? what??? weight, put on a lot... recess. studied with angel! :) but was distracted. had to find people, talk to people... hoping next week will be less busy and recess schedule can be more consistant? ve, talk by mrs gan.

friday
started late as usual! another talk by mrs gan. school's okay. left at 1 and missed chem! :( going to find ms goh on monday for make up. left cos of cca fair. went to set up the booth in the canteen. supposed to be in the hardcourt, but was raining a bit. booth had boards and netball pole. job was to talk about netball? went round the sch with abigail and trisha. went to the different cca venues to see. supposed to have training, but didn't. so went back early.

first week of school is gone.... last year here!! yay!!! want to leave! but a lot of memories too.

so i'll post about sat and sun first

sat
fri night, got texts from someone.... first time texting like that.... went for netball carnival. daisy tan carnival. (who is that?) first round was 6 games. dunearn, raffles, scgs, buki panjang govt, fuchun, cvss. won all except scgs. it was a game we could have won. thanks for the encouragement though! :) had lunch break. went with the team to macs. it was too crowded, so went to kfc. had cheese fries and shared milo with abigail. came back. warmed up again. second round. played cvss again. different team. won. they sent in 3 teams? then played bowen. lost. this one was a huge margin. played rgs again, lost. so we were out. lots of things to improve on. and need to write reflections. south zone is coming very soon. idk about the team, but after today, don't feel prepared and ready or confident for it any more. went to people's park centre for dinner with family then to aunt's new house for supper! nice!! :) both people are jacob.

sun
woke up early. did tuition work. didn't do a bit of it the whole hols so had to rush. tuition! finally!!! not sure what we are doing for the rest of the day....

okay, really last post before sch starts!!! no more sims 3!!! no more going online almost every night or sleeping late! study time! will be online again only on weekends....

so, went to meet her today! second time this hols! :) this hyper, funny girl!!! thought we would spend the last day of the year together! but we spent the last day of hols together! :) went to vivo early to get new hairbands and top up card. met for lunch at vivo food court. had char siew rice! talked.... had a drink, then suddenly, black out! haha! one part had black out, one part didn't. felt like we were in a theatre or something. lights came back on after a while. walked around. went to time zone. basketball. train for netball???? played this shooting game where the seat moves! :D then grandma called and said she was stuck outside my house so went home. grandma watched tv. she and i talked in the room. played upwords. we finished it! well, talked and played. she became hyper suddenly! :) finally know more about her today! hahaha! went to favourite neighbourhood bakery together! bought her bubble tea. then she left. we must meet again soon!!!!!!!! :)
went out for dinner at vivo with parents, grandma and sri! :)

so that's it for last post of the hols!!!!! had fun today!!! hope we meet again!!!! :D
timetable... haiz.... wednesday is HEAVY BAG DAY WITH 7 SUBJECTS! THURSDAY IS 4 PERIODS OF MATH! CRAZY PLANNING!!! but we get mrs tam!!!! teachers are okay. wonder if we are going to be banded for emath, chinese, eng.

bye till the weekend!

last post before sch reopens!!!! realised that i posted much less in 2010 then in 2009!

so sunday,
went out to granddad's side of the family. lunch. new house! but very quiet and serene. too quiet.... still, the lunch was okay. had rice, chicken, beef, cheese cake! normally won't eat cheese cake, but oh well. came back. slacked and relaxed. watched tv. a lot of free channels now! had pizza for dinner! wanted to stay up late on the last night of hols. but slept early... about 11 plus?

monday
woke up early. went for run in the gym, then stretches and all. tired! and its only 11.30am? may be going out later in the day and grandma may come over. waiting for text! :)

good and bad today!
well, at least i can say i tried right? then again, its not worth it any more.

went to orchard today for --------- :) good news!!! can be normal soon!!!!!! :) well, hopefully. went onto grandma's house. slept. woke up, drove into orchard with parents, grandma and sri!!!! :)

its 2011!!!! finally!!! happy new year everyone!! all the best for this year!!!
thanks for the well wishes!! :)
jiayi, joyce, ayu, elspeth, angel, siyao, yoges, quanyi, mandy, leechin, yingxiu, amanda, erica, xiuin, jacob, elaine

let's live a little while more in 2010
friday
stayed home. wanted to fetch sri, but was running late, so yi yi fetched her instead. went for dinner with parents at tanglin mall. then went over to mama's house. met sri for the first time in 10 years!!! miss her so much!! was like.... 5 when i last saw her!! OMG!! missed her so much!!!!!! came back, saw fireworks from sentosa, universal studios, mount faber and vivo!!! good thing about my house, can see so many fireworks on these occasions! :)

to everyone who made 2010 wonderful!
to my friends, old and new, who accompanied me on the journey this year, making life enjoyable, fruitful and fun!!!
to my family, who has supported me throughout all the rough times this year!

after all that has happened this year, i want to say this

but..... to all my friends this year!!!!!!!

all my friends, you all mean so much!!!!

to everyone that helped me this year, and to all my friends!!!!

to everyone!!!!!!!

keep smiling, enjoy the year ahead!!!!!!!

STARRY STARRY NIGHT!!!!

my blog has a lack of pics!! got this from photobucket.

it feels a little like this right now

no mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i've kind of stopped the sims 3 addiction! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

if you really know me.....
you would know that....
this comes from the show if you really know me. somehow, it hit a soft spot... hmmm...

wednesday and thursday
let's combine days, cos.. there's nothing to post about!!!!! just at home, study, call friends..... talked to jenisa! long time no see!!!! felt like we were sec1 all over again.... haiz.. in that short time, it was as if nothing happened, nothing changed. called lc, sha, mrs mok. i don't trust you any more. talked to angel on fb.

friendly match today!
played against sac at kallang netball centre. reached there, talked, shoot. juniors played first. umpired the first quarter with jacob. umpiring is HARD! its like, when playing, you know all the rules and all. but umpiring, its a different story. played GA all 4 quarters. :) and yeah, i'm always tired. so still need to improve shooting and stamina. want shooting to be accurate like last time. need to watch and run to the correct place. after friendly, had half court, then full court with juniors. then.... 8 rounds round the whole kallang netball centre!!!!!!!! it was tiring!!! very tiring!!!!!!!!!! anyway, thanks for running at the back and encouraging. even when i was last and tired, the last lap, thanks for running with me! :) no training tmr!!!! on the way back, took train with jacob. :)

on a side note, my mum asked me what i want to do in jc, nus and my ambition. it still worries me that i've no idea.

haven't posted for a long time!!! well, partly cos i've been banned from coming online a few times and when i use the comp, well, its more for sims 3. got to get out of it! OMG!! I MUST SAY THIS AGAIN! DECEMBER REALLY ROCKS!!!!!

saturday!!!!!
thank you all for the lovely christmas wishes!!!! <3 so sweet! :D and to everyone, merry christmas!!!!!! counted down with sheryl and abigail. :) wanted to play sims3, but texted a lot of people until phone hanged.... :( so didn't play in the end. so didn't do much in the day. watched tv, texted people. went over to grandma's house. and the fun begins!!!! yien was there like always, and peishi and renjie too! :) had popiah\ for dinner. and log cake!! bought it the night before. was waiting to eat it for a long time! haha!!! and i told -----, she texted me in the morning and counted down to the time i could eat it! :D angel.
so 4 of us played cards. it was raining so we waited for the rain to stopped then went down to the sheltered area to play. took off shoes and it was still wet!!!! the good thing is, cos of the water, our feet were only wet, not dirty. played ice and freeze, then saw a cat so went to play with the cat. finally, we decided it was too slippery to run..... so we played spider web. back to the primary school days... haha! :) had to go up after that. time passes very fast!!! talked then everyone left. will be looking forward to seeing you in school! :) peishi

sunday
went to dad's collegue's house warming. had turkey!!! not allowed to make turkey, so having turkey there was great! :) bread and something pudding, which was nice too! :) the food was great! and another log cake! played big\ taboo with some adults. fun!!!! came back, didn't do much...

monday
well, christmas mood still there. went for training. ms adeline wasn't there, so today the male coach took b div, female took c div. a lot of court work. just did one drill and that'\s all. practised shooting, then played wa, ga, gs. :) and thanks for the letter!!! abigail
tmr friendly, wed training in the afternoon?, thurs student leaders meeting, fri hopefully going out and spending the last day of the year with you! :) joyce

after sec3 life, i would want to go back to sec3 december!!! :)
playing sims 3.... its addictive(explains why there was no post yesterday)

wednesday
made tan yuan at grandma's. met cousin at grandma's house. played and talked. went for lunch at paragon. ding tai fung. haha! was just there on tuesday. and that's where i met ------ last year. wonder if she remembers? took bus back. slept! woke up and had steamboat for dinner. with mama, cousin and dad. ate tang yuan. it was nice! :) played sims 3. till it was 12 plus and forced to sleep. couldn't sleep at first. turn round and round. and scratched cos of insect bites. that insect/insects only bit cousin and me!

thursday
woke up. bathed. had fried egg, luncheon meat and bread for breakfast! met up with mum and went for her office family day at discovery centre. went there last year too with 2c 09! :) watched gulliver's travels. okay show.... had lunch. toured the place and played with some games. oh oh oh! relative coming to stc next year! came home. downloaded sims 3 into comp and started playing! cousin went home. then family and i went for dad's office bbq! :) nice time! got first few christmas gifts. thanks!!! :D

friday
slept late cos was playing sims 3. woke up early. accompanied dad to his office. played sims 3 there. haha! helped out a bit. talked to his collegues. went for lunch at centrepoint and shopped round. going out again!! bye!!!

i. am. tired.... woke up with body ache. something's wrong with the bed. haha!
but....great day today!! <3 it!! :)
went to orchard today. walked around ion and got lost inside! ended up at wheelock place? bought pig sweets! :) met up with her and walked to paragon for lunch. had coffee club! :) nice food! talked about so many things! HAHA! long lunch. walked to scape. played at the arcade there. car racing... i think i'll never be a driver! car crashed and overturned twice. :( played this fighting game...that had no idea when it ended or not! visited the christmas booths. nice! :) how christmas came about. took a bus to a bookshop near great world. religious books. bought one! :) we had some time. somehow, time seemed to take its time. hahaha!!! thought we spent a long time at the bookshop. took bus 5 to great world. we actually saw it when we were walking, kind of far from the bus stop. but we managed to reach the bus stop before the bus came! walked around great world, sat down and talked, played at time zone. walked round again. then went back. time seemed to pass faster when we were at great world!
so thank you so much for today! you taught me things about religion and studies that no one ever talked to me about before! :D laughing at stuff!!! and it was memorable!!!!! :) i'm free next thursday! so tell me if you are! <3 and feel free to read and tag! joyce loke

wasn't allowed to be online last night...
so... nas came over around 10. went to my room and sat talking and talking and talking. about yog, ocip, school life. haha! then headed down to work out! 45min? haha! then she went home. time seems to pass so fast...... its always like that! nasuha

i'm not going to miss sec3... not that carefree. nov/dec hols is the highlight of this year. met almost all good friends. still have to meet some more, but see if there's time. if not, next year after o levels! :) and there was yog and ocip too! though... too much of up and down and problems too. hoping next year would be better. please be better!!!! read a post posted end of last year. back then, i had doubts about going to sec3 and subject combi. now, i think my subject combi is fine the way it is, and 3a has really been wonderful. :)

finally have the mood and time to post about the past 4 days! so many things happened!

its the best week of hols!!!!!! :) and CONGRATS GIRL! ON YOUR FANTASTIC RESULTS!!!! :D

so thursday...
met up with leechin, shareen, grace, siyao, felicia and siti! :) met up at orchard mrt. was too early so went to daiso and had a bit of trouble finding the mrt station again... -.- shareen was standing behind a pole.. so didn't see her until i walked past and turned round!! hahaha!! and siyao ended up on the wrong side, so we went into the mrt and came out, paying 36cents each? went to eat bk with shareen, siyao, grace, felicia. then leechin came. walked to cineleisure. saw isabella! :) wanted to watch a show, but no nice show that all of us hasn't watched yet. so went to chamber. watched knight and day. siti came. show was... boring... siyao was so funny! didn't know that her watch was 1 hour slow! wanted to watch another horror show, but didn't. so walked round and round orchard area!!! had so much fun!! :) thanks a lot for the great day!
went to grandma's house for dinner. on the way back, heard a song. the only exception. hmm. it really brought back memories of ocip! :)

friday
had training... only 8 seniors, 6 juniors. very few people. and some guy coach came. taught us a bit. well, not everyone, just a few people. played match. played GA!! :) went home. slacked...... died tired, not cos of training. went out for dinner with parents. they wanted to get christmas gifts. i got a misletoe(how to spelll??) for the house door. and the christmas deco is complete!!!

saturday
supposed to attend the chuch wedding but didn't. woke up late. went to cut hair.... :( the person cut 1inch, the layered. still okay. then she thinned my hair!! :( what's wrong with thick hair??? went for wedding dinner. thinking of wearing the same dress for prom next year, but see how. dinner was great!!!

sunday
went to dad's eldest sister's house for lunch. got to see dad's side of the family. and a few cousins. plus niece and nephew. joseph and hidaya!!! :) great to see you again! lunch was great! :) egg tarts were the best! talked to hidaya a lot, watched tv.... went to get some stuff before heading back home. think we may go out again tonight. short post. distracted.. haha!!!

okay, finally posting two pics up!!! :) will elaborate another time... tooo tired.... how to wake up tmr????

wait, there is still training on friday. haiz.... so many complications, and people not telling me!!!!! pissing me off.

still... feeling happy about today. went to meet her at well, harbourfront mrt? could not find each other, walked round and called until we finally met at the bus stop. haha!! watched rapunzel. 3rd row from front, but not too bad. funny show!! we were at the side... and two empty seats beside us! whole of the back of the cinema was full! no one in front of us! yay! nice show!! had popcorn, drink, nachos. and popcorn with nachos cheese. :) walked round vivo, bought some stuff. welll, gifts. came to my house, played cluedo and monopoly. watched chanel 8, 5.30 show. she went home. and had dinner with parents. at great world. saw ms quek and mr wang there, seperately... not a good idea to go there....

can't wait for tomorrow! going to be a great day!

today and tmr looks like they will be great days! yay!! no plans for friday, except training.
yesterday was tiring... really tiring. but towards the end, was fun! i mean at lunch time! :)
friendly match with KCPS(i once said kcpc? idk why!) did some sprint drilll... passes, shooting. watched junior's match. b div played 4 quaters, then ms adeline ask for one more. wanted to play. so happy to get a position. then got centre. was like 'huh'? haha!! played centre from 2-4 quater. killer. real killer. I NEED MORE STAMINA! 2nd quater was still okay. 3rd was super tired. wanted a change already. its like.... missed everything and was just running around..... :( 4th was well... 5th, could rest! so...after today, i'm going to get more stamina.
wanted to go home already. but decided to go for lunch with jacob, abbicia, serene, euginia, pulara and rainee. went to pizza hut. had pepsi with cheese thanks to pulara. she had pepsi with chilli in return! :) jacob also got cheese thanks to rainee. haha! serene and i got lasagne.... took forever to come! talked and talked and laughed. shared the lagsane with jacob cos could not finish. fun and funny timeeee!!!! :) you all made my day.
went home... saw mrs dehamel on the way home! at home, waited for the door to come.. slept in the meantime... so tired!! had porridge for dinner. and cake! yima, yizhang, kongkong came over.

going out soon.... muscle ache and knee pain today. didn't stretch enough....

unsecure....
i need someone to talk to now

sunday
woke up, had breakfast with family. walked round parkson for a long time before coming home. left melaka around 4? so came back very late.... so tired... watched night at the museum again.... haha! slept...

monday
woke up early, had training. court game most of the time. wd, wa.... went with mum to have subway for lunch. came back and knocked out. i'm seriously in no mood to post.

soo... now in melaka!! again!!
friday
was supposed to wake up early, drive early and reach early. but... woke up a bit late... had macs breakfast! pancakes! then drove up.... reached around 3 plus? still had to wait a long long time for room to be ready. reached room... went to the mall to get coffee bun, cos skipped lunch. came back for tea at the lounge, went for jap buffet dinner. great! :) had icecream!! oh.. was buying som biscuits at the mall when this malaysian lady came up to me..... appeared that she thought i was some shopkeeper or helper!!! :(

sat
woke up at 9 plus... had buffet breakfast! LOVE THE BREAKFAST!!! went to walk around with mum. came back with a gift that's really overdue.... and new shoes. apparently, i get more stuff in malaysia then in singapore. went round and round and finally got gifts that mum wanted for christmas. met auntie and uncle. came to our room to eat tidbits.. we are on a no lunch routine! went for tea, then dinner. walk walk walk, with the people who were in this 12 hour walking thing.. just that we were in the opposite direction, to jonker street! had wanton mee cos the adults had laksa.... walked more. they bought lots of food stuff... came back. soaked in the bath tub again! yay!!! coming back tmr! :)

ahh.... happy today!!
wednesday
well... went to grandma's house early. cousin came. played some searching game on her mac. then played sims 3. so fun!!!! creating a sim took at least 30min, getting a house took 10min. then decided to redo the whole thing. 1 hour to create 2 sims, then delete 1. so left 1 sim.... choosing a plot of land took 20min! building the house took.... well... a long time... had to go off for lunch halfway. went to nihon mura! jap food!! and ice cream!! :) yay!! on the way, played itouch. was supposed to jump and run to advoid obstacles. instead, ran through the obstacles and wasted life! HAHA! didn't even know it was an obstacle! continued sims after coming back. FUN!!! want to play again! had dinner.. very small dinner.. cos very full, before coming back home. yiyi fetched me home!

thursday
training. didn't even know there was a meeting...... training was okay. didn't play much, just sat there and watched. played WD!!!! wow...... p4/p5 days? sucked at WD, cos its a known fact that I CAN'T DEFEND? suicide plus physical again... tiring..... supposed to be shooting, but didn't... will start when i'm back. ranking..... well, surprise outcome, but i was happy about something. thanks! at least i know i meant something, i know that you still think me worthy of being main 7 even though SOMEONE does not think so.
met ka onn and went to watch narnia at vivo! :) had lunch at pasta mania. then had popcorn, nachos, chocs, sweets during the show. didn't eat the chocs at all. a bit of popcorn and sweets, a lot of nachos! CHEESE!!! show was nice, but now i think prince caspian is better? hmm... so the original 4 won't be seen again until the last show, if it comes out. nah, won't tell the plot here.... go read up! walked around, had ice cream! then went to grandma's for dinner. not much dinner... can't eat already. still had cake, but no way i could force down anything else! thanks for cheering me up! :)